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You say that you love me,

That I make you so happy,

You say that you need me,

And that you love me deeply,



You say you'll be my stability,

At times you say you love me,

You say you'll be here,

And you'll take away my fears,



You say you want to date,

And if I don't it'll be too late,

As I knit you a scarf for Christmas,

You want to help me from my darkness,



You say you don't want me,

Yet I know that you love me,

You confessed to me that day,

But we both still want to push each other away,



Four stanzas, four men,

I'm breaking hearts all over again,

I won't choose and I wont say no,

For now, I just don't know,



If polygamy were allowed,

In this silly country of mine,

Then would I have to let anyone down,

Maybe then everything would be fine.

I'm listening to music in the 21st century,

Yet it feels like it's right out of the 80's,

I'm not asking for a right time,

I'm not asking for a right time,



I'm running through my dreams again,

Trying to figure out where it begins and ends,

But I'm not looking for a disaster,

I'm not looking for a disaster,



I'm in the moonlight where we become lost,

And our hearts thaw from the frost,

But who am I,

Who am I?

What is supposed to be fixed,

When a puzzle isn't broken,

Where are the hints (where are the hints),

If they aren't spoken,



What am I supposed to find,

Hidden inside his mind,

What am I supposed to find,

If he wants me blind,



What is supposed to be created,

If there is no idea,

No work being appreciated,

And it's held back by a phobia,



What is becoming of us,

If I can't use my trust,

What is becoming of us,

If we're turning to dust.

I don't know which one of us is more twisted,

Which one of us is more crooked,

I watch the blood drip off my thigh,

I see your eyes as I wonder why,



Just exactly why am I drawn into your world,

Where the darkness roams and the pain hurts,

Do I want to be that darkness,

Do I want to be the god's goddess,



I don't know what color our souls are painted,

All I know is that we're tainted,

It's you I would scream for,

And it's you I'd kneel on the floor,



Even if I tried to run,

You still catch me with fun,

But I still fear something,

Between you and me,



Love is more powerful than hate,

Because in love, you can control someone,

I'm not saying we're in love or we met from fate,

But I feel like we're far from done.

I'm standing here,

But does that mean I'm a vampire,

Everyone wants the cure,

To always to be better,



But if we were the best,

Then would that shut out the rest,



Look at me, my heart frozen,

Look at me, a past that is broken,

Did I ask you if I could have your heart,

Watching me go insane is an art,



Or is it?,

Something I wish to forget,



Close your eyes, my friends,

And maybe you'll see me again,

Darkness, my one weakness,

Darkness, where I find my happiness.