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Interpret my anger.

Solve my love.

Question my wonders.

And love my hatred.



For without these

my being, wouldn't;

And lose all reasons

for why I was bred.



Welcome to my skin

no need to tread lightly

just mind las cicatrices

and learn the words therein read.



Who I am must be

because I am not you

yet you want all your ideas

to within me spread.



Like a cancer

a longing a wishing a merciful death

of singularity of mind because

nothing else you can accept.



You should ask yourself why

why then

and why now

you anger for me was just a thread



You pulled it

you won.

you gave in

and walked away from our bed.



I protected

you hated.

I honored, you waited.

and decided when death was to finally be dead.



Bade me farewell

I nodded in silence

I smiled all I could

yet much more you expect.

WTF!



It's safe to say these people are making this a fucking tradition every December. Why? What the fuck are you doing that you need to seek ME out to help my own daughter when you want me so fucking far away from her?



Care to make up your minds? Or even better... Allow me to be a father to her so you don't find yourselves in this fucking position!?



Now pray fucking tell... what the fuck is going on!?!?

Ugh. Put a bullet in my head. Does this crap not bore you? lol

♫ How'd you like to try pumping

lead through your veins

Or have a heart so wet and cold it starts rusting

When the world ticks around you,

voices talking all the time

You live for feelings you've never felt

because you cannot feel ♫



♫ No era raro verla en el jardín

Corriendo tras de mí

Y yo dejándome alcanzar

Sin duda, era feliz ♫



♫ Je vis pour elle depuis toujours

Qu'elle me déchire ou qu'elle soit tendre

Elle nous dessine après l'amour

Un arc-en-ciel dans notre chambre

Elle est musique et, certains jours,

Quand notre coeur se fait trop lourd,

Elle est la seule à pouvoir nous porter secours ♫



♫ God gave rock and roll to you,

gave rock and roll to you

Put it in the soul of everyone



Do you know what you want? You don't know for sure

You don't feel right, you can't find a cure

And you're gettin' less than what you're lookin' for



You don't have money or a fancy car

And you're tired of wishin' on a falling star

You gotta put your faith in a loud guitar ♫



♫ Att vår värld behöver ha

Mera kärlek varje dag

Det vet både jag och du

Låt oss börja här och nu



Så håll om mig

Släpp inte taget om mig

Är som förhäxad av dig

Och jag vill ha dig

Kom och håll om mig nu ♫



♫ If I break the glass then I'll have to fly

There's no one to catch me if I take a dive

I'm scared of changing

The days stay the same

The world is spinning but only in gray ♫



♫ "Moi je m'appelle mademoiselle Noir

Et comme vous pouvez le voir

Je ne souris, ni ris, ni vis

Et c'est tout ce qu'elle a dit ♫

I want to write.

I want to create.

I want to rhyme

and not sound quite so trite.



To open my soul

to open the gates

of all that is mine

Expose all that makes me whole.



to whom should I?

who shall i deem?

Who would really appreciate

and tread then softly on my dreams?



I'll open the wound

I'll tell you tales.

I'll recount my blessings

and prove hate has yet to consume.



I'll worry not too

for me hardly ends.

The suspicious wonders of

what "gods" plans and means to my rend.



so i'll share it

to you i'll bare

On my cuff I'll wear

A heart that won't forfeit.



Play my fiddle

play my tar.

Play my music

Just stop playing with my heart.

Heartbreaking.



Being told by one family member that I need to help in kicking out another, and I have to help find them somewhere else to stay before New Years. So... produce for them, first last and security... in less than a month.



Practicality aside...This doesn't hurt that person as much as it hurts me.



But I'm sure I did something that I will play the victim here somehow. That's how that works, right?



:: shakes head::



Merry Christmas. hmm hmm.

COMMENTS

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xRobin3x
05:06 Dec 01 2016

merry xmas???



why do you got to pay for them too???? probley none of my bussiness thou.....

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Slain
10:10 Dec 01 2016

Simple. NO ONE else will.

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