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I got up the ball's to tell my family that im bi an so far so good my ant is cool with it but i have not told any one other then my ant so ill have to see how they all take it wish me luck.this is one of the harder thing's i have ever done in my life.

At the age of 3 my dad was put in prison for sexually molested my 2 older sister's there are 5 of us in all I have 2 older sister's an 2 yonger sister's any my mom did not take good care of use so the state tolk use my 2 older sister's went to one foster home an my 2 yonger sister's went to a different foster home I was sent to a boy's home was there for a year or so the moved me to a foster home then moved me to different one I was moved from one place to the next for a long time I ended up in the care of my soon to be step mom she married dad when he was still in prison my step mom did not know how to take care of a kid that had A.D.H.D. so she sent my back in to the state's care I was put in a juvenile facility I did not get out tell I was 16 year's old I got put in there when I was 12 year's old it was like growing up in prison.Well I was given back to my step mom an my dad got out of prison a few week's after I got out of the juveile facility we moved from Tennessee to Kansas were my step mom was from and I went to high school I droped out at 18 year's old do to a teacher that did not want to teach me and was going to fail me even tho I was doing the work.I went back to Tennessee to stay with my birth mom I ended up in jail do to her boy friend at the time he put his hand's on my birth mom an I kicked his ass for it I never could stand for a man that hit wemon. I did a month in jail when I got out he told me that would teach me to respect my elders I told him to kiss my ass then he siad I did not learn a dame thing I told him yes I did I leard a new way to kick his ass.Well I moved back to Kansas an went in to job core i got my x wife there we were together for 3 year's.We had 2 kid's girl an boy thing's got hard on us an I got depression badly I siad an did thing's that I did not mean to she left me an tolk the kid's to Texas I have not seen my baby's for 6 all most 7 year's now she has been keeping them from me she know's it is the only way she can hurt me.Im in Tennessee now Im homelss jobless moneyless and In a homeless shelhter did not think I would be living like this I don't have any thing to do with my dad step mom or my birth mom they made my life hell over the year's and because of it I was beaten over and over one of the time's I all most died I was stabed shot at 2 time's and was raped 7 time's I have had a lot of broken bone's an have lost a lot of blood.I have payed for my parents sin's over and over this is the price I pay I have payed with my body my blood and my bone's this is the story of my life so far I am only 29 year's old I had to tell some one some time thank you for reading.

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LordFangor
01:24 Apr 20 2013

It took a lot of nerve to write this. Sometimes writing helps us to feel better. I hope that is the case for you.

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it has been a very long week so far im still homeless an it sucks.im still having to put up with the other homeless guys cry about how they don't like the food or how they don't like going to a church they don't like. i think they are a bunch ingrates i mean the shelter we are in is a part time shelter not mint for long term stay we go to a place that work with the church's to help us get on are feet. they give us a place to sleep in one of the church's at night an feed and give us clothes but some of the others do nothing but bitch about how they don't like the food. I think some of the ass's need to get a fucking back bone an grow the fuck up and be grate full for the church's help.

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heimdalls
21:41 Apr 05 2013

Snake best of luck getting back on your feet,



i remember the homeless shelters well, and they can be a pretty dark place, you summed it up perfectly. Everyone else bitching about this, that and the other, without taking a minute to thank the church/ people that are giving them a safe and dry place to sleep.

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dabbler
21:46 Apr 05 2013

Hang tough comrade, I have been a tenant of a few shelters, and just remind yourself that the system works, it works for those that stand out in a positive manner... not for the Bums, and Shelter Rats, they are always passed over by the administrators. The system works for those who are seeking a hand up... not a hand out... and from the sound of your post you are not a Bum, but a Man in a jam. The ones that complain are the ones who refuse the hand up, because they don't want to reenter any environment where they would be required to display, and practice responsibility. My number one priority when I went to a shelter was to immediately demonstrate a willingness to volunteer, even if they could use me, it still put me on the staffs radar... and if they did have a use for me... then there were also perks. So be tough, and Humble Comrade.



Sincerely,

David

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