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Go stop the heat
Go stop the beat
Go stop the rap
Go stop the trap
Go stop the death
Go stop the heat
Social housing summer
Sour & strange starter
Heat-trap
Death traps
Sunny-rap
Summer-rot
Summer-blots
My soul-is blighted
Spirit sick-feel the envys
Depression-drags me down
Summer can't stop it
Summer sun-morbid trap
Summer sun-heat trap
Death-trap
Suffocating-silence
Poverty-surrounds us
Death-trap
Keeping us down
Depression-surrounds us
Keeping us down
Dragged down-fear of murder
Fear of untimely death
Poverty conspire-decay enables
Can't stay sane-just stay morbid
Can't crawl back up again
Can't stay stable-just get stuck
Feel the death-all around me
Fear & death in my own house
Fear mutiplus in my house
Fear lives on my own mind
Turns like worms
Turns like worms churning
Turns like worms-turning
Turns like worms fattening
Disturbed by society
Disturbed by realitys
Mindless-mind
Mind of mindless-functions
Morbid soul
Morbid to the curious nature
Morbid to the nagging-fears
Death could be around the corner
These days-the ending few
What is death & why?!?
Can't think right
Depression steals the light
Dumb animal
Dead meat soul
Dead meat animal
Dead ends meat
Deadend enemy's deal in devilrys
Deadend envys try to take your life
Try to steal you back-from this living life
Back from this light life
Back into darkness of the earth
Bad slum-trials try to take your life
Gods prayers-try to push them back
Bad biologys-try to brake you back down
Good theologys-bring your wandering soul back 💀
Dead body self
Dead self body
Body already gone dead
Can see it-can feel it
Body double-somewhere else
Same as mine-but already gone
Dead shit meat
As they wanted it-so it shall be
Envy the dead
No more trying
No more finding reason
No more making efforts
Blended back in
No more sticking out
Turned dead inside
Turned numb inside
Dumb animal
Body soon to turn
Just want everything over
Morbid minded
Not sure anymore
Living body stays
Soul doesn't wait-it fly's
Doesn't want to stay-dosnt want to be
Envy the dead-too much
Too unsure of life
Too weak to care
Too angry to make sense
Stuck waiting for death to come
To be released-no more fear
No more waiting-no more wanting
Not knowing when
Poverty will crack through
When life held together-will fall through
When the axe will fall & life is clean
Death crawls through everything
Slow decay-death in everything
Murder lives inside hearts
Morbid heart
Eats away my mind
Mindworms-eat me away
Mindrot-eats me away
Mindlife-eaten through
Blindworms-eat all the evidence
Nindworms-take you back into the earth
Like worms on a carcass
Can't make sense
Fear of death-seems so real
Embrace of spirits-creeping in
Death in everything-seems so real
Daily-life seems pointless
Death is powers-just around the corner
Death is spirits-feel them so near
Wretched
Wretched from faliure
Not as eXpected
So tired from trying
Judgement is in everything
So tired from trying
Faliure is in everything
Not as eXpected
Never will be
So tired of caring
Burdens
& Resentments
Dragging around heavy emotions
Everything is a trial-to try
A trial to care-should just be
All that effort to stay functioning
Ashamed of being afraid
Afraid of being ashamed
When death doesn't care
Cord can just snap
Clock can just drop
Clock seems electric
Hands unstable-like shock hands
Hours seem unstable-like shock hours
Death
Depression
Death
Depression
Death watch
Weird beetles in my mind
Weird senses travel far away
Slow death-has crawled inside
Death-sun
Slow death
Slow-depression
Bad impressions
Death-sun
Sun marrs my mind
Thoughts of death
Slow death-has crawled inside
Morbid senses
Heat-trap
Poverty traps
Depression
Slow death has crawled inside me
Depressive summer trap
Slow death rap
Fear filled days
Restless nights
Drowsy-afternoon
No true will to fight
Every season
The broken record trap
Heat trap
Death trap
Dripping tap
Squashed-up flat
Squashed-inside
Negative thoughts prevade
Quiet hysteria inside
Securitys-melted from inside
Old flats
Fire trap
Learning materials
Squashed into small rooms
Summer-depression rap
Death trap
Death heat rap
Melted brain sap
Melted body-dosnt fight life

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Stop the heat
