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I heard some horrible news last night. I'm still in shock and don't really know where my feelings are at the moment. Sometimes we think there will be tomorrow and there just isn't. You were an incredible friend and one of the few "real" people I have met on vampirerave. I'm going to miss you that is for certain. You had a great impact on my life when it needed it so badly. My life has changed so much since our first conversation. I will carry your words and memory with me. RIP Josh!

My passion is photography. After a month or so debating the idea. I have finally decided to not pursue it as a career at this time. Maybe one day, but I really doubt it. I just don't seem to have the time for it anymore. I feel the equiptment I have is inadequate to compete with the currect local market. Finances are just not there to afford upgraded equiptment. I could probably make money at it but for several months I have been selling through facebook locally. I doubt I could make as much doing photography at this point. While this was an incredibly hard decision, I really think it's the right one at this point. My 2 year old daughter already grabs my camera and wants to take pictures, sometimes I let her. Who knows, maybe she will grow into a wonderful photographer from me teaching her what I know about it. I enjoy it so I will continue to take pics of friends kids and such. I love doing it and they love the pictures, so why not. Now to decide if I want to start driving the rollback and answering calls. hmm I've drove the rollback alone, with no previous practice during emergencies. Just never hooked the car up and dragged it on to the rollback. My fear is hooking the chain to the wrong spot and damaging the car. I might have to give it a try. There are no females doing it around here. Why not be the first..lol Wish me luck.