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When did you become a part of me?!?
Its like an electric recoil
Like a tripwire
Your soul is like a tripwire whenever I think of you
I'm stunned by how stuff repeats itself
You were nowhere But just suddenly became everywhere
Like the wallpaper glued to the wall
Kinda everywhere all the time
Omnipresent
But obviously nowhere cause noone elsa can see you
Others see your body I just feel your soul around

So when did you become part of my world?!?
Guess I dreamed-out so hard you somehow fitted in?!?
Like a stranger always who became a lover always
Kinda merged into stuff around me
So much I can't even know yet and maybe never will
Cause I'm not pinned-down to this life much
So near to Death
So near to Life
Not truly in either
If I had you I would find the way
To live stronger
To not be paralised by fears
Through knowing you I can see short glimpses of my own soul
and what a mess its gotten into
That is the scariest shit ever
This immense distance bettwen us
Suddenly closed so fast?!?
Makes no sense even in a wide world
Time is barely helping with the pain
And the shockwaves slow down But they never stop
My soul in shock just ripples outwards over and over
I want it to end right now cause it was over before it even began
Just kept trapped in me
Cause I won't except.....
But my soul is held in your palm
Not enough strength in me to fight
But I never want it to be over-cause then I'm over inside too
So much fear of what we can't see Or know

Don't even want to tell my God
How much I love you in case he knows
Its too much
wells too deep
Wells too dark
Ive lost time in this life-not enough time
You'll be passed before we can even know
And too obscene and strange in ways
And your strange selves in this life
Your strange souls I can see
Taunting me just around the corner of remembrance
If my soul was just to be stronger I could ( let myself) Remember+
Every time I see them in you its already gone
Around the corner again until I see eXact same space again
Stupid mystery stupid key+
Miraged back again)
Only when your gone Or distant that I just kinda die
My soul kinda creaks at the edges
Like a book who's pages can turn themselves

So shockingly fast
So viciously sudden
You just ripped into my world
The page just tore right through
You just tripped over into my God-made world
So I figured it wouldn't last
It couldn't last to feel that fast-to feel that much
So sudden so ripping so taring
You were nowhere anywhere
Less than nothing to me
Never saw you never heard of you
But suddenly you just came out of nowhere
Now the end is complete}
Now the circle is bound
Now my soul is complete
Now my naked souls burns white with Desire+
And it floats around

So when did you become part of my world?!?
Still feels so strong
But one year has gone and now another
Like in the blinking of an eye
But now everything's changed still
Can't erase you nor dilute you out of my systems
Cause you are a drug
Dragged in too deep
Drugged in too deep
Fed these drips of poison
Kept alive that way
Running through me somewhere
Too deep to get taken out
I'm so freaked out in this life and the next
That I jump out of my soul sometimes
I won't feel cause I don't want to get death-crushed
Or Death-crashed by touching you
By touching you by holding on I can read my own Soul+
See myself elsawherez
I'm living another life now
Some other motor is running
Intertwined so I can't see the difference
So hard to accept that you might've broken on through
Cause my soul got so deeply shocked
At the time we #1st saw you
It was like an electric shock
More stupid daytime dreams
More Vampire+ bleeding of the lines

More stupid dreams
As if you were a kinda transplant....
Carried over.....
So when did I know you?!?
Even as a stranger I dine on your flesh
I drown in your flesh
My eyes just bulging out
Sucking in your contours
Your monster frame
Your cold metal studs
Your whore-man eyes
Trying to eat you with my eyes as if they were alive
As if eyes could eat what they can see
In this life Or the next
Ive had eaten every price of you over and over
When we die right well eat your soul+ too

Thinking that's its life
Some kinda life in your fruity flesh
Maybe its gone too cold Or gone too hot
Gone too ripe
Maybe its just frozen
Maybe your fleshly life is a lie and just sleeping?!?

Stupid like the crying out of Christ+ I have somehow lived from your fleshly frame
Made life out of images
Lived off the reflections of a mirror
Realer than real
More stupid than stupidness itself)
Only by thinking of you often
That's it-only that
But its came to life in me-some spirit
Always inert-never for actual
Ive never really touched you
But my mind dosnt know that
It thinks it has)
It can't remember the truth
Because dreams so strong have eaten away the truth
Maybe eaten away my life
Eaten away at my mind like a worm inside an apple
We believe its your will
To tamper with our Souls+
Touching us as we float about
You fornicated on my spirit as it floated
Now we are touched by you
Touched by your strange spirit

God+ gave us some truths for the rest of my life
After years of life and death and teaching
Now another God has dragged me-has drugged me
Like the wine of lies made poison
Lies made better than the truth
Much bitter as the truth
We obeyed we were pious
We loved God+ but without the just rewards)
And my heart is broken by this life.....
Already tempted by these lies
I have recourse to drunken dreams of stupid Sin+
Because my skin can't hold me anymore
Its going to tare-just dosnt fit
Its going to tare down my soul just dosnt fit
Saw something elsa in this life when I saw you
Now I can't see what it is.....
Unable to remember cause Vampires make you sleep deep
Too deep
But its never off my mind
Your stupid fucking face
Your naked paled-out face
Get it out.....

Because my life is tilted off maybe even broken?!?
Ive taken recourse to Sin+
Even in dreams so lurid and strange
Strong enough to burn me
To transfix me as my real hours just trip off and trip away
Your eating away my life
Dredging around in my soul+

I feel tampered
Tempted like Priest+ by Satan
Crazy-ass dreams
Why are the Dreams++ so good?!?
But not fiXing up the pain?!?
Nothing can take that off
Only the edge can be paled-taken off by you
The rest is a slow-drip murder where I'm sliding slipping away
Touching on the edges off my dreams
The power of dreaming marks the vampire way
Because everything becomes as one
Night and day the same
Life and Death the same
Stupid illusion
A dreaming drowse
A slipping state
A drunken plate
The Vampire lies of the Dreaming ways so you can never be sure)
It thinks it has Sinned+
My mind my soul has grave fancys
That we dined once and you gave me life
Hidden and submerged
Ive lost ground with reality
Found flight with fantasy
Can't ever really lose my sanity because I'm always alone
But the walls around me are as cold as your true-heart I'm sure
I'm sure its dead
Just a cold white heart like white meat
No life just meat gone cold.....
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