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13 entries this month
 

Anger.

09:19 Jan 31 2013
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Anger.



Constant reflections, ceaseless reminders and painful obsessions. Boil in my blood and my skin shivers with a cold flash. Her supplications are what I will savor. Deafening silence at first, then soft cries of want. Her screams muffled in silk, plastic or flesh. Her eyes, deprived of light's splendor. Her movements are at the whims of my wrist, and the gestures of my eyes.Her groans only answered with a quiet smile, and an endearing coldness. A whimper, my calling. Her skin, the object of my angers flaring glance. Flashes of bright imagined light appear in the darkness as her eyes clench tightly at my molding her into my liking. My anger she will welcome and my lack soft cruelty she'll beseech. Only her, who deserves this. Who deserves me.


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03:14 Jan 31 2013
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Getting cut off on the highway? Annoying.



Hitting a huge pot hole that just came out of nowhere? Probably $5$ at the nearest Flats-Fixd.



Picking up buddy from work, where he plain refuses to board the vehicle until you cease and desist Blasting and Singing "Call Me Maybe"? Priceless.


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NEWS FLASH

01:25 Jan 31 2013
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Man spotted around town... in large trench. Reportedly standing in front of women and abruptly opening his Coat. Under which reportedly.. He wore nothing but a Newspaper Neatly covering his nether regions. The man has not been caught for questioning as of yet. But witnesses say that he's been sighted numerous times. So it would be safe to say, More New's Flashes are to come, after this.


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Would you...

08:53 Jan 30 2013
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~~~



... and as he shared part of his past with her, not thinking really of the situation nor being aware of more than half of her reactions he continued.



"...Yeah. Now that I look back, I did a lot of stupid things because of her". He chuckled and and then took a swig of his now cold coffee. Time had flown as they spoke. Last thing he really noticed was the temperature of his neglected drink. He glanced at her and began to wonder why she had an interesting smile on her face. "Hmm?"



