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Self as......📍📍🌹
Self as self
Self as a given
Self as a gift
Self from a god
Self as known
Self as an image
Self as that persona
Sacred to that trust
Secured to that sense
Secured to that trust
Sense of security
Sense of selfhood
Senses of reality
Or was it really?!? 💀
Who you really knew
What you thought
Self as a mirror
Self as a mirage
Self as a mistake
Self as a marker
Self is cold
Mind is colder
Society of icey souls 💀🪦
Could be someone else
Could be a lookalike
Could be a fascismile
Of someone else
Not what you think
What you see isn't always what you get
What is actual?!?
What is factual?!?
What is reality?!?
What is conceptual?!?
Standing in as real
You've been fooled by reality💀
Self as illusion
Self as real
Self as confusion
Self as identity
Self as self
Self as an illusion
Self as a copy
Self as someone else
Self on a wheel
Self on rotation
Self as life
Self as death
Self as fluid 💀📍📍
Self as a potential illusion
Self as a potential intrusion
Self as a potential saviour
Self as a potential stranger
Mask of self
Model of self
Mark of self
Masks of self-interest
Integral to society
Removed from society
Integrated into society
Integral to illusions
Integrated into realitys
Grand illusions of self
Creation of self 💀📍📍
Position you think matters
Dosnt matter tommrow
Illusions sustain us
Illusions we think real
Illusions of self could betray us
Retain us
Restrain us
Restrain us
Positions of self
Portrayed
By the portrayer
Could be a fake self 💀🌶️
Yesterday's illusion is now gone
Your energy's now defunct
Your position now on default
Your reality now going downhill
Masks of self sustain us
Till they betray us
Till they crumble away
Till removed from reality
Today it's there
Tommrow it'll be gone
Till the mask moves on 💀🌹
What you see is parts
Parts of self
Partworks of self
Patchworks
Parts of a reality
Segments
Slivers
Slices
Secrets
Sources
Silences
Sequences 💀🌹
Parts of a self
Parts of a front
Fronts of self-service
Front page of a book
Self unread
Self unknown
Self unkept
Rotating
Regulating
Re-calculsting
Returning
Rotating
Resilient 💀📍📍
Yet again
God gave you time
God gave you space
God gave you a face
RefleXes
Creations
Calculations
Continuations
Cautions
Controls
Somewhere in time 💀🌹
Somewhere in time
Somewhere in space
Somewhere in a wheel
Self has an aspect
Self has a recourse
Self is a resource
Self as a result
Somewhere in time 💀🌹
Somewhere in time
Aspect has a face
Aspect has a space
Aspect has a place
Purpose of survival
Practise of self preservation
Premise of self-mysterys
Potential for self-masterys
Practised potentials 💀📍📍
Somewhere hidden
Somewhere in time
Hidden from the haters
Hidden from the fakers
Hidden from social moulds
That destroy the sense of self
That constant erosion
That continuous revisionist
Somewhere in time 💀🌹
Situation of self-greif
Situation of greif-self
Self-seperation is death
Self-illusion is survival
Self-seperation is danger
Self non-modulated dies
Self-created reality's protect
Self-imposed by others dies
Self-without self ceases to matter
Self without fuels just dies 💀 🌹
Modulated moments control reality
Regulated movements control
Computers take over reality
Simulated reality's confuse
Simulated bases fake reality
Simulated computer based
Fabricated by computers
Can fool those not focused
Can use human mind
Cannot escape the more studied
Students of sciences
Might notice
Madness is afoot!! 💀🧞
Mirrored aspects
Models of reality
Mimics reality
With plastic people
Plastic souls
Plastic motions
Plastic motives
Plastic dolls
Simulating real time
Recorded messages 💀
No real communication
No realist realitys
Nothing in reality
Nothing of any use
Waste of time
Just empty repeats
It's just time reels
Mindless self loop
Mindless empty moments
Mindless mimicking 💀🧿
Disrespect what God made
Your self has been recycled
Where time isn't marking time
Where earth isn't earth
Where time isn't time
Computer simulated resources
Control your reality
Wasting all your time
Recorded messages
Wasting all your time
Your going nowhere
Knocking on wood
Talking to a robot
Fabricated realitys 💀🧿
Simulated reactions
Simulated reality
Looks like reality
From a distance
Full of emptyness up close
Full of fake models
Full of fake modulations
Computer synthisis
Controls your focus
Controlled from a distance
Fake modulations 💀🧞
Sound like reality
Sounds like real
Look closer
Nobody's there
No actualitys
Just a recorded message
Artificial relapse
Modulated by a loop
Constant recorded script
Same responses
Time just loops
Endless rubbish
Rehashed reality 💀🪦
Unable to deviate
Unable to care
Unable to adapt
Unable to respond
Cold computer self
Computerised self
Avatar floating in space
Pre-modulated responses
Shows its for I'll
Loves everyone blindly
Knows noone in reality
Giant friend list
No real interactives
Subdigated society
Computer mode reality
Sciences of control
Keeps you encircled
Intelligence funneled
Regulated
Controlled
Circuits
Moderated
Managed
Empty sciences
Empty controls
Empty contacts
Artificial creations
Pointless motions
Self as not genuine
Self as an avatar
Self without substance
Self as subjugated
Sciences of sentence
Socially seperated.....💀 📍📍

