Well, where to start..hmmm
Saturday my house caught on fire, so things have been very hectic. Staying in a hotel for now. Trying to find some place to rent for a while. Yeah it's only been a week, but already I'm sick of the hotel room. I can't sleep worth a damn in there. I guess it's not being in my own bed or something. Luckily we had insurance so they are paying for alot. Looks like we will be out of the house for about 4months. That's good I guess, less than we had originally been told(6months to a year). The community has been great & super helpful.
I think work is going to finally give me the 1st shift position. Till they get someone for my 3rd shift spot though, it looks like I will be working 1st & 3rd back & fourth. Between that & the house, I just seem to feel exhausted all the time lately. The energy pills & stuff are helping, but I just keep feeling like at some point, & I'm going to collapse or hit bottom. Hubby kinda fell apart when he saw the house on fire, so I have had to be the one to handle things so far. With my severe social anxiety, it has definetly not been easy for me. With all the extra stress on him lately, I am starting to see his temper a little more again. Nothing major though, just grabbing me by my arms, screaming in my face. Hopefully he still has control though & nothing major happens again, b ut maybe this is just the thing to see either way.
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