Stop the beat
Summer heat
Summer haze
Summer days
Summer steam
Humid space
Stale airs
Stifling warmth
Hot blanket
Unwanted
Struggles
No snuggles
Can't be shrugged off
Closing you in
Too close
Summer heat brings on sick
Nausea
Dizzied
Sleepy-ass
Lie there like a beaches-seal
No energy for the fight
Wasted mornings-sleeping in
Cooler in the nights
Fresh air winds
Are but an empty dream
Fresh air blasts
Are but am empty scheme
Pouring rains of cooling
Are but a yellowed dream
Crusted leaves-brown at the edges
Stranger nabiours mowing on lawns
More together folks
Keeping up on pledges
Languid dogs lurking on the leash
Human plodders going down the street
Haze of suptle hells
Phases of summer hells
Sweet summer
Bent & kooky
Deadly summer
Sour & spooky
With evil spells
Sweet summer
Always behind
Strange summer
Bent & crooked
Closed in by warmth
Closed in by steam
Dizzied from the forces
Room begins to spin
Strong body-suddenly weak
Big bulky-body
Looking to be passing out
Feel as light as a feather
Looking to be holding out
Take in some glucose
Before you get bested
Summer balms
Suddenly sucks you in
Summer sun suddenly turns
Sucking sun broods
Sulking sun moves on in
Trying to turn you over
Summer skull god
Still not waiting
Still there for takings
Stunning sun looms
Trying to knock you out
Strong sun trying to drain you out
Wants another corpse in the meadow
Feeding the earth
Insects of many colours
Scattering around
Earthly power of bones
Turning you back over
Smelly sour haze of rotten
Sour-sweet tides of greif
Skulking on the wind
Sucking skull of summer greifs
Uniforms sealing off the area
Draining out your life
Trying to dry you out
Sucking on your skull
Trying to drown you out
Summer greifs
Trying to pull you down
Summer strifes & sweat
Drowning out the balms
Slum-rooms stale from the heat
Slum-lives stuck in tiny rooms
Slum kitchen-boiling hobs
Steam rising on up
Sluice yourself from the sink
Stressed-out creatures
Hauling on up
Can-opener circles around
Another empty canclatters on the pile
Tea cup boiling hot
Cream turning from white to yellow
Too late-too late
Botanics-organics
Get there first
Before it starts to rot
Fresh herbs stewing in the pot
Honeys in-teabags out
Buzzing noisey fly-comes buzzing by you
Pushing it's angry way into the rooms
Speedy black buzzer
Bastard intruder
Hope the spiders are armed
Hope the long legs are ready to fleX their secret charms
Hidden webs could snag the intruders
Insects of death-bastards of spoil
Insects of death-bash them with a roll
Insects of sick-bash them till they spurt out red
Don't want predators spoiling out my home
Open windows-flying intruders
Buzzing in the hall
Aggressive intruders
Buzzing past-all in black
After your diner-to give you bother
After the remains-you forgot to shovel out
After the bits of food-you forgot about
Nightlights
City lamps
Startled cats slip away
Drunken yobs talking trash
Bits of bin trash blow away
Golden teeth show in the light
Cold street lamps
Car doors clicking tight
Murder hearts waiting
Murder wants the fight
Blood leaking
Bloods flowing
Blood pooling in the summer nights
Someone's stolen-on life
Someones lying for their life
Someone's slumping in their seat
Draining down the waters
Bottle on the table
Don't lose your tongue
Don't dry out your throat
Might get tongue twisted before your able
Detectives gonna squeeze you dry
Find out who's firing shots in the night
Who's stealing on life
Who's been sneaking in the night
Who's been lying in the light
Stop the heat
Sucking heat suffocates
Strong heat pervades
Dominates you
Looking for your strength
Pray for rain
Pray for cold rains
Come lash down
Come free us
Come cool us
Come drench us in waters
Rain-drops of the life
Come down sky gods
Already sucking on you
Already straining you
God of death
Skull of watching
Relentless spirits
Ever-watching
Omnipotent
Waiting always
For the weakness
Waiting for the falling
For the failing
Falling
For the slip
That death can come in cold
For the heated body's
To consume
Relentless heat
Sucking out heat
Draining on your fluids
Seeking for your body
Forcing you to sweat
Using up the waters
Sucking at your body
Sweating off your face
Swarming in
Holding in your place
Trying to drain your face
Sweat on your brow
