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Angrily chiming a new hour passing

Is another wasted moment of a life never found

That uneasy feeling of going the wrong direction

Drops the eyes to the ground



The sky remains dark

The moon no longer shines

Feeling once again lonesome

Another day passed you by



You wait for tears to remind you of pain

The only moisture felt is from the falling rain

Your body aches, your eyes burn dry

Your head severs your heart from your mind



The desire for existance makes you roam

Through the empty shell your soul calls home

Listening for whispers of a sweet reverie

Screaming instead is broken sanity



The wheel of time doesn't decide your fate

When it's your destination that makes you late

Constant consumption of pain

Tears away at your soul

Leaving your heart vulnerable to suffering

The agony that pumps through your veins

Poisons your mind and leaves you blind





...Falling from the sky

Is the twinkle in my eye...





Her soul is lost forever

In the eye of the storm

It is as it seems

Reality's dream

A suicide note to life.



Dear Life,

I'm sorry I've failed you. I thought I was stronger than defeat, but defeat has won me over this time...finally...Strength was the illusion I used as my feet. My mind has been in a coma, some realistic dream. My soul has been stuck in an infinate scream. My goals existed in a heaven that doesn't exist; high in the sky if you insist.



I don't even know what is real anymore...Everything around me is a real fucking bore. Nothing excites me, and I look forward to nothing but more failure...it is imminent.

Allow death to win now. I am ready for Him. There is nothing left. I've failed everyone, everything. DO NOT PITY ME! This is just my story, fucked up as it is, and there aren't anymore pages to turn, just chapters to burn...the lessons have all been learned...



Life, you were just a real bad teacher. There is nothing left for me to fuck up, so now i'll just shut up.





-Stormie

Open the door to my soul

Look into my eyes

Come into me, be me

Take a journey through my head

Feel my thoughts

Without ignoring my tears

Can you hear the pounding

The desperate cry for help

Trapped within walls of dreams

This isn't your reality

Come join me in the corners of my mind

My confused insanity

Have a seat and enjoy the ride

This begins my story

But I cannot seem to turn the page...