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20:46 Aug 31 2008
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YAY...No flipping headache in 24 hours. I guess getting some frustrations out must have helped. I've been actually some what remembering to take my heart pill. So maybe that is lowering my pulse and helping as well.
20:17 Aug 31 2008
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What the heck, why not. Seems fairly true.
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PRIVATE ENTRY
01:31 Aug 30 2008
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00:45 Aug 30 2008
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My day was fairly normal. Around 4:30pm, almost time to leave work. I get a phone call. It's D, he's wrecked his bike. Apparently 4 dogs ran out in front of him. He did the only thing he felt he could, slam the breaks and head for the ditch. Numb-nuts never wears a helmet, so of course this time he didn't have one on either. He says he's okay, but considering he broke his back about 12 years ago, I suggest that he come and let them do X-Rays. I half way know this is what he wants to hear anyways. They do the X-Ray's he's okay, no broken bones. The Dr. says he will be sore tomorrow. In other words, I'll be a slave tomorrow because we all know, men are babies. No offense guys.
With D, I always struggle with my words and thoughts. We are so different. One part of me believes he didn't even wreck the bike, the other part believes he did. He's one of those people that will stretch the truth (lie) in order to make himself sound better. I just don't get that, I never did. At first I would call him on it in front of whoever, now I just try to let it sink somewhere inside.
We're opposites in almost everything. I'd like to say our differences help me grow into a better person. However my true feelings on the matter are the opposite. He wins people over in a way that I never could. Maybe I'm just looking at things from the wrong perspective. Is a lie sometimes better than the truth? When it's only a slight lie to appease or tease someone, then is it still not a lie? Sometimes I fear what he will have turned me into ten years from now. A part of me believes no way, I'll never change, he couldn't cause me to. In truth though, I already have, it's only some days that I realize it though.
I seen people like him move ahead, while people like me fell behind. Moving ahead is a good thing, maybe I should not struggle with these decisions so much, but accept them instead.
19:11 Aug 28 2008
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My dentist said I look 16. I used to think that not showing my age was a good thing. For some reason today it made me feel weird, sorta bad.
bullshit boredom.01:49 Aug 28 2008
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Had my allergy testing today. I keep hearing the my arm looks nasty. Goober says it looks like a brillo pad. D says it looks like someone ran one of those wall paper things up & down my arm. I have to admit it does look kinda nasty. Personally I think it looks like I had a bad break out of some disease on my arm. Apparently I'm allergic to tomato and oranges. Oh yes and household dust which seem to be the most severe reaction. God my arm was itching, stingy, and I had a big swelled up lump where she stuck me. In two weeks I'll go back to the doctor and hear what he has to say. I'm a bit curious, I still do not know the results from the blood drawn allergy test yet. Last time I saw the doctor he gave me some medicine to put in my ears, they are feeling a bit better. They still pop & ache, but not as much now.
Went out to eat with my folks tonight. It was actually calm and peaceful. Mom got on my nerves but not as much as usual. Dentist appointment tomorrow. I broke my tooth on the backside a few weeks ago. I'm sure it will be an interesting day. I'm going back to the dentist I had till I was about 19. The one I had changed to was just ridiculous on pricing. My old one is painful though, so I'm a tad bit nervous. He can't give a shot for shit. He had to pull baby teeth when I was younger, I refused the numbing & never let him numb me for any work after that. I have gotten used to it now though, I think I'll give him a 2nd chance and see if he has improved at shots yet. I'm a bit nervous that he will want me to have skin graphs again. I do need them, just not sure I'm ready to go through that again.
I couldn't have caffeine yesterday because of the allergy test. I'm so happy that is back in my life. I was going nuts without it.
I haven't been taking my heart medicine. Mainly because I have been forgetting. I really need to work on that. I don't think it was helping anyway though. Still get pains with or without it.
D has finger toes. No seriously he does. His toes are as long as my fingers. (He walks away) Man he has no ass though. Grow some butt boy. He's singing lollie lollie...Thanks bitch, now that shit will be stuck in my head. Well I did have Ying Yang "naggin" in my head so I guess lollie is better.
"Special" Ed pissed in the floor last night. Got his butt beat & nose stuck in it. It was funny though, apparently he has a talent for pissing figure 8's. There were several in my floor. No more meat balls for Boo Boo. God he can run you out of a room in a sec. Ed looks like a pop belly pig. I need to take more pics of him. One day, one day I will.
Got a 93 Camry a few weeks ago, actually 2 of them. So today we took the Honda back to the shop. I was tired of is pissing in my floor board. Actually no, D was tired of it. I just didn't run the air. *shrugs* I work 1 maybe 2 miles from work. I didn't need air. Sunroof & windows down worked just fine for me.
Watched "Prom Night" tonight. It was decent. A few cheesey moments, but still overall it was aight.
*Yawns* That was long, now I'm bored. Time for some TV. Infect the mind with useless dribble.
03:49 Aug 26 2008
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It rained a good bit today. I got drenched getting off work. Felt good though. It was interesting to see the ladies that had turned trash bags into ponchos with just their little faces peeking through.
Just got done having cheese war. Did you know, a slice of your average cheese will not stick to just anyones bare skin. Humor, life's best medicine.
