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Needled 24/7

00:13 Jan 19 2007
Times Read: 535


Since day one I've been crass and far beyond.

I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry ...

Before you judge me, take a look at yourself.

Condescending, outlivin' in a lie..



You are viewing lyrics of Needled 24/7 by CHILDREN OF BODOM from the album HATE CREW DEATHROLL at LyricsAndSongs.COM



Despite all the pain in my heart grinding through,

it ain't due that you hate what I hate what you do



Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far,

a backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are



And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,

My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.

A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,

Then again it's like being needled 24/7



You look down to me to see the scum of the earth to be.

Fuck yeah, that's me, vile and obscene.

I ain't happy about it but at least I don't judge and decree

to be better than another human being.



Everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,

My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.

A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,

Then again it's like being needled 24/7



Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far,

Can anyone, somebody tell me what the fuck is going on?



Everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,

My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.

A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,

Then again it's like being needled 24/7


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22:53 Jan 18 2007
Times Read: 536


saw you walkin out on sentimental street who you trying to be i know what your thinking ive been there myself.....there ant nothing ever new....i wish i could get us.that second chance but your having too much fun with your sudden romance


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21:49 Jan 15 2007
Times Read: 539




1. In Regards To Myself



Wake up! Wake up! My God!

This is not a test!

And it's not too late to come clean

Get it off your chest

So steady your hand before your face and concentrate

There's got to be some stable ground

Left to walk on



So tear another page from the book

Are you asleep or just alone?

Clear this room from your lungs



Pull yourself together

Pull yourself together, man

Pull yourself together

Pull yourself together



On your back,

You're sleeping in a bed of shame

Let the light breath some new life into this room

It's what keeps you coming back

Made up of insatiable taste

Bury your head in your hands

And sing into yourself



Oh!



Just what are you so afraid of?

What are you so afraid of?

You're staring truth in the face

So come on down

What are you so afraid of?



You're busy living now, aren't you?

You're busy making vows

You're coming unglued



Time is shorter than you know

I know the light is blinding to the naked eye

So why don't you take steps away from being alone?

I swear, it's not too late for you



It's all worth reaching for

It's all worth reaching for

It's all worth reaching for

The hand to pull you out

It's all worth reaching for

The hand to pull you out



Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

And step outside your box

Wake up!





2. A Moment Suspended In Time



Held captive, I'm a prisoner

In the back room where the water leaks and I'm oh, so cold

Command me on what to do, but we both know neither you or I are in control



There's nothing left for me here

I'm grabbing on to what's left of this hole.

It's all too real this can't be happening



Never again, ever again, will I say I'm OK

I'm scared of the fate that will become mine



No time to talk you know the drill



Under my desk this can't be it

I'm only dreaming, I've got to be dreaming

But I can't get up.

No time to talk, not this time, this is my place

This is where I arrange



It's so funny how we see things so clear when we have no time left to live



So lay back now and take it is

I won't say a word .

I won't say anything



I can't believe how it feels

To stand here in this room

And feel like it's going to blow

I think we're all going to blow



I've got to be dreaming

We've got to be dreaming

Please don't wake me up

This is the end.





3. There Could Be Nothing After This



In the end we tend to think of how it began

I could never explain the picture it painted, and how it made me feel

Now the ceiling is in motion

The light centered and overlooked

You want to see me disappear? Well, so do I



Such a quiet evaporation



We're nothing but hollow vessels in search of what makes us alive

I never said this was my revolution when you looked me in the eye

Oh, how I've walked this white line so many times before

What a feeble attempt just to feel alive



This is for you and your hopeless case

You never would leave me in your wish to fail every time

Every time I try



So talk about it

At least it makes you feel something inside



Who have I become

Oh God, everything all around me is crumbling at my feet



I stare so delicate and ashamed

At the shelf I've shed myself from



In the eyes of my ghost

And I will never look back again





4. You're Ever So Inviting



The time has come for you to sit this out

To fit inside your mold

Would be to sell myself short



This ground we tread upon

Is now filling up to our necks

We turn the pages left to right

We see everything



Oh, my story's growing, it is on my last request

Don't make me feel so contradicting

There's no room for cheating and being yourself

Failure leaves such a bitter taste in my mouth



And on the last hour

We write so many new chapters again

And on the outside

Where there are no surprises



Oh, it's getting longer

To see it through their eyes

Would bring me so much closer

You can do this night after night

Failure leaves such a bitter taste in my mouth



Taste and see, I swear I know what's good

Be still and know that they won't lie to you every single time you're facing lies

I know why you never take your eyes off me

I've used my lungs for everything but breathing



I find myself dried up in this conversation

So pull me out, pull me aside





5. Salmarnir



[Instrumental]



[Russian Bible Passage:]



PS 50:1 Áîã Áîãîâ, Ãîñïîäü âîçãëàãîëàë è ïðèçûâàåò çåìëþ, îò âîñõîäà ñîëíöà äî çàïàäà.

