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Today Sucked!

11:14 Apr 21 2006
Times Read: 732


Well let's see where should I start! Today was pretty normal at first, work was really busy, but then it usually is! The store was a mess & company was coming, so everyone was staying a little later! Some people were staying until everything was done! I offered to stay & help, I was told sure you can stay, we need all the help we can get! Well the night started to clam, everyone had a task to do & was streadily rushing to get as much do as possible! Well suddenly I heard my name on the intercom! It was one of the assistant managers calling me to one of the back offices! Well at first I didn't really think much of it, I get called back there & asked to help show someone how to do something or help somewhere all the time! So I find the manager & she tells me to step into one of the back offices, so I did! She started messing with papers as she looked up at me & told me to go ahead & sit down! That's when I realized something wasn't right, they don't tell you to sit unless there's something wrong! Well she got situated a little, then another assistant walked in, closed the door and they both sat down! She proceeded to tell me all these negative things! I'm not the type that has very much to say when you back me in a corner! So I just sit & listen and don't really have much of a response! She proceeds to tell me that they are letting me go! WTF! I've been at the place almost 7yrs and I work harder than alot of people there! Whatever, I know if I say anything at this point, it would be the wrong thing! I keep quiet as much as I can! She ask me if I have anything to say! I replied well, if this is what your doing, I don't see where there is anything left to say! What did she want me to do? Did she want me to say I was sorry & beg for my job! The main thing I will miss is the customers! I loved working with them! This is a very small town, and after being there for that long, I had alot of regular customers that would talk to me about there lives! The reason for me being fired was that I had been late several times! I have trouble sleeping, but then they knew all that! I had request a straight 1st or 3rd! Working 2nd for as long as I have, has kinda messed my sleep all up! They kept telling me that they had no positon on those shifts, but yet since the 1st time I requested these shifts, 2 people have been moved to 3rd! Hell, they moved one to 3rd shift tonight! Well, I guess it's their lose, I just hope that they end up realizing! Well if you know me & your reading this, then you do know that this will kinda mess all my plans up! Everything happens for a reason though! Just because I can't see the reason now, doesn't mean it isn't there!


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Life Sucks!

06:22 Apr 18 2006
Times Read: 735


Why is it that the people you care about the most end up hurting you the worst! I hate life at this moment! No, I'm not suicidal, just pissed off! Guys are supposed to make you feel safe and protected, not affraid! Why is it that they are so good at inflicting pain & terrifying females? We shouldn't be affraid to be with a guy that is a lot taller or heavier than us, but we are!


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Just some really old writing!

18:13 Apr 16 2006
Times Read: 737




In your eyes I saw all my glory. Upon last sight, I strive for another chance to see your mysterious face. When the fire burns high, your face becomes a magnificent blister. The birds sing in my regrets, crying out for one more chance. At first kiss your love was magnified to me. You were my worship, a never ending legacy. Your truths lie mysteries to everyone. In depth of nightmares horrified, some of your truths are revealed to me. You feed on anger, tragedy, and love. With each one you get, you become more powerful. You are an artist in your own mind warping fears. You are an outcast, just like I. We walk together through the shadows of the grave. People listening, babies crying, doors closing, I want more. Fear of what is in the future, draws me toward the past. I am swallowed by the chewing dog. Lay my body to the ground and let me rest in peace. The rest of the journey is yours, alone. Remember me for who I could've been and not for who I am!

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