Migraines are coming back daily now. Driving me nuts, causing insomnia. Laid down at 11 last night, was still up & down till about 2:30, then up at 5:30 for work. I really don't want to go back on meds for them yet. I just want to be done with the medicines for a while.
One more day of work, then 2 off. I'm ready, really ready for it. Days off will be busy days though, but hopefully I can squish some rest in there somewhere.
16:27 Aug 21 2008
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I hate the hiccups...Even more when I'm at work. If I can just manage not to hiccup on the intercom for the next 20 mins, then it will be lunch time. Oh jeez, I'm so screwed.
03:31 Aug 18 2008
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It's completely obvious what someone is trying to do. Yet still people are falling into the trap. Yes please, give them what they want. It's actually hilariously entertaining to watch.
Work was boring with bunches of gossip. I'm not really into the gossip yet it still help alleviate the boredom of the day. Found out another chick in the office is pregnant. Oh great this should be fun. Now there are two of them. Best of luck to them I reckon.
Went junkin today. Had a blast. There is this weird, yet good feeling that comes along with laying your hands on something that was once treasured by someone else.
While bored at work I slimmed my friends list a bit, so if you got knocked off, sorry. If I don't talk to you fairly often, then you will probably not find yourself on it. Cleaned one of my photobucket accounts, it was in horrible need.
04:48 Aug 17 2008
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Wow things have been nuts around here lately. From young women trying to kill each other to $20 million in Marijuana.
$20 Million of Marijuana
Luckily I do not know either of the young ladies personally. However I do know family and friends of both. I feel for and pray for both families. This is a horrible event, hopefully by some miracle the young lady will improve.
Romantic Rival
Insanity Test13:33 Aug 15 2008
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Insanity Test
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I think my brain is on crack lately21:03 Aug 07 2008
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Well thanks to Kid Rock's remake of "sweet home Alabama" I finally had a new song stuck in my brain. Oh but that one didn't stick long, just a few hours. Then it was Yankee doodle, that as well only for a few hours. Next thanks so very much to D; the circus music began to engulf my brain. The day eventually ends with Joplin beginning another round in my head.
18:31 Aug 06 2008
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So in July we had 3rd highest jobless rate in the state with 12.4%. Today's headline in the local paper states that 50 more will become unemployed. Wonder if that will finally knock us into the 1st spot. People in this town have got to fucking do something. Quit sitting in your offices in your nice cushie jobs, get out there and do them instead. Motivate some companies to come here. Crime rate is going up as well.
Chick I new in high school, oh she was the sweetest thing. She was in the paper for shooting her man. Maybe a week ago, his brother was beaten so severely that his family had no choice but to pull the plug. My point is, crime is up. When you take someones job and life away, then you don't leave them much choice. Hell half the town is living on the government, and doesn't really even need the assistance. The other have need it, but can't get it. *sigh* I guess I'm just annoyed today.
16:15 Aug 06 2008
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So far I'm losing the battle with gum.
Janis Joplin has been stuck in my head for several days now. It doesn't matter what I listen to, she comes back.
05:55 Aug 05 2008
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Damn just blew my mind..
When someone walks in the room & the first thing they say is " I got my nose bolted on" hmm my first thought is not of cars. It was more like eww.
Thanks dear for that wonderful visual you just insculpted into my brain.
04:26 Aug 03 2008
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Bought a Wii Fitness yesterday. Didn't get to mess with it until today though. That thing kicked my ass. lol I seriously did not expect it to that badly. Maybe after working 10 hrs, might not be a good time to try it. Yeah I'll blame that as a contributing factor. You want to lose weight, or get in shape? It really does seem like a very good way of doing just that.
18:16 Aug 02 2008
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Man I can't get "The Monkeys" out of my head.
05:46 Aug 02 2008
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Went to a new dirt track tonight. Well new for us since we had never been there. The track had been there for years from what I am told. It wasn't quite as small as Hemi speedway in Mt. Croghan, SC, but it was still smaller than I-77 Speedway, Richburg SC & smaller than the dirt track in Gastonia, NC. We usually run our car at Richburg, or Gastonia. We started out learning & playing around at Hemi in Mt. Croghan, SC. We didn't bring our car tonight. Basically went to watch and see what the track was like. It's doable. Maybe we'll try running that track one week. We did get to see the dwarf cars run. Those little suckers will fly. It was an interesting night. A lot more rednecks than I'm used to. I know that sounds bad, but good lord they made me look all proper and I'm very far from that. lol
19:10 Aug 01 2008
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I have this habit of chewing gum constantly. I smoke and I hate the smell & taste of cigarettes. It's 100% a habit, I don't even think it's the nicotine, but the habit of the cigarette in my hand. So anyways, I decided to try & break the gum habit, just to see if I can quit. So the taste of the cigarettes is literally driving me nuts at this point. So far, no gum since Tuesday. This is actually decent considering I always, constantly have gum in my mouth. Maybe if I break this habit then I can go on and try to break the worst one (cigs).
05:09 Aug 01 2008
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YAY!! I got my honda back today. Honestly I think I will miss driving the truck. I had started to get used to driving a V8 again. The camaro will be finished soon, so after that I will have a V8 I can drive occassionaly.
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