The answer might have been a plane crashing through the shop's window, from how it gave an interesting amount of turbulence to his placing his cup down on the table calmly. "Would you do stupid things because of me?" She coyly responded, giggling at his sudden realization of what he had heard. Brushing a bit of hair behind her ear as if clearing her vision would heighten her ability to hear his response. She waited with a smile.



~~~



If you stuttered, you just did something stupid.



Hmm hmm.

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Gamer

06:53 Jan 30 2013
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HIM:Dude...dude... -_- DUDE!! The fuck are you doin!? WTF... you're---yeah. FUCK! Wake up! you just cost us the game!



ME: What? Oh.. shit. Sorry. I saw half the team behind me. I figured they'd help me out.



HIM: Yea, you'd think that wouldn't you!?!? You've carried almost all of us through just about every game!!! Well... when you aren't murdering the fuck out your own team mates that is!



ME: Sorry... i just thought since I've been doing so well, that I'd be able to relax and the team would understand and actually try to help me out. You know? Just aide a team mate out that's been doing so well?

HIM: What the fuck is wrong with you?

ME:What? don't you ever sit back and think that maybe during a game, others on your team would appreciate being depended on? Given the chance to do significant damage and gain some standing of their own? Maybe feel like they are a part of the team and actually participating and contributing significantly to furthering our cause of Kicking the other team's Collective Ass? I mean, Come on, I feel more gamers than just me feel this way. I sure do when I'm not doing so hot during a game. I think it has Qualities and Reflections that carry on with you past this game and into real life. Where if you let others try their best, rather than power plow them over, they may gain a decent strength of their own. And maybe be the next Albert or Clinton. Who knows? Don't you think more people want that kind of a chance?



HIM: W. T. FUCK! HUh!?!? NO!!!



ME: Hmm.



HIM:No... I don't and NOT A SOUL in this match would even remotely agree with you! Kill what you see. Simple! what the hell dude.



ME: But wouldn't they at least appreciate the kills I'm not taking for myself?



HIM: They would appreciate you fucking shooting what you see in front of you! Wait NO. They would appreciate you shooting everything in front of you the moves, that ISN"T a friendly! Don't leave stragglers to be 'NICE to your team. See Enemy! Aim! Pull Trigger! Fucking Repeat!



ME: But that's just mindless. Sorry.. But I find myself thinking of lots of things when I play. Don't you?



HIM: FUCK NO!



ME: oh.



HIM:Okay... That immense amount of THINKING is just preposterous. I mean come the fuck on!

ME: What do you mean?



HIM:Really? Really? Just about every non-gamer in society calls videogams mindless! Ergo, not requiring significant, IF ANY, conscious thought processes at all.



ME: What's your point? I think too much?



HIM: umm.. NO SHIT! yes. You want something to think about? Think about? think about how you are making us gamers look bad!



ME: And pray tell, how am I doing that?



HIM: To 80 percent of Society Gaming is mindless, THUS! Your grotesque and blatant disregard for the normal order of things, upsets me greatly.Not only because you Simply FAIL to fall in line with what is expected of you as a gamer, you also fail to Gel with the Moral Quota of Societal Standards! ON TOP of costing us the game!



Me: Mhmm..... So... up for another round?



Him: yeah, Sure why not. And pay attention this time!



ME: You know I'm going to aim for you now, right?



HIM: Care to tell me something I don't already fucking know?



ME: Fuck you too, then.



HIM: GO HUG A TREE!!!



ME: Oh.. look the game started. I just pulled the trigger and something died! Am I doing good so

far!?!?



HIM: Your an asshole.



ME: You're*



HIM: Why do I talk to you?


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Slain
Slain
06:56 Jan 30 2013

Fictional. lol Just sayin'





 

Frió

05:20 Jan 30 2013
Times Read: 1,135




[12:00:19 AM] Slain: slightly colder. but still not cold enough

[12:06:49 AM] ?##?: Why do you want coldness so much?

[12:07:59 AM] Slain: I enjoy cold weather.

[12:08:20 AM] Slain: My body naturally warm, more so than most at times.

[12:08:41 AM] Slain: Cold feel refreshing to me. Calming.

[12:09:03 AM] Slain: At the same time... it Lulls me and hightens my senses.

[12:09:04 AM] ?##?: Ah, I see. Hm, that's understandable.

[12:09:15 AM] ?##?: Hm

[12:09:28 AM] Slain: I think clearer in the cold.

[12:09:48 AM] Slain: And... I only seek warmth... when I am with someone.

[12:10:10 AM] Slain: Be it my daughter or the woman I want.

[12:10:27 AM] Slain: Embracing and holding gently is the only time I welcome warmth entirely.

[12:11:31 AM] Slain: And emotionally... there just exists this... Poetic Aura... When things are frigid... when you are alone.

[12:12:39 AM] ?##?: Hm, that's very understandable.

[12:12:44 AM] Slain: Heh... I think too much.

[12:12:53 AM] ?##?: No, you don't. Not at all.


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Lineas

22:05 Jan 29 2013
Times Read: 1,147




Should she ever tell you:



"It's none of your fucking business."



She says it with the most respect and understanding.



You should have never asked such an

intrusive question in the first place.

Regardless.


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"I Believe"

03:59 Jan 29 2013
Times Read: 1,164




Thank you, for the memories.



For what it's worth, I'm sorry I failed you.


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Sometimes, I want just want you...

18:08 Jan 21 2013
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And Sometimes I just miss you...


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An apple...

17:45 Jan 19 2013
Times Read: 1,213




Don't laugh at the comparison! You are like the green apple in a red apple tree that everyone wants.



:: Smirks, shakes head and sighs::



Hmm hmm. That green apple is not that special. It still grew on an apple tree. It still has skin, as well as seeds inside, or so i imagine. It looks interesting because it sticks out. It didn't choose to be so distracting. It simply is. Whatever selfish reasons those who lay their eyes upon it conjure up to convince themselves the green apple is more desirable than the red ones, could very possibly be capricious and shallow, and before you ask me why I am so coarse with my observations, I'll tell you.



What do they plan on doing with that green apple after they attain it? Is there some special want they wish to carry out with that particular apple that the other apples won't suffice for because they are red? Is the green apple going to be treated differently once within reach? No. The green apple, if anything, has the distinct pleasure, of being the first targeted for consumption. They will eat the apple. Nothing special there, nor redeeming about that green apple. In the end, the green apple will be treated exactly the same as all the others, and nothing will remain.



Not to mention,



Those green apples, do happen to turn out kinda sour, no? :: laughs::



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queenofchaos
queenofchaos
19:03 Jan 19 2013

Hmm, this is cute.



Made me smile & laugh and want a green apple.



Jerk.



*smiles*





WolfintheMyst
WolfintheMyst
01:51 Jan 20 2013

I'm not sour so does that mean I'm red? Like my hair??? lmao





 

Late.... but I'm sure you can still enjoy this.

19:26 Jan 06 2013
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Truly amazing.

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15:38 Jan 02 2013
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Henceforth and forthwith

Let it be known by all men

That Rhyme and Reason reign once more.



Time is made the most of now

Even seconds count.

Time we save we boast of now

as our savings bond



Henceforth and forthwith

Let it be known by all

Rhyme and Reason reign once more.

Rhyme and Reason reign once more.



Herewith and Therewith

Let everyone take note now

That Sense and Sanity Prevail



When we look we see again

Lift the happy tears

Melodies roam free again

Discord disappears



Herewith and Therewith

Let it be known by all

Sense and Sanity Prevail

Sense and Sanity Prevail



Henceforth and forthwith

Let it be known by each man

That Rhyme and Reason reign once more.



Numbers all add up again.

Words are for the wise.

Up is one with up again

Reason's on the Rise.



Henceforth and forthwith

Let it be known by all

Rhyme and Reason reign once more.

Sense and Sanity Prevail

Rhyme and Reason reign once more.

Rhyme and Reason reign once more.







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03:53 Jan 01 2013
Times Read: 1,178






Waking up as the sun goes down

Body all in pain

Straight out the door to the worst part of town

Shooting up in vain

Slips all his money to the man

Here we go again, here we go again

Got bags of mercy in the palm of his hand

Shooting up in vain

And so he heads for the closest roof top

And now he's free with the skyline behind

But it won't be long until his high will drop

And then you know what he'll try to find

Such a shame

Now he's back on that hunt for more

Body all in pain

Wanting to get back to where he was before

Shooting up in vain

So now he goes and sells his wedding ring

Here we go again, here we go again

But now he's sold exactly everything

Shooting up in vain

And so he heads for the closest roof top

And now he's free with the skyline behind

But it won't be long until his high will drop

Then you know what he'll try to find

Shooting up in vain

Such a shame

Such a shame

Down to bed as the sun goes up

Body all in pain

Now the swears he's going to stop

Shooting up in vain

He's doctor Jekyll and he's mister Hyde

He's got to listen to that voice deep inside

Got a one way ticket on a derailed train

Got a one way ticket on a derailed train

Shooting up in vain

Such a shame

Such a shame

Got a one way ticket on a derailed train

Go to stop shooting up in vain

Got a one way ticket on a derailed train

Got a one way ticket on a derailed train

Go to stop shooting up in vain

Got a one way ticket on a derailed train

Got a one way ticket on a derailed train

Go to stop shooting up in vain

Got a one way ticket on a derailed train

Got a one way ticket on a derailed train

Go to stop shooting up in vain

Got a one way ticket on a derailed train









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