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Man I am so ready for 2017 to be over with. So many ups but way to many downs. Just this last month has been so tough on me mentally and physically. My ex whom I haven't seen in 4 years showed up at my door. That was a heart stopping moment. I did NOT want to see him. I was doing so good on moving on and then BAM! Ass hole -_- . Then I had to leave for a week because my husband didn't want me around in case dude showed back up. During that week I lost my best friend of 20+ years for reasons I don't even understand. THEN.... christmas comes around and someone I see as a brother gets diagnosed with MS. He gets released from the hospital tomorrow thank god but he has a tough road ahead of him.

I've made some good friends this year and got connected with old ones whom I have missed very much. But as I stated. So ready for the year to be over with. Ready to sleep these next two days away but can't. I get to go see my daddy tomorrow :) YAY ME!

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dale0302
06:44 Dec 30 2017

Well lets hope we both have an awesome new year!

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What a roller coaster life I live. I was only gonna come up to my cabin at my mother in laws once this month. But I came up last Friday after a month of not being here and now I am up here again. Go home hopefully Sunday just to head back up next Friday or Saturday for Christmas up here. Wow... Christmas is 2 weeks away. Shit and I have none of my Christmas shopping done. Just been to damn busy and to many bills to pay. I want to give my kids a Christmas.

Drove up here again because my ex who hit me, raped me, and threatened to kill me and kidnap my youngest son has been stalking my house. But I also have my friends two kids up here with me because of some issues she is having. 4 kids on a 3-4 hour drive up a mountain in a Chevy Spark. Needless to say I crashed as soon as I got up here. That and I got a damn ticket on my way up because they wouldnt stop SCREAMING all the way up. Highway patrol clocked me at 86 mph in a 65 zone. But on my defense I just came off a hill that had a 7% downgrade with a JAM packed damn car. Then he had the gall to call me a tweaker because I was fidgety and had sores on my arms.... well officer. I have had 4 kids screaming for the last hour and a half and you pulled me over... ya I am a little on edge right now. Especially since the speed I was going was criminal. But God must love me. I didn't get the ticket for that. Not going into why I got the ticket. And the damn sores on my arms are because of my eczema. I have seen 6 different doctors for it and they have yet to figure out why my skin wont clear up.