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Thinking what you can't hear

Talking but your not listening

Dreaming but you can't see

Wishing but you can't grant

Come take a ride with me

Let me show you what it's all about

Wanting to share

Wanting to live

Wanting to cry

Wanting to kill

Feeling like I don't belong

Giving you a piece of me

Will you give me a piece of you

This is a constant roller coaster

Will you share the hills with me

Or am I on a lonely journey

Sharing all my secrets

Feeling left in the dark

Wanting to be one, but seeing us as two

Take me to your side

I'm ready to take the leap

What words will you put in my mouth

What fear will you install in me

How will you drive the wedge

Will you make him run

Wanting to hide, facing the fear

Your box is to small

Calling me a fake

Showing your colors

Spreading your hate

This is to much to take

Sharing my doubt, giving in to heart

Wanting you to see my love

Don't screw with me

Deceit is on the horizon

I share my everything with him

Your jealousy shows to everyone

He knows how I feel

Tell us something we don't know

I wish that you could spend one day inside me

To feel the pain and fear I feel every day

To know how I feel

I wish I wasn't so scared to share my thoughts

I wish I knew if telling you everything;

wouldn't make you run

I really do want to share

I find myself starting to spill

But me heart tells me to keep quiet

I'm afraid you can't handle my thoughts

I have been scared for so long

It's not natural for me to spill

I have been hurting for so long

I won't survive it again

You make me feel like I thought I never would

I'm scared of loosing a reason to live

How do I trust my thoughts won't drive you away

Twisted minds and twisted games

Time is nothing but a number

Sitting here with a fumbled order

Mass murder is on the table

Cutting myself like a wicked fable

Emotions flying like a stoners able

Fuck the mundane when Im able

Welcome to my twisted mind

Waiting for the new world order

Your life is not the same

Feeling I am to blame

Hoping your love is strong

Wondering what you are thinking

Praying i'm worth all this

Wishing I was not broken

Trying to be strong

Not wanting to push to far

What is your breaking point

Wanting to be your everything

Am I asking for to much

Would you even tell me

My heart beating to hard

Your'e making me feel alive

What do I say

How can I show my love

I will never hurt you

I will never be the same

Without you my existence is gone

Not sure if I should lean on you

I am forever lost

Can you find me

Blood is dripping

You are looking

Wanting to hide

But showing the wounds

Feeling like a failure

Looking like a fool

Tears falling like raindrops

From a soul filled with fear

Darkness is shrouded

By a smiling face

Living in turmoil

This pain that I face

Life as we know it

May soon cease to exist

For the pain that I hide

Is now set free

I can feel it within me

My spirit not willing

to try and stop it again.

Feeling out of place

Not strong enough for this place

Struggling day to day

Holding on by a thread

Not wanting to leave you behind

Not wanting to pull you down

Cutting is taking over

Release me from my pain

Spiraling out of control

How do I stop the spin

Your stuck in my whirlwind

Scared to breath

Will it ever end

I want the norm people dread

I want the picked fence

the happy ever after

Am I destined to fail

or is there hope ahead

Will the tears ever stop

Help before I drown

The madness has begun

People running amok

Lies being tossed around

People running scared

Breaking us down

Waiting on the next move

Can we handle more

Your feeding my fears

I'm loosing what matters

Can I take much more insanity

My body is breaking

My heart is aching

Is this nightmare going to end

Someone put me out of my misery

Everyone is talking

No one is listening

Needing to be held

Anger running amok

Harassment being foretold

Never ending circles

Wanting to end the cycle

Your calmness taking over

Walking in the dark

You'r leading me to temptation

Your growls driving me wild

Entering the dream state

My souls burning with passion

Take me to your level

Never let me go

Eternal Love

Emotions running wild

Knowing i'm safe

Still scared of the future

How long can you stay

Hearts beating in sync

Grazing at the beauty

Handing you my soul

Scared of the fall

Falling off the edge

Laying in your arms

Never wanting to move

Smells of you linger

Igniting my soul

Trying to shield the pain

Wanting to protect you

Praying you never leave

The nightmares are consuming me.