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Born into a world full of strangers
Born into cultures of separation
Born around enemy faces
Born with strangers outside
Born with stranger strangers inside
Nothing to reach out for
Nobody cares
Noone to know
No mirror on the outside
No sense of self on the inside
Noone to beleive in outside
All liars confusing realitys
All pathways obscured
Years full of lies
Masks & fronts
Covering up the rot inside
Masks covering over horrors
Liars working overtime
Masks of self worn by the enemy's
Enemy's of the purer self
Concepts subverted
Masks of confusion
Family of self-promotions
Masks of monsters
To kill
To control
To convince
Offspring of fake realitys
Just eXcuses
Divergent works
Stifle your self worth
Development goes off course
Couldn't work otherwise
Childhoods kept steeped in lies
Dangerous works
Dangerous walkers
Sick-making talkers
Self is left stifled
No reality except inner self
Hidden somewhere
Masks of self outside
Dictate realitys
Time is wobbly
Time is flowing
Surreal suspension
Ungrasped realitys
Uncontrolled substance
Unreliable perceptions
Masks made of self
Book covers of self
Activation of inner self
Defence mechanics
Unconcious self
Will aganist will
Will to survive
Will to protect
Identity removed
Death aganist death
Face aganist face
Circle of strangers
Circle of I'll will
Masks of fake selves
Inhibits your souls growth
Trapped into cages of self
Trapped into cages of pain
Cultures of devastation
Cultures of accusation
Cultures of seperation
Forced on eXpectations
Fueled by hates
Functions as controls
Future as divisions
Left unchallenged
Life of base-hates
Left unchanged
Left to regress backwards
Base of humane seperation
Bad base of social pyramid
Born into a wheel of life
Born into a wheel of fates
Born into a wheel of wars
Born into a life of scores
Born to bare a life of scars
Born to look at stars
You can never ever reach
Lessons that you've learned
That you'll never ever teach
Strangers from the start
Situation controlled from the start
Dictated by others
Dance of death
Decisions already made
Choices you could've had
Culled from the start
Controlled by demands
Cured of your tastes
Cornered by your house
Controlled by animal fears
Animal house
Animal instincts
Bad jungle life
Divisions already cultured
Divides already bleeding on through
Divides can't be conquered by too few
Decided by the masses
Declared wars on ministrys
Divides wars through minority's
Decades of majority's
Deadend of social lines
Declared war on faces
You'll never ever know
Dead or alive
Controlled by the lines
Controlled by the liars
Controlled divisions far away
Friends you never ever could have had
Conquest of controls
Hidden aspects not many know
Mass of faces becomes a mass
Mass of faces a blob
Mass of faces becomes a mob
Life taken out your own hands
Re-cultured
Recreated
Reshaped
Given back changed
To somebody else
Fate is challenged
Fate is changed
Facts & figures altered
Future controlled from a distance
Future can be fractured
Fake future
Fake realitys
Been manufactured
Realitys been tampered
Your perceptions been altered
Your reality you took for reality
Has been replaced
By some supremacys
Your will stifled
Your will stamped on
Your will silenced
Your self will highjacked
Your life replaced by another
Self aganist self
Will aganist will
Life aganist life
Space aganist space
Goal up aganist goals
Life you could've had
Taken from your hands
Life you could've known
Taken from your own mind
You'll never ever get that now
Someone wants to take your place
Someone else wants to steal your face......💀📍📍

