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I am told this customer likes to be whipped. I'm excited because I am in the mood to do that today. Actually, I'm in the mood to do anything but spankings, I tell him, are my specialty. He wants to be caned. They have canes in the little dungeon room but he wants the little tiny wooden cane. I bring in a paddle and a whip with several leather straps. The paddle went fine. I dont think he liked the whip though because I kinda hit his balls and he said it hurt a lot so I laugh. With the caning - at first I did 30 strikes and between every 5 I would spit in his face. I did this more than once but he wanted to try caning me. *Shrugs* I say I like it. I don't care if I bleed. He looks all surprised, "You like bleeding?" "I love blood." So we make a deal that if I can't pee in his face then he gets to cane me. Deal. I couldn't pee in his face - dammit - just didn't have enough pee lol

So he canes my butt very lightly staring at my face being sure I don't hurt. He goes up to 6 and he's like "Wow, you really do like this dont you?" Of course I do. The hour is done. He wants to see me once every week. He wanted to come back and see me again tonight but I had to leave. I'm so tired...

Our next session we are going to be switching roles. He canes me and I cane him. Sounds fine to me. I got tipped $100 just for that one hour. If I can make $150 on the next two days I can pay my own rent without having to borrow more money. I'll stay there all night if I have to but I'm not leaving with less than $150 in my pocket/purse ;)

Because I was so exhausted from deciding to stay up for three days in a row, I found it hard to get excited or even have the energy I would have liked to exert while commanding my little old man to drink my piss. Not only that, but I was way too dehydrated from drinking up until hours prior to starting that I didn't even have any piss to share. It was hard enough for me to muscle enough fluids to spit on him. I got to watch a man take get his ass de-virginatized for the first time so that was fun. Make him our little bitch did we. I stood by and watched as the other mistress pissed in his mouth while he drank it. It was silly to see the men dressed up like little whores with these pathetic wigs thrown about their head.

All I have to say is that I made sure I got some rest so today I have some energy and I'm ready to make someone my little whore. I'm not sure if I'm ready to ass-fuck someone considering I have never done so [as of yet] and I wouldn't want to hurt anyone. Another thing I'm a little hesitant to try is a brown shower which in other words, is pretty much shitting on someone. I shouldn't have a problem pissing on someone today. I will even make sure I drink plenty of fluids so I'm not dehydrated like yesterday.

Things I would like to try along with the golden shower are spankings and ass fucking (when I feel ready), ass fingering, and rainbow showers which would be puking on someone ("Rub it all over your body my little whore!") and Corporal Punishment which is abusing someone until they bleed or more...



Kinky ;)

I've decided to pursue the whole dominatrix thing I mentioned earlier in my journal. I start tomorrow. I have no experience in the thing but I guess its one of those thing you learn as you go along.

I'm a bit excited and a bit nervous, not really ready for it as far as having all the things I need to get started such as outfits and things but I really need the money. I hope it goes well. Rent is due and I'm about four hundred dollars short. Wish me luck!