PS 50:2 Ñ Ñèîíà, êîòîðûé åñòü âåðõ êðàñîòû, ÿâëÿåòñÿ Áîã,

PS 50:3 (49-3) ãðÿäåò Áîã íàø, è íå â áåçìîëâèè: ïðåä Íèì îãîíü ïîÿäàþùèé, è âîêðóã Åãî ñèëüíàÿ áóðÿ.

PS 50:4 (49-4) Îí ïðèçûâàåò ñâûøå íåáî è çåìëþ, ñóäèòü íàðîä Ñâîé:

PS 50:5 (49-5) `ñîáåðèòå êî Ìíå ñâÿòûõ Ìîèõ, âñòóïèâøèõ â çàâåò ñî Ìíîþ ïðè æåðòâå`.

PS 50:6 (49-6) È íåáåñà ïðîâîçãëàñÿò ïðàâäó Åãî, èáî ñóäèÿ ñåé åñòü Áîã



[English Version:]



PSALM 50:1-6



The Lord God, the Mighty One

Calls the earth from east to west.



God from Zion does shine forth;

Perfected in beauty he.



Our God comes, no silence keeps,

Fire before him, tempests 'round.



He calls out to heav'n and earth,

So that he may judge his own:



"Bring to me my faithful ones,

Who made covenant with me through their sacrifice!"



The heav'ns call God just, for he is judge!





6. Returning Empty Handed



How peaceful it feels against my face

Oh, what a long haul

You brought me here for this

I see nothing but disaster

Now I'm taking you with me



A transparent scenery that comes as fast as it leaves



Now my eyes flash with the white

It's settling in with all the flickering



Here again

The floor is more fitting for my face



Here again? This is getting old



I am being watched

This is overwhelming

Paranoia...



As you dig your feet in I will sink my teeth into the floor,

While I lay here alone



Aware of every step

I'm not aware at all

Black... flash white... I am awake





7. Casting Such A Thin Shadow



Speak up

My ears are growing weary

I'll sing this to the end

And watch the waves crash over me



Not too much to overcome with enough time to turn it all around

In a picture perfect scenery I've become a stick figure illustration



My eyes roll back and focus on what's ahead

I can still stand if you lend the hand to embrace me



I'll take this on my own





8. Moving For The Sake Of Motion



Someone please turn the lights back on

I've been wandering here for days, disconnected, and in search for new air to breathe in



I don't think I can fix this

Don't think I could change



But that's the problem

We never speak to Him

Our closing walls have caged us in

And I can't quite remember



This was the first time I didn't say enough

This was the only time I kept it close enough



Brace yourself! They're not waking up



Oh, my god

I hate the me that I've become,

This needy useless forgetting one

Truthfully I can't be the me that I've washed up to be



Don't stop breathing

The walls have just begun to spin

Just let the water calm you this time

It's all around you, just open your eyes and take a look

It will never kill you; not this time



It's all around you

We're surrounded for all I care



Brace yourself right now

Lights out I'm not breathing

I can't keep swimming, can't keep my head up





9. Writing On The Walls



Maybe we, Why don't we sit right here for half an hour

We'll speak of what a waste I am and how we missed your beat again



I swear we need to find some comfort in this run down place

To bridge the gap of this conscious state that we live in

I'm short of time



How come you try and fit the shape of what they tell you

But mostly what they show you that brings us home

I pray for you to move on



At this rate we can't keep up but I sure can't just sit still

I'm taking back all the things I said

Keep me filled in, I swear Ill come



We walk alone back home



You're almost gone and I'm okay to five you time to be afraid

I still see your shadow but never your face again

I remember your presence



I hope to God you come down

I hope to god you can feel this now



I know there must be some way out of here and all of them will be waiting there





10. Everyone Looks So Good From Here



In a deep breath it all starts to change.

