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Matty, is the best big brother in the world. And his girlfriend is pretty cool. i mean it. theres no douth bout that. Anyway Amy and i have alot in common only Matty got her too stop. Can he help me too? ok sound like a tv show......scary.......... Velly scary. Either gotta love Matty AND Amy! they rule more later *kisses u 2*

Well theres nothing to write. My best friends dead. My lifes kinda ended. She got into drugs and crap. Went into rehab no more then like maybe a weeks ago then commited suicide monday nite. yeah she overdoesed on pills a nurse left out screamed they wernt working so she grabed a knife they left out (that was stupid of them) and she pulled a juilet she stabbed her heart. Even thoe she did drugs and stuff ill always luv her for keeping me outta it. bu then ill always hate her for making me keep the secret for 4 yrs. I'll miss her always. But now i know she won't hurt as much. she wont suffer from withdrawls. But the pain is from not saying good bye........ I guess I can never say good bye to her..............