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Thoughts are just words that blows through the streets and back alleys of the mind planting seeds of doubt, fear, sadness, and if your lucky full blown feilds of happyness.

But if your thoughts aren't of the sunlight on your face kind just remember one thing. They are only words. They can only bite and slash at you if you let them.

I never know what to say. words escape me. Im a differant make and model from any girl. Confusion is what swirls best inside my head. SOme thoughts tend to crush others out. Like a flame in the wind thoughts come and go just like that.

She never slows down.

She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down

She won't turn around

The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down



[CHORUS]

So stand in the rain

Stand your ground

Stand up when it's all crashing down

You stand through the pain

You won't drown

And one day, whats lost can be found

You stand in the rain



She won't make a sound

Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down

She wants to be found

The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.



[CHORUS]

So stand in the rain

Stand your ground

Stand up when it's all crashing down



You stand through the pain

You won't drown

And one day, whats lost can be found

You stand in the rain



So stand in the rain

Stand your ground

Stand up when it's all crashing down

Stand through the pain

You won't drown

And one day, whats lost can be found



[CHORUS]

So stand in the rain

Stand your ground

Stand up when it's all crashing down

You stand through the pain

You won't drown

And one day, whats lost can be found

You stand in the rain

The lights go out all around me

One last candle to keep out the night

And then the darkness surrounds me

I know I'm alive

But I feel like I died

And all that's left is to accept that it's over

My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made

I try to keep warm but I just grow colder

I feel like I'm slipping away



After all this has passed

I still will remain

After I've cried my last

There'll be beauty from pain

Though it won't be today

Someday I'll hope again

And there'll be beauty from pain

You will bring beauty from my pain



My whole world is the pain inside me

The best I can do is just get through the day

When life before is only a memory

I wonder why God lets me walk through this place

And though I can't understand why this happened

I know that I will when I look back someday

And see how you've brought beauty from ashes

And made me as gold purified through these flames



After all this has passed

I still will remain

After I've cried my last

There'll be beauty from pain

Though it won't be today

Someday I'll hope again

And there'll be beauty from pain

You will bring beauty from my pain



Here I am at the end of me

Trying to hold to what I can't see

I forgot how to hope

This night's been so long

I cling to your promise

There will be a dawn



After all this has passed

I still will remain

After I've cried my last

There'll be beauty from pain

Though it won't be today

Someday I'll hope again

And there'll be beauty from pain

You will bring beauty from my pain

Once in a while a moive comes along that slaps you stupid. And for me that was The Blindside. Its a truely touching moive. It grabs you by the shoulders and drags you along the whole way.

The main character knocks me speechless with the stuff he goes through. Hes a gentle giant, who trys so hard to get by.

I cryed when he went to school and all the kids had nice clothes and shoes and he had worn clothes and shredded shoes. He towered above the other kids and they didn't want to talk to him. He hardly spoke about himself.

But when he started to let himself shine through because of one woman. A mum saw him walking at night in the cold, he was only wearing his worn thin shirt some shorts and his shredded shoes. She took a chance and took him into her home, and treated him like one of her children.



I love this moive so much. Sandra Bullock did a great job portraying the mum. Its a must see movie.

As i stumble from one rocky road to the next, and crawl up every twisted road.

Todays total crap. My rat's sick and i cant do anything about it. He laughs it off but i really want to help him get better.

Big sweety that he is hes got to take better care of himself or i'll kick his butt. Get better soon sweety.

I hate my little brothers dad. hes such a inconsiderate asshole. He knows my mum still has feelings for him, so he uses that to stay. All the dick thinks about is himself. The only time he comes to see my little bro is when he has no money, needs a place to stay, or is in the shit with the cops.

He bloodly sold my older bro's mate a stolen car. My bro and his mate got in the shit because of it. And he tryed to pretend that he had no idea that it was stolen.I know a liar when i see one. When you spend alot of time observing crowds you can spot certain things. Hes lying we could all tell. And he kept telling everyone differant storys on how he got the car.

Hes scared of me:)

Im a totally harmless person but he dont know that.lol Intimidation is a great thing. That and looking scary helps.hee hee. He better no think hes taking my little bro anywhere.