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change03:12 Dec 15 2011
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i have changed in a number of ways.
how?
over time, events happen, friends leave, family dies, and life rolls on not even stopping to ask if you are going to be okay.
i found myself thinking, how is it people go on, with holes in their hearts and tears in their souls?
how is it that they ignore themselves.
so i faced my reflection.
it looked the same.
my eyes...they were different
hollowed out
empty and sad
the color was different
the way they looked backed my way
different
i could feel change
i could feel the tug and pull
the ripping
the tearing
screaming to let me out
i fell
i started to whimper like a dog that was attacked
a single tear fell
i was weak
cold and tired
i got up
looked at myself
looked past myself
found what had been hiding inside me
i said "don't leave"
it said "i have no plans on leaving,now welcome me home"
it engulfed me
filled my heart with black poison
my viens with ice
my soul with dust
it said "don't be afraid ever again"
i said "i will never fear again"
it became me and i became it
whatever it was i am now
so looked at myself one last time
saw what i was missing
smiled
walked away
and never looked back
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a little help from those who know please..02:18 Dec 15 2011
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what does it mean when i become obsessed with one demon when i already have a protector?
is it that i made a mistake or is more that it has to do with a mood or underlying feeling of emotion i have or have been experiencing??
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