Flip my world inside out, honestly I like it better this way

When I mesh the night through the back of my eyes



I have put myself here

I'm the culprit

I am the culprit



I've been swallowed up alive

Shut down

Building from the inside out

I can finally walk through the walls



I swear I've slipped right through the cracks in the floor

It's so easy when it's pulling me under



Now I can see things from the outside, and I will sit here with no place in mind



I can't escape from his place, this is so unfamiliar to me



I can hear the unsatisfying silence

My mouth is open but none of you can hear me





11. To Whom It May Concern



So hold your head up high and know it's not the end of the road

Walk down this beaten path before you pack your things and head home

At the end of the road you'll find what you've been longing for



I know 'cause my feet have the scars to show

I was lost with vague direction and no place to call home



It's time for you to press on

This is not your war

Set your sights to North and press on

This is not your escape

Wash way what they thought of you

Because in this place, we're all as good as dead

...end cycle...



Behind the mask you'll find yourself alone

It's not the end of road for you

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who i am hates who ive been

00:36 Jan 12 2007
Times Read: 541


I watched the proverbial sunrise

coming up over the Pacific and

you might think I'm losing my mind,

but I will shy away from the specifics...



'cause I don't want you to know where I am

'cause then you'll see my heart

in the saddest state it's ever been.



This is no place to try and live my life.



[Pre-Chorus]

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.

See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.

Stop right there. Well I never should have said

that it's the very moment that

I wish that I could take back.



[Chorus]

I'm sorry for the person I became.

I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.

I'm ready to try and never become that way again

'cause who I am hates who I've been.

Who I am hates who I've been.



I talk to absolutely no one.

Couldn't keep to myself enough.

And the things bottled inside have finally begun

to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.



I heard the reverberating footsteps

sinking up to the beating of my heart,

and I was positive that unless I got myself together,

I would watch me fall apart.



And I can’t let that happen again

‘cause then you’ll see my heart

in the saddest state it’s ever been.



This is no place to try and live my life.



[Pre-Chorus x2]

[Chorus]



Who I am hates who I've been

and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me.

Who I am hates who I’ve been

‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...



So sorry for the person I became.

So sorry that it took so long for me to change.

I’m ready to try and never become that way again

‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.

Who I am hates who I’ve been.


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Emery - Bloodless Lyrics

23:37 Jan 11 2007
Times Read: 542






Take me (far from all that's wrong and)



Let these (fears collapse inside)



Take me (back to when I)



Believed







And as a little boy



Tries to hide his eyes



With reeds and rituals



With paper and a knife







The fire will always burn



The skin and forgery



And answer when you won't



The bloodless hands of fear







He didn't know he was hungry



Someone had a knife and took away my eyes







The last time is right know



This choice will take or make every thing



Your face is fading out







Wash those days from your eyes



And let them fall away



Drown the fears that own you







He felt the wake of torrid days



Ushered through by warm mistakes



Suddenly his broken feet



Took their rest on bended knee







He didn't know he was hungry



Someone had a knife and took away my eyes







The last time is right know



This choice will take or make everything



Your face is fading out







I won't stand here



This dance won't stop the music



Your promise will help me lead until the end







What words have you to say(if this is the last time)



(I won't forget you)



Before we spill (exhale the last breath tear down the

statues)



This blood (this scar will reamin here to mark where we

severed)



This time you will be afraid (my life from your hands)



You have lost me your plan failed (your hands from my heart)







This is the last time

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Emery - As Your Voice Fades Lyrics

23:34 Jan 11 2007
Times Read: 543




Somebody please tell me



What am I suppose to do?



You died and I'm here



Thinking that I hear your voice,



But it's somebody else



It's always somebody else







Why did you die?



Don't leave me please



I beg you God tonight bring the peace



I'll never sleep without



The dreams of you alive here with me







The brightness left your eyes



As I held your face



Don't tell me it's the right time



And your last words will sustain me



Until my end, until I see you again











White words (your life) evade me (but a moment)



I'll wait to (I'll cling to) remember you (forever)



And what you had (your words) meant to me (on my blood)



Could never be forgotten



The chains (why) of death (don't take)



Are falling (away), but my heart still bleeds



It longs for (why) the day (did you die)



When we will be as one

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better than me

17:10 Jan 02 2007
Times Read: 548


I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me



While looking through your old box of notes

I found those pictures

That you were looking for

If there's one memory I don't want to lose

That time at the mall

You and me in the dressing room

I told myself I won't miss you

But I remembered

[ these lyrics found on



What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me



The bed I'm lying in is getting colder

Wish I never would've said it's over

And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older



Cause we never really had our closure

This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me

(And I think you should know this)

(You deserve much better than me)


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