How weak and dreary can one get
over someone she has never met
She doesn't even know his name
but she blushes just the same
In her mind he was only a dream
so beautifully unreal or so it seem'd
Seeing him time and time again
A ghost he must be my dear friend
Forgotten are the boys she thought she loved
And wishing he was hers sent from above
walking, she hides her sorrow and pain
thinking she must be truly insane
for no boy as beautiful as he
ever remains lonely and 'sinfully' free
I know it sounds childish and dumb
but love finds only the lucky sum
You tried to catch me
once before
Only to see me
slip from your grasp
I broke free
like an untamed whore
Running
losing my breath, with every gasp
You let me go
Despite your anger
One of these days
You might catch me
And touch me
with your cold dead fingers
Giving me
the gift of immortality
Then in pain I'll cry
in such delight
I will kiss
your rotting lips
"Will you forgive me?"
You might.
Or sent me
to the gallows of a crypt
Now I cry
this tiny victory
From your deathly love
which is still a mystery
I am not sure
of how it did begin
For the undead
to love the living
Why in the world
did you choose me?
A future bride...
damned and unforgiven
My path
already chosen
Was this meant
to be
lost in a world
souless and frozen
that will come later
for now I enjoy this small victory...
Roses were red
Violets once blue
All but withered
from lies untrue
Withstood the pain
Endured humiliation
Emotionally drained
You...
Once my salvation...
You've fallen into darkness
took my withering hands
I lead you into sanctuary
And show you 'my' sun
that wavers and fills with the passing of days
Might I be a friend or foe
Only time will tell
I took your heart
Pulled you into my hell
My home
My home shines
with the moons soft rays
I am the sin that made Angels fall
I am the woman that sways a man heart
I am a being that is most unwanted...
please..
sir...
Look at me with unwanting eyes
for...
Within all of darkness that surrounds me
You are my only light...
I spin on the snow covered world
swirling dancing singing
enjoying the madness I created
All that had meaning
Stopping mid twirl
I look back and smile
At the chaos my dance has done
No longer has any meaning
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