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A teacher once asked me, where do you see yourself down the road? Back then, I thought I had it all figured out. Till reality smacked me in the face. And i was able to see no ones future is set. Nothing can truly be for sure. It's a constant roller coaster. With kinks in the tracks. Bumps and bruises. Love and heartbreak. Life and death. It's all played out. No one can stop it. No one can prevent it. As children, we do not grasp, these true realizations. We live to be wild and free, uncaring of what tomorrow could possibly bring. It's always been said, live like you'll die tomorrow. What does this truly mean? To fear a new beginning? Or embrace the journey? In my mind, the spirit never grows old. The heart and mind are what whither away. But the spirit lives forever young. In eternity it holds that childish ways and grows wiser with every new day. But never looses it's sense of adventure. Not even a the body decays. I believe in reincarnation and in ghosts. Your soul is pure energy. Where else would it go? I CAN'T believe in heaven or even a hell. My mind won't grasp it. It refuses to. For I have memories in which I should not hold. They remind me of dreams of a far away place. Unexplainable it may be, but in them i find my place. I find my peace. I dont feel so lost. Like I do now in this world. I feel home. Like I've been there before. The sights. The smells. The feeling of the air. I can deeply and vividly describe to you my surroundings. Even down to the lush full green, soft to the barefoot grass. How can I know these things if I have not been there before? Why do I feel a grip on my heart? Like it's searching for something more? I sit in this time scouring my resources for information to ease my mind. Then I finally find what I'm looking for. An ancient language that I understand, from first glance. All my senses go on alert. Can it be? Palafertiilam I read off the pages. Lifemate is what I read in my heart and soul. I have finally found where I came from. I am Carpathian.

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ZombieFreakX
20:44 Jul 23 2012

i would agree with it

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SilentKiller
23:09 Jul 23 2012

Truly amazing sis, and your right, you really are, most can't sit there and handle let along grasp what needs to be grasped to even try to figure out what is going on, or what has been said OR done. Well done sis I like this and well worth the read.

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fallendemon
00:04 Aug 05 2012

Very nice.

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