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They ask me why I am the way I am. Why i can't cry, and don't yell. Why i hide away until I can fully control my feelings, then lock them away before anyone can ever figure out what was wrong in the first place. They ask me why i bury my nose in a book, keep my head in the clouds, and sleep until the difference between day and night becomes indistinguishable. They ask why I only smile, and be so goofy, and not seem effected by anything around me. How I can just sit and listen to someone talk for hours without the slightest bit of annoyance. How I can honestly say I'm here to listen to anyone talk. Make them smile when they have a bad day, be the wall they need to lean on when they're sad. They wonder briefly how I can be so strong and so shy at the same time. But the answer is easy, I'm not going to be a major character in a book or the lead actress in a movie, I'm not the girl whose going to get swept off her feet. I'm just here to help you. I am strong so that you can be weak, I'm emotionless so you can poor out your soul, I'm out of touch with reality to give you a little bit more to believe in. So don't ask me why, just ask me to be there and i will, after all, that's where I belong. Live, laugh and love! ^___^