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For the first time, in over a decade of being the one that she walked away from, I was the one to take my leave. Though her departures were always negative in nature, this time, it was extremely different. Who knows for how long or if we'll ever speak again.

I left smiling, and all thanks to her. That...

That's a big deal to me.

I hope she finds what's she needs. Chaos gremlin or not, she is overdue for peace, love, enjoyment and safe submission.

If he dares exist.

Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care

Would anyone notice
If tonight I disappeared?
Would anyone chase me
And say the words that I need to hear?
That I'm no burden
Not so worthless
Bent so much that I just might break
All-consuming
So confusing
The questions that keep me awake
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change, would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life
Would anyone want me
If they knew what was inside my head?
Would anyone see me
For the person that I really am?
I won't lie
So hard to hide
I've never felt worthy of love
I would give up
Everything I have
Just to feel good enough
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change, would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life
If you're dying inside
Sick of being alive
Let me in, let me share in your pain
From my lungs through the dark
Spoken straight from the heart
Let me give you a reason to stay
If you're out there still lying awake
If you're out there still wondering
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If you finally gave up and turned out the light?
The world would be changed if you left it behind
You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night
You take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life

"Women have an innate value that prevents them from being depressed."...

What In The Molecular Misogynistic Fuck Did You Just Grunt?!

Post Partum Depression is a hoax? You mouth breathing troglodyte.

Men, making breakthroughs in the physiological and psychological well being of women. Fuck off.

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PhoenicianDream
23:37 Sep 26 2022

🤣 wow that's a hell of a quote

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And in the wake of my family orchestrated misery...

An unexpected 6 hour conversation and Disney music pull me from the dark fathoms to manageable currents...

To sum up,

Not the best of days. Lol.

I really can't articulate how much I do not wish to be breathing right now.

This childhood trauma is... Really fucking brutal.

The only reason I am not living on the streets, is so that my daughter does not see me like that. This place she expects to see me, is happy to see me.

I don't belong here. I am not wanted here. Nothing about me has any value here.

But here I remain, the constant for my daughter...

Or I'd be long gone. Not with any friend or family you could fabricate...

Just on the streets.

A bed, a shower and a flat pillow can't be worth all this internal anguish of just not being worth anything as a person to even the people that are supposed to be family.

I never thought I'd feel this helpless again, but I stumbled, and I've been hard-pressed to stand back up...

Just breathing...