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We all have some disagreements but not everyone in the world is bound to get along. It`s also who you make yourself out to be. If you`re going to be on a leash then you do it in grace. I can understand it. Well, some of it. I learned growing up, "you got my back; I got yours." but that only stood for family.. or people that I`d consider family.
If you want to put the world or your sholders, then you best back up on how strong you can hold yourself without help, or fall.
I don`t get why 3 profies (maybe more, all different people) talk about being a puzzle? So, maybe you`re hard to figure out? I don`t think so. When I picture a puzzle, I see a todler jamming pieces into eachother so that they make them fit. Lol
Maybe I`m not one for "bored" games. Maybe I just like talking to real people and not playing with them. Then again, I might just be a childish todler. Lol
Just my thoughts, hope this doesn`t offend anyone. And, no its not about you (anyone per say, just something I find weird at times) , its about a few people!
multiple personalities puzzle? Wait! I have the same with 4 personalities (profiles lol) darn must be a vr virus or some vr addiction or disease? Oh my!!! Help!!! no wait, gimme a strait jacket instead I'll rock one of myself to sleep ;P
Some people like to think of themselves as an engima, it's sad they only have a website to demonstrate that. Still it's a start !
02:38 Aug 27 2011 Times Read: 851
Trying to calm her down isn't too easy. The talk of death, fear, family. Trying to lighten things up, even with dark humor is irksome. Ah well. Her morbid-ness rubs me the wrong way. :|
All I want to say is that I love you and I`m sorry that we`ve had arguments in the past. I love you so much. >.
I need to calm down, this is all just too depressing. I`m really hating life. Then again, I`m not going to walk outside in this weather. ughh. Need to kill this stress. Guess I should love life while it`s not too bad, cause the worst hasn`t come, right!? It`s all gonna be fine.. or I can keep telling myself that till I fall asleep.
God I miss real family.. like my aunty, she would have cared. /= Just gotta hold onto what I have.
So she goes to call him up, being family should check up on eachother right? Such love, NOT.
God, how can you not understand why I freaked at you before. I'm really your piece of shit neice that "should go to the army if she can`t get a job" yeah, right. Fuck that. I`d rather die for something else. You don`t even know what its like to be poor. You know what? At least I know where I stand with you. Really, I`m against that shit with a passion, I`d rather die another way. Sorry if I offend any army goers who read this.
Maybe I`m just a little freaked now. I need to breathe. Least she understands. Well, we`ve survived a lot and we`ll survive rock bottom if we have to. I could care less now. Life`s fucked. heh
Dear Face Book: Stop telling me to add him. Sometimes getting along means not knowing each other. Plus when you said that one thing about sending me off a year ago... I think we both know where we stand. :|
I may be a stalker, but now FB's gonna give me night mares. I may end up blocking you for the sake of a decent "friendship". :P
They're going to the store I hate tomorrow. Probably to leave me be here. I wish I didn't have to bother with it all. I'll end up missing out on some things but I could care less.
God I need to get away and get out without them. Where to find some metors is my problem. I just need space.
God, talking to that creep is eh.. I mean. The way he puts things, he seems to love others in his family. He's told me so many sob stories and in the end, I think to myself, wow. My life has been way fucking worse than yours. Because I hide my pain. Of corse I've written a lot of which I've killed on paper, except for my running journal on here. It's like woah man, fuck that. How can people do such harm to others and themselves? Writing is one thing but doing is another. Seriously I wish I could remove him from my FB but something tells me to listen. Do him a favor of what others wouldn't. I hate talking to him really.
Truth is I don't think he really cares about them. I think he's just after their help in the end.
I just wish I wouldn't have to see him on here. -.-
He just seems all off. Like I could care less after he killed his charm.
Don't fret. We're all young, and he's trying to reach out. In a way, it's good he can talk to you - in another way, I'll assume it's annoying. xD
Mindless small rant
07:01 Aug 04 2011 Times Read: 907
You should be sorry. I blame you because you shouldn't have said it in the first place. Gah, it's fuckin' sad on my part. But y'know, you have fun and all. I'll just be there. Like an idiot.
Truth be told, I still feel sort of bad. I wish things had turned out better. In the end, I selfishly wish I had a few things. I really want, long for some things but I don't picture anything good to happen any time soon. /:
Alas, October will bring a new light. Wasted a year not doing what I wish for but then again most people are assholes. Been lonely months. October is when everything will go away and back to normal. In the end.. what is normal anymore? >_-
Bah, just in need to want to make some new friends. :P But at loss on where to meet people. I mean, I still got my normal flair of oddness going on but I want people to chill with. xP
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Lullaby
03:14 Aug 30 2011
OI. COME BACK. >:(