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...i dont know anymore05:22 Aug 29 2010
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it has been so long since i have been on
so much has happened... i dont know where to begin
i finally graduated high school..
then i went into a program for my depression....
before that i was hospitalized about four times
then summer came.. june came
i met a man
a man that loved me with all his heart
i moved down to the cape with him (cape cod)
i was there for about a month
one day i came home from a job interview
i ran back to the bedroom
saw him lying there
chest not rising
discoloration on his arm, face, and chest
i shook him
i checked his pulse
there was nothing
he was dead
and the emts couldnt do anything
and i cried and i screamed
and i screamed more...
about a week after the funeral..
i over dosed on sleeping pills
i had tubes down my throat to keep my breathing
i almost died myself
it was a suicide attempt
i wanted to die
and when i woke up i screamed inside!
i was sent to a program
was there for a weekend
now i am in a partial program..again
life is just so cruel
i was falling in love with him
i was in love with him
why?!!!!
why me??!!
how could this happen to me???!!!!!!!!!!!!
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