Searching for your strengths
Water-filter on constant
Drip drip of flushing fluids
Relentless march
Rotting away at the streets
Flies come swarm in
On nabiours offerings
Left out trash
Left eXposed
Black flies
With metallic gleams
Come over
Crawling to feast
Hot maggots wringli g in the black bags
Trapped in by the heat
Feeding on the remains
What's left of human feasts
Scraps & remenants
Vegetables & tea bags
Confoms & razors
Empty plastic packets
Old bits of fish
Bits of white tissue
Summer heat
Can't stop the beat
Can't stop the drum beat
Can hear it in the background
Can't stop the march of summer
Can't stop the march of death
Can't stop the drumbeat of life
Can't stop the rattle of death
Can't stop the city turning
Can't stop the city burning
Can't stop the rubber burning
Can't stop the sweat from beading
Petrols fueling all the metal insects
Speeding on the tracks
Turning around the loops
Speeding by
Noone knows where or why
Speeding into nowhere
Great commuter race
Rat race racers of unquiet life
Work against the clock
Racing around the clock
Like nettles scuttling all along
The roundabout of life
Bringing in its depts
Somewhere someone choked-it
Deathbeat
Sinister heat
Strong beat
Strong sun
Strong heat
Strong enough to turn sour
Sinister heat
Struggle in the streets
For those eXposed
Death gasp
Death rattle
Rigours of death
Cramp up your styles
Eat up your miles

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Start the heat
Start the beat
Start the beat down
Feel the death march
Morbid summer
Tainted with death
Death all tainted
Death on the wind soon
Awful summer visions
Start the summer
Thanatologys
Wings of death
Summer melts life
Summer stretches life
Summer tests all life
Brooding heat
Blinding white heat
Brooding heat
Bastard hunt
Maggot army marches on
Uninvited guests at the table
Sweet sour veil of death
Injustice is a cutting sword
Maggot army marches on
Blind biology-blind pathology
Blind to phycologys
Blind animal-gets angry
Daughters & sons-lights out
Maggot army marches on
Blind diners-faceless worms
Closes in
Those who slipped out
No more pain in this life
Reminds me to hold-on
Easy to fall out of life's wheel
Poverty rides on the wings of death
Death rides on the wings of poverty
Murder-slums
Social housing
Life is a vague-veil
Death is a crown of fear
Not really living
But can't really die
Purgatory of class-bondage
Taste of death takes the crown
Fear of death in the slums
Already got the crown
Spirit with fast wings
Sweet rotting of summer
Sweet nausea
Rubbish on the porch melting
Cigarette smoke winding down the road
Angry dogs straining on the leash
Time watch
Time out
Time files
Murder story's
Murder files
Marred by death
Sense of death everywhere
Sense of unease around the corner
Death & the dead
Flickering in corners
Great ghoul of all
Great ghoul gone gold
Ghastly summer
Ghastly embrace in all life
Sense of unease around the corner
Mind body & spirit
Controlled & conflicting
Prison of morbid subjections
Views of morbid injections
Summertime ghouls
Wings of death
Signs of the dead
Lands of the sun
Year after year
Seasons of summer
Yellows & browns
Pushing back on in
Could be feeling-pretty
Could be feeling handsome
Could be growing an old beard
Could be dead already
Could be dead inside
Mind can be million miles away
Cheaper than an aeroplane
The mind fly's for free
Trapped in the house
Spirit of self does go fly away
Looking elsewhere
Trapped in the house
Knee deep in chores
Spirit of self does go fly away
Time is bending
Heat is pushing
Heat is like a warm blanket
You can't take it off
Can't get out of your own skin
Heat is like a circle
White light pressing-in
Time is bending out of shape
Marred by fears
Trialed by poverty
Tested by pain
Test of faith constant
Omnipresent & awful
More than you could ever say
Triumphed over by death
Life goes to work on me
No job to go to
No reason to care
Career of morbid life
Career drowned in hell
Career escaping violence
Position as outsider
Life in the sun
Inner struggles
Light in the sun
Burning out your eyes
Sweating out your face
Summertime pressures
Heat presses-in
Heat is a pusher
No job to go to
No reason to care
My job is staying alive
My life is constant trials
Our job is wondering why?!?
