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I finally got the nerve and chopped my hair off. It was half way down my back and now it just below my ears...now thats a change. It's been so nuts at work.Bitchy customers and no time to do shit, let alone go one here for a bit and play. I can't wait untill the new year so the past one can be forgotten, too many heart aches.....

The last couple of days have been very hard for me loosing Opa. We've been doing reasearch on him and his military connections...kinda interesting..1 of 4 vessils captured in'41 no listing of his name tho..the hunt will be fun.



This house thing is really fun, playing games and trying to Beat Daire's house...naw...couldn't be that mean...it's just alot of fun with the way cancer and the rest of the admins set up their houses......should make for some interesting times.....and so the saga continues.....



Wait that sounded really cheesy........



Nic Edit yet again: Cheese is gooooood mmmmm k I's is hungry now bitch!

About 4:30 this morning he died...My Opa.

He waited to see the clone, he got his wish.....may you forever rest in no pain and let your demons fly away.........



You will be missed

your little ray of sunshine.....

Well the visit with OPa today was heart breaking. The clone got to see him and she held his hand for about 10 mins or so just staring at him with love and telling him that she loves him. Opa said his good-byes to her and told her he would always be there for her and she understood and said I know Opa. For a 4 year old thats pretty smart. I think that the most heart breaking thing that happened was that the clone wanted to bring her favourite toy...a stuffed rabbit named Bambi with her so that Opa could be safe and love as much as she is. It brought tears to my eyes....

She gave it to him this morning at the hospital and told her Opa that story and he just shook his head and said he would always be safe with her and the family around.



She behaved so well for an hour just standing beside him and holding his hands. He wanted to say so much to all of us there but his speach is lacking and what I've been told digressing in his mind to about 14 years old.



I never New my Opa was a choir boy!



Some things just make you laugh...



There will be no funeral for him he wishes to be creamated. Oma is trying to hide all the details from my father...They dis-owned him many years ago and the family considers him a sperm doner.



Their afraid if he is to find out, that it would cause alot more pain and torment to Oma than anything. So for now I will listen to his wishes and if I happen to see my father or hear from him I know nothing.



As for my father....I'll I know is that 2 years ago I told him I go married and I never heard from him again..probally drunk and Stoned somewhere in Canada fucking some doped up whore....sorry bad memories..



As for me...holding on...someone has to be strong for the rest of the family.I'll break later.Opa said he won't be there on sunday, he'll already be gone.He got his final wish to see his great grand daughter and now he can rest in peace..................

Busy!....thats the only way I can describe the mall today.Busy little shoppers with crappy attitudes. I'm just happy that sales were finally up for once.



As for my new toy ( car ). I love IT! There's no noises coming from it and I can actually drive 120km to a quarter tank! Thats a hell of a lot better than the other beast I drove where a quarter tank only lasted me 30kms...yeah it was old. I took my new toy out on the 401 yesterday for a test drive and it did awesome....I finally have a car that will let go places without breaking down.....now to convince Nic to take pics for me to post!

I have my very first car in my name!!! Yay me!

it's a '91 bonneville SSE fully loaded with a sunroof. It drives like a dream and it's so quiet nothing like the piece of shit aspen I drove before! I'll try to get some pics really soon ( hint Nic) Yeah for me! I'll have lots of driving stories soon