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Things are kinda crazy! At one point in my life, I truly saw myself as me! Now days though it seems I have become more of what people want or expect! I know that I am still me, but sometimes I feel as though I have lost myself somewhere along the way! I wouldn't say that I got married to young! I haven't been married that long! I married my opposite, which makes things kinda weird sometimes! He loves funny movies, I love scarey! He loves country, I love metal! If I dressed the way I wanted, the way that I think would represent me, then we would look funny together! I did when we first met! That was one thing that he always said he loved! Now if I do it, he gets all weird, i guess it was okay to have a freaky lookin girlfriend, but not a freaky lookin wife! It's hard sometimes, I am who I am! I can't help that! I live in a really small southern town! People think bad of you if you look different! It used to not bother me! I guess as I have gotten older I have longed for acceptance from anyone, so I have let myself be changed by the town, people & society! I don't know what I want out of life, but what I have now, definetly isn't it!