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Today my mother and I went to the hospital too see my opa. He was in tears for the first time i've ever seen. Thanked us for coming and said that this is what he need before he goes. I brought up a pic of the clone for him ...he hugged it and kissed it. We were there for 4 hours to say our good-byes. My uncle showed up and I haven't seen him in 17 years...kinda creepy. He sounds like my sperm doner but looks like my opa. Very wierd to see him after all these years. We are hopefully going to see opa one last time sunday with the clone. If he makes it untill then.....



He was talking about old times as a P.O.W in Alberta and how he had to stomp on chcikens to kill them...a bit odd, oh well.he has only one regret......My father......not being hard enough on him. If Opa was harder on my dad he thinks that my father would of been better to us all.



To those who know me, bare with me the next few weeks.It's sad times and it's not going to get better.

My hubby was...and mybe still a dj?

High school isn't over yet folks. He concerqued some demons and ghools last night and confronted them all. The funy thing is that he got some answers and some lies...but which are which?we'll see what happens

Well, he knows.That is my Opa knows his full extent of his cancer now. The dr's gave him a month at the very most, but probally a few days. He's hanging on and we don't know what for. He's wasted down to less than 100 pounds and is having a hard remembering anything and anyone. My Oma is falling apart and she doesn't want the family to see him like this, We're going any ways we need to say good-bye....I think that's what hes waiting for , us to say bye.



So storng in life and he will be missed so very much. For the man who saw too much in his time and never talked about the pain and tragidy that was in his world.it's time to sleep and forget your worries.......

Well I just finished updating my portfolio from halloween and the pics turned out great!



I had my District and regional come down for a visit yesterday and it wasn't that bad. A couple of small changes in the x-mas set up but we don't have to change the wall!!!!!! Yippeee!

Rachel and I were so worried that they wouldn't like and we would have to start all over again. I feel bad for my assistant so was so nervous about the big visit and they didn't sat much to her at all.....I have one question tho........ why the helll did my store get Jessica stupid lip loss crap!

Well.......



THe show was awesome! By the time we all got there Queens of the Stone aged was playing and we found our seats. The energy vibe was very intence.Nails put on an amazing show and I heard some of my favourite songs, Terrible Lie and Piggy. I was kinda surprised that they din't do an encore tho..... but an amazing show and I brought home the T-shirt!





NicEdit: Yeah but ya didnt bring meeee home anything *pouts* guess there was nothing NicIsh there *grumbles* *kicks Trent in teh junk for not having NicIsh items for sale* *pouts*

Well.......



My car is a 1979 Dodge Aspen ( grandma mobile )It's alomost as old as I am, and it's a piece of shit!



My step-father is a mechanic and barley has time to work on his cars let alone mine.So heres the story for the night.......



Had my car looked at before we leave for Toronto tommorow for the NIN show. No problem right? To the most part no. He fixed a hole in the door toped up the fluids for me and replaced the battery....

So on my way home tonight driving my car, I went to go make a left hand turn and the car just shut off and died.No sounds no turning over, just completely shut down...

My dear hubby and I had to push the car back out of moving vechicles and call my step-father to let him know what happened, cause it's probally his fault. ( don't ask...this happens often )

So he finally shows up and mucks with the car a bit in the dark, when my dear hubby relizes that our daughter left her cat halloween light in the back seat. Good idea untill the light went out..



Long story short......car got towed back to the shop...using best friends car for the trip and I fucking need a new car, like yesterday. Hopefully one that some where in the 2000 year range!



* crosses fingers*

So if I had a guarding angel now would be the time to show your self and my car go zoom ...zoom

Well it was just another day at work...stock....walls...people....and more people..



My mother call shortly after i got home and told me that my Opa's getting really bad.

He's got mulitipul forms of cancer and he's not coming out of the hospital.

My Oma won't let us see him in that state but it maybe be the only chance we get before he dies.



My Opa is a very strong man. He fought in the war...I won't say what side but, it took alot out of him against his will back then.My oma is just as stubborn in the same way.



She was a nurse on the same side and when he was caught the family ( my dad ) became citizens here and made a good life. A better life for them selves.

My Oma became a nurse here and she knows what she's talking about when it comes to illnesses.

The hospital only gives him about a month or less to live.



They are my only grand parents left and my closest at the same time. I feel alot of sorrow but I want him to have peace at last.

He's seen too much in his eyes and heart and the pain needs to stop. They have always been very protective over me and my daughter. We are the only blood they have left in the world. I think thats the only reason why my opa is hanging on so long.......



Good byefallen one............

May your soul be restful and at peace with the past.

Another useless day at work yesterday. The only thing I got accoplished was some of my wall cange over.Customers just aren't there to buy. The mall a work in is a ghost town.



Things are brewing ......

There's been something in the air here that's causing people to fight verbally and cause alot of shit....

You'd think that high scholl was over and people would grow up sometime. Nope, and the games begin.



Thursday we leave for Toronto to go see NIN....YAH!

In less than a week a buch of us are going to the NIN show in Toronto....yah! We're meeying up with our friends form there, it should be one wild party , besides the show of course!



As for the rest of this interesting life.....ahhhhh!

Some days are crazy and some aren't!

Well it's been a bit since I've written in here so ...up dates...



My store isn't closing in the mall I work in but we are still relocating,.The mall has even offered to get rid of or compition to keep us there, thats cool with me!



The clone had a wicked Halloween! Anybody who called her cute got a very loud growl in there face. By the way she was dressed up as an evil fairy...pics coming soon! ( hint Nic......)See portfoilo



As well as Halloween being my favourite day of the year .....it's also my 2 year wedding annivarsary as well......many reasons to party!



The costumes....



Hubby...well, he had a few for the week-end.

1 st he was a mansonite...heheheh

2 nd he was me.....now to see a man wearing a PVC corset , velvet skirt and thigh high stockings with my 14 holes is a laugh and a half! And my dear husband has no figure at all. All this man is , is a stick figure, especially in a skirt with no bum!

3 rd was was a dj...... got ran out of ideas cause he really is one....





Mine.....

1 st... reatail valley girl...had no time after work

2 nd...midnight fairy...it wasd an awesome outfifit, but I lost my wings in the cab on the way home...( my best frind was a NUN) the the on going joke was I was a really bad fairy and the nun clipped my wings, it worked

3 rd....a velvet slut.....hey at least it's kind true...





As for me it's the last day of a short vacation time before I get ready for the x-mas rush...