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9/11
05:48 Sep 11 2018
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Tomorrow I say goodbye to my friend. Tomorrow is also 17 years since America was attacked in New York. Wow. I can still remember where I was that day. I was 10. I remember watching the plane hit the second tower and I collapsed in tears and screams. 17 years and we still do NOT have all the answers. People are still classified as Missing. Tomorrow is a day that I hate every year. But now I will have 2 reasons to hate that day. 2 reasons. I say goodbye to my friend and remember my home country was attacked.

And yet I am expected to be strong.

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xRobin3x
05:56 Sep 11 2018

Lends a shoulder, in case you need it.

Suicide is an evil thing...
23:07 Sep 07 2018
Times Read: 594

I had a good friend 2 weeks ago commit suicide. The depth of it still has not set in even though her mother told me exactly how she did it. It still isn't real in my mind. To me I am going to wake up and see a message from her saying hey. Next Tuesday Sept. 11th is her services and I am going alone. I think when I see her body, that's when it will be real. I don't want it to be. I wish I had known how much she was struggling. I wish I could have helped her not make that fateful decision. But there is nothing I can do now but to keep living for her. R.I.P my friend. I hope to see you sometime.

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xRobin3x
04:48 Sep 08 2018

Sorry for your loss. I'm here ever you need to just chat and or vent. ~hugs~