Living alone with study's
Student-head fucks
Books everywhere
Bits of study's everywhere
Pens post-its notes
Envelopes & books
Need the barbers
Need a proper-meal
Need a life
Sweat fights to push out the perfume
Heat drys away the alcohol
Face gets grease patches
Mixed up with dry forehead
Needs a clay mask
White face in the kitchen
Busy been fixing
Skin gets slippy
Summer burns
Yellow heat too old
White light too bright
Old too old
New too new
Never feels right
Senses all marred
Overload-too much
Deadend highs
Deadend hopes
High afternoons
Hopeless
Held back in life
Life held back
Never really knowing why?!?
Tried everything
Only to go back around
Shit-end cycles
Deadend life
Gutter based hells
Morbid nights
Feel-helpless
Then feel dead
Late start-outs
Sucker-trials
Rather stay on the bed
Swathed in blankets
Sensory disturbance
Auditors of pain
Auditory nightmares
Know it's gonna hurt
Hurt all round
Suffocating kitchen
Tiny ambient bathroom
Hot cluttered bedroom
Hallway piled up with parcels
Steel pot eXpectant on the hob
Stomach rumbles
Always on time
Stomach rumbles
Always expecting
But lunch is never ready
But life isn't ready
Time isn't time
Time isn't ready
And nor am I
Time isn't with me
Already down
Already damned
Rumbling stomach
Eveready instant hungers
Always hangry
Never ready lunch
Delayed yet again
Hot spicy noodles
Chilli-red water pot
Super hot water
Not ready yet
Neurobiologys out of whack
Clock is too late
Clock is the enemy
Clock face of doom
Fears all written across its empty face
Poverty & heat
Fear & tension
Fear & heat
Feel trapped
Feel trapped in life
Feel trapped in death
Death from poverty
Always around the corner
Powerless & defeat
Fears all day
Fears all night
How we're gonna cope
How we're gonna make it
Death under the moon
Death under the sun
All living fears
All living death
All living depts
Surrounded by past mistakes
Start the grungefest
Start the pain
Start the afternoon
Start the ordeal
Could be a drill
But much too slack
Could be a routine
But much too slow
Hot compression
Like a heat ball
Sweat on your brow
Throat going dry
Small white kettle
On to boil
Scalding hot waters
Scalding hot tea
Heat melts the milk
Sweetex to the maX
Can't sweeten the sour
Feel stressed out already
Heat pressing in
Hot air filling out rooms
Books & papers everywhere
No room for any room
No space for any place
No place for any life
You have what you have
Anywhere
Anyone
Anylife
Summer depression
Lows clinging on
Trapped in this life
Trying to get your head right
Summer sun
Summer control
Summer contrast
Summer invasion
Without a contract
Comes & goes when it has to
Full of heat-warm rooms
Full of yellow light
Full of white light
Full of holiday memorys
That are no more
Better rooms lived in before
Better night's with the TV full circle
Summer sun in small rooms
Small bed backing up to the wall
White old curtains torn
Magpie dancing on the lawn
Window open to the sun
Looking out on the grass
Watching school kids troop past
Those days long gone
Longing for the other life
Life outside the prison of home
Povertys all hidden
Povertys all pushed aside
Problems all magicked away
Problem environments
Lack of mod-cons
All been replaced
Better enviroment-being rented
Renting out-another life
Renting out a room-a second life
Renting out a room-time out
Replace reality-with a substitute
Replace slum dwelling for a while
Escape from hell-for a while
Time out of hell during the years
Time out from endless shit
Escape route-my second life
Pretend life-just for a while
Pretend to be free-civilised
Simple-most basic daily life
No shit-no complications
No legal ties-no troubles
Simple daily life-stripped to the bone
Simple night life-stripped to the bone
Simple life-simple goals-minimal stress
Longing for the second life
Been trapped in austeritys
Years of better times
Time-outs & better times
Simple memorys-simple pleasures
Home from home-central city's
Hiding from hellhome-sense of freedom
Hiding from shitlife-time out
Home from home-living another life
Home from home-regular havens
Years of memorys-etched into memory
Years of moments-sucked into the brain
Better times-stored in a memory bank
Tribulations & troubles turns into a blur
Years of sucking-strife
Cycles of negative-stress
Better times-frozen in time
Memory's kept real dear
Memory's kept real near
Time in better places-time in better spaces
Time out with a better headspace
Time being anonymous-some hotel
Memory's all collected
Memory's all protected
Memory's all remembered-when needed
Return to time out-wben neeeded