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My heart hurts,

As I begin to realise no one cares,

I think of suicide,

But I wouldn't dare.

No cutting my wrist this time,

No more pain to carry,

Only feelings of trust,

And maybe a lil warry.

I might back away,

Just give me my space,

I might even be mean,

Just look me in the face,

See if I am sorry,

See if I meant it,

Forgive me if I did,

Comfort me if I didn't.

Allow yourself to see my ways,

And respect my boundaries,

Understand me for me,

And don't diss me please.

I ask this in my friends,

The ones who truly care,

If they believe in me,

Suicide I wouldn't dare.



April 18th, 2005

Mind you guys I wrote this to get off probation and suprisenly it freaking worked. Lol. Don't reccommend it thought......



You may laugh at me,

Because I wish to stay sober,

But my goal is,

To live a few days older,

To actually finish school,

Get that job that truly fits,

Instead of stuck on the streets,

Wonderin where im gonna lay my head down to sleep is,

At least I known i will stay out of the system,

Instead of some drug user,

Sitting in the back of a police cruiser,

Waiting to go downtown,

To serve my time,

Just to be released to do another crime,

That's a never ending cycle,

That I never wish to meet,

I like to know,

Where I am gonna lay down to sleep,

I like the feel of money in my wallet,

Not just another empty pocket,

Havin to stand on the corener of the streets,

Begging for money so that I can eat,

This is not me,

I am not that weak,

My life won't be wasted,

Dying away on the streets.

I can taste,

Alchohol,

Like it was yesturday,

Lingering upon my lips,

The kiss,

Remembered,

Still stamped upon my face,

The thought,

Seduction,

Branded to my brain,

As my heart rips in two,

Slowly the dreamer weeps.



The touch,

Dangerous,

Yet Still accomplished,

The voice,

Husky,

Dreagging me in,

The teeth,

Lenghtening,

To the sharpened points of evil,

Slowly the dreamer weeps.



The eyes,

Red,

Filled with pocession,

The growl,

Deep,

Making its claim,

The bite,

Slow,

Yet painfully sweet,

The transition,

Quick,

Into the hands of my keeper,

Slowly the dreamer weeps.



The life,

Hate-filled,

Forever lived,

The soul,

Empty,

Has finally released,

The spirit,

Free,

Finally finds it's way to hell,

Slowly the dreamer weeps.

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LeeDukeAuthor
03:05 Feb 27 2013

Another interesting poem that I liked a lot

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