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I like to write poems story but I am wondering why doesn't so many people lied to me they promise to do something for me and then they take it back is it me. I hope not. But II guess I will never get what I really want. But I am not going to change myself because he want me too. It want happen I want them to accept me for who I am. A skinny bonny blonde hair that so pale that she actually looks like a vampire to some men so they draw away because there scare of me. I like that alot it's better for them to show it now then for me to actually say they think I am cool then look at another female. Oh well I guess I have to wait for the right one. I want love but something that feels like love.