💀©KNOX SCARLETTE BANE💀📍📍

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Start the day
Try the day
Try start a day
Day starts on me
Day has the control
Before i even get there
Morning starts off sour
Sour note already
Lack of control
Sick feelings 💀
It's taken over me
Self can be a stranger
Life can feel twisted
Time being tampered
Sour feelings
Can feel that it's missing
Mundane aspects
Mundane necessitys
Totality of depressions
Leads to mental blocks
Dead end start
Confidence all wrapped up
Confidence like a mummy
All shrouded
Wrapped up
And depressed
Not feeling it
Not much chances
Sour life view
Views soured off
The milk is off
Cream still holding
Till that goes too
Sweet can turn to sour
Science steals the sweet start
Enzymes turning sweet to sour
Downer feeling
Days already off
Days already marred
Days already lost
Mine of obsticals
Mystic maze of shit
Myopic sense of self
Myriads of confusion
Mornings already marked
Milk is sour
Milk is mine
Mired white clump
Milk should be mine
Mornings sweet start
Spoiled & sour
Bad white
Sour white
Don't want to know
Know everything's slipped
The white is off
The sweet is sour
Time is already off
When the sweet is off
Bitter comes on through
Missed it again
Life slipped again
Control slipped off
Some live centre straight
Some have hold of each day
Some live right
Some live time right
Some live in the light
Some centre straight
But this life
Lived off centre
Lived time out
Lived time off the line
Slipped out of line
Slipping to the corners
Falling to the sides
Like a rock fall
Scary
And slippy
Sliding out of control
Watching the rocks fall
Milk should be sweet
Start the morning off bitter
Milks gone sour
Don't need a reminder
January is slow
Slow to slower
Sad to sader
Good white bad white
Good life gone bad
Good milk gone bad
Sweet start gone sour
Warm white
Dead white
Cold white
January feels dead
Just coming up for air
Sinking in the myre
Cold murkey waters
Invisible sections of society
Sheered off the rocks of life
Just a thin rope
Holding the lifeline
Feels insecure
Will to live
Will to survive
Will to hold on
Gets slippery
Will to understand
Gets undermined
Focus slips
Like a mole
Coming to the surface
And then gone again
Lifesheild has some old holes
Life is sour
Eaten by enzymes
Sweet milk is off
Society is bitter
Start the day off sweet
Glucose for the sleepy brain
Hungry stomach
Hangry soul
Start off angry
Start off hungry
Glucose is a feeder
Hunger is a sucker
Sucks away life's juices
Faith is a feeder
Douphts bring on weaker
Empty stomach
Empty life
Empty start
Slipped offline
Slipped off time
Souless life
Sign of time ahead again
Sign of times
Being off centre
Time marches on
Leaving those not sure
Far behind
Future phobia
Fear of the unknown
Factors of control
Fracturing the nerves
Stick with what you know
Even if it's being stuck
Deep in older resentments
Ties take their toll
Triumphs of enemys
Trying new ways can be too much
Trying too much
Becomes too much
Testing the resolve
End up revolving
Trying to resolve
End up revolving
Like a spider on a thread
Draglines
Drags us down
Deadlines slipping over
Dead fears dripping over
Drip drip of potential deaths
Drip drip of dreams got left
Dire hours of circumstance
Dire moments of inner dread
Dead parts of the soul
Dead energy's got stuck
Dead enemy's go suck
Dead positions got stuck
Sour taste to life
Sour milk
Sickly life reminder
Sour shades of memory
Sad state of stuck
Dead fears spilling over
Dead old greifs left over
Aftermath of betrayals
Dead life
Deadlines
Left living over
Same old fractures
Same old structures
Same old shit
Same old strangers
Solid old barriers
Strange stolen soldiers
Strange off centre life
Strained off kilter life
Sour milk from the start
Sour relations
Sick start off
Stuck on wrong tracks......💀

