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"You know that's a sign of d____"

"Well yeah, I do know that. I just don't give a damn anymore."

"Okay then get off."

"No, you know what, you can leave, I don't care if you pay for the rent. Or if I'll be damned to hell. I've done enough hard work in the past."



Ugh, I hate arguing. I don't doubt that I'm not so awesome because I don't give a damn about my future at the moment but that's for me to care about.



This is why I get nightmares but I need to sleep. I have red eyes.

You know you've gone insane with once you start googling chocolate paint. o.O



Which is something I don't think I'd ever be up to doing. Too tempting. hehe

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Lullaby
02:16 Jan 30 2012

Wall licker... :P

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I don't understand it as taunting as I am. I just want to get one thing straight- people are not pets. They never will be. Sure they have feelings, we all do.



There are a few types of friends that you can have on here. The ones that come and go- the ones who bitch "This is just a website! Nothing matters, and everything matters if you don't rate/stalk/friend/ believe me, blah, blah. Relationships are not real!!" and lastly there are the friends that you talk offline to. The ones that don't need to give you silly honor or befriend you on every account/name change, the ones that do say it's just the internet but will be by your side even if you were the top person in the bottom 10.



That's what I like. The last statement. No matter what happens, I'll always have that to hold onto.



I am starting to very much dislike people who take stuff so seriously. I just want to say an "Amen" for when someone educated enough pointed that out. Not even one person but many. The ones who are old enough to know better. The ones who are just plain old and don't are stupid.

I had wanted to write a bunch of entries but kept erasing them.

It's hard to capture feelings at times.



I guess what I wanted to write was "Not having a shoulder to cry on when it's the good guys themselves who make you sad." but that would sound stupid of me.



I'm not looking for attention. I'm just wishing I had some more rest when it came to people. If I sling an insult I become bad. If they do it then it isn't abusive at all. Blah.



It's the people here who make me happy when I log on. I use it as an escape. Though I do hate when people say, "Internet friends are useless!". They're a hell of a lot better than in my case. My opinion; it has been written. So there.

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moonkissed
16:22 Jan 25 2012

When I write a journal entry I don't care what anyone else thinks about my feelings. If they want to call me a selfish bitch then fine. It's their opinion and I have an opinion about their opinion.

Write your feelings and thoughts whatever they are.

A good deal of the time my journal entries are about facebook or people on facebook. Just because I know that if I say something here people will laugh and cut up. If I say it on facebook people start calling and messaging which just pisses me off worse.

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Kaylyx
17:31 Jan 25 2012

I agree with Moonkissed on that. Screw what the other people think. As for internet friends being useless, that is a load of crap. I have met some wonderful people from this site and some others.

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Requiem
01:31 Jan 26 2012

The only person in your life whose opinion truly matters -is you. :)



You are the one who lives inside your won head. The rest - grain of salt.

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I wonder if they're right some days. I keep lying to myself but I don't know. I do what I can, I guess. It just doesn't feel like enough.



-Sigh-



I'm good.

I'm wonderful.

I'm just plain super. >_>

...I'm so losing my touch. -.-'

I was in another chat, not on this site and they were playing dubshit. I was going to turn the video option off but I was like wait, this tune reminds me of a song I saw part of on Beavis and ButtHead.

The music is still shit but the video part is creepy. o_O Like pedo bear, stranger creepy.



Song- "First Of The Year"