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i'm sorry...
16:39 Jul 21 2007
Times Read: 539






heh heh...

you still remain there, no matter how hard i try...

i'm sorry if i ever caused you pain, but for now, i must fly...

I am darkness...
18:47 Jul 17 2007
Times Read: 547

You live in the realm of Chaos, and love destroying humans. You come in many shapes and sizes, and perhaps aren't the most loyal of races, but probably the best at wars.



Leader: Nightmare.

Sex: Female.

Age: 17.

SUb species: Half dream demon half death demon.

The friend i lost...
23:18 Jul 01 2007
Times Read: 550




From the events of this week and last,

i feel even more morbid than ever before.

time never lets me do what i need or want to do.

i feel hurt, afraid and paranoid all at once and it's too much for me in so little time.

i don't know if the pain that i have caused you will ever subside, but i'll try to soothe it.

i never did mean to hurt you, or make you feel left out, but that was the time when i tried to fit in with the croud, and look at how that's turned out.

i feel as though i've lost the closest person to me and that he's far far away,

and now i know, why give a fuck if your different or not?

i now stick out like a sore thumb, the lonely emo who slashes and cuts and doesn't really give much of a damn.

but my friend...

he's not where he used to be, but closer, as though he is a part of me...

i'm so deeply sorry, if i hurt you...

i really didn't meant to...

will you ever forgive me...

Time...
19:42 Jul 01 2007
Times Read: 552

i grow weary about time.

i never seem to have it these days.

too buisy with having to cope with endless pain.

My friend has gone and might never come back.

i miss her like the sun and it's warm rays.

i miss al my friends.

i feel like an outcast, never to see or speak to anyone.

why do i feel so weak?

time.

it's draining my energy from me,

devouring any little speck of life i might have left,

making sure that i never have enough...