💀©KNOX SCARLETTE BANE💀🌹

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Great god of waters
Great god of rivers
Great of monsters
Great God of gods
Great devourer
Great scaly one
Great scary one
Great leathery one
Churning waters
Brown for waters
Green for earth💚
Brown for earth🤎
Eye jewels yellows & greens💛
Bring your sharp eyes to bare
Bare upon our enemys
Beautiful beast
Handsome predator
Striking lurker
Tare apart our enemys
Tare down their shadow
Beastly crawler
Beastly master
Beastly builder
Beastly feaster
Lend us your strength
Great powers of the primative
Great nest builder
Green is your colour💚
Circle of green
Crawl along the muds
Crawl along the earth
Claws like a beast
Slip into your domain
Slide like silk
Into primordial waters
Crown aganist enemy's of the kingdom 💀
Eyes upon the enemy's of god
Eyes of a dragon
Eyes of a king
Eyes like jewels
Eyes on the scene
Be our dragon in waiting
Be our beast of myths & legends
Be our jewels of nature💚
Jaws of a god
Teeth of a lord
Pressures brought to bare
Strongest jaws that there is
Claws of a dinosaur
Claws of a destroyer
Claws of a creator
Nature most potent
Nature most powerful
Nature as most primative
Nature as king
Mother as queen
Waterways of the world
Great scaly beasts
Eyes along the water lines
Lured in daughters
Lured in sons
Ate the slippy ones
Ate the slower ones
Great scaly gods
Made for the job
Great strength in makings
Great handsome crawler
Beautiful eyes
Dragon eyes
Beastly strength
Hypnotic colours
Yellowy greens💛💚
Crystal clear
Dragon eyes
Scaly shield
Tough old hide
Great shield of time
Ancient man eater
You have our heart ❤️
In sympathys
In private emnitys
From human arrogance
From human ignorance
Great prescence
Bless us with persistance
Tails of the mighty
Blind devourer
Mighty in strength
Great dragon
Great hunter
Go swim in ancient rivers
Mighty in powers
Can't be destroyed
Lived through all wars
Blind to human scores
Eyes of an older beast
Great god of stalkers
Great god of waiting
Great god of lurking
Great god of devourers
Great man eater
Great scaly beast
Great lanky god
You have our sympathys❤️
You have our respect
You hold our desires
We know of your designs
We feel your all seeing eyes
Blink & everything changes
King of the waters
Queen of the nest circle
Great queen of life❤️
Tender egg carer
Great young carrier
Great god of earth
Great goddess of waters
Protect your son's & daughters
Know the people
Back in temples
Crowned in gold's
Pray protect us💚
From enemy's of the crown
From enemy's of great life
From unclean beasts
From foul hearts
And bad spirits
From bad hunters
From beast of ravage
From blind rule of savage
From bad earth crowns
Your teeth will tell the tales
Your shield is strong
Your great hide is tough
Your reign is eternal
Your crown is royal
Your nature is infernal
Your line is endless
Your backbone mighty
Your past is ancient
From the great mists of time
Ancient ones
Ruled land & skys
Great scaly beasts
Ancient creatures
Before the locusts of man
Before great deserts
Nature in abundance
Mighty dragon eyes💛💚
Mighty watchers style
Mighty swimmer twists
Swimming monster
Master of the waters
Handsome beasts
Eyes like beauty
Eyes like jewels
Eat the doupters
Eat the unclean
Beast of burden
Set us free
Dragon of day
Dragon of night
Dragon of the heart ❤️
Dinosaur of souls
Dragon of flesh eaters
Dragon of the heart
Heart dragon beast
Dragon of great waters
Keepers of great daughters
Crown of agents
Agents of nature's strength
Great father
Lend us strength
Lean against our enemy's
Lean in with your great shadow
Against enemy's of great life
Push against sorrow
That life dosn't drown us
That strength dosn't leave us
Don't be alone
Without the dragon eyes
Blink of water gods eyes.....💀

🌹💀©KNIX LILLY BANE-ALL RIGHTS RESERVED💀🤍⚰️

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Cold white sky
Dead white
Cold hard white
Dead sky's
Dead end sky's
Like a dead man's hand
Winters white sheets
Blank sheets
Blankness of winter chill
Potential for winter ills
Bones could get the chills
Winter White
Winter life
Winter wiles
Cold white rose
Godmothers rose
Bow to her reign
Loveless life
Lifeless plans
Lifeless plains
Faceless sky's
Faceless white
Faceless gods
Greatmothers white
She rides the skys
She holds your life
She holds the sythe
She holds the white rose
Gods of winter
Gods of colder life
Gods of white
Goddess all in white
Goddess down to the bones
Nothing coming
Nothing growing
Nothing knowing
Nothing going
Frozen time
Blank sheets
Blank dead cold
Skull king
King of kings
Crown of death
Faceless white
Hopeless white
White of death
Empty of life
Faceless controller
Unknown soldier
Rose of white
No moon
No sun
No growing life
No going anywhere
Still life
Life stilled
Frozen sky's
Frozen life
Skeleton hand
Breath of frost
Cold white breath
Breath of death
Going nowhere
Bone white
Bone white sky
Dead man's hand
Skeleton grip
Cold white grasp
White rose
Skull rose
The lady's sign
Peitys
Purity's
Purposes
Pains
Emptyness
Death as all spirits
No favours asked
No real progress
No real turns
Winter's cold hold
Death grip
Soldiers on
Silence
Sentence
Bone white
Daily white
Everywhite
Empty skys
Empty cup
Empty lines
Spreading lines
Hardness of winter
Harder choices
Harder being cold
Eyes turning into glass
Pyramid turning white
Winter sky's
Daylight times
Hardknock nights
Trying to survive
Holy mother death
She's rides the white skys
Nothing to wait for
No changes about to come
No more chances
Already been done
Already been drawn
Already been down
Goddess rose
Blank white
Bitter white
Dry as chalk
Chalky white
Hard lessons sky
Could be death
Death white scores
Harshness of day time
Waiting for rain
Waiting for clouds
Waiting for change
Could be snow
Could be rains
Could be frosts
White as death
White as teeth
White as snow
That never comes here
Never comes near
Cold as death
Hard winter sky's
Daytime sky's
Empty white
She rides the cold skys
Dead on white
White on white
White like the dead
Featureless
Faceless sky's
Dead of winter
Dead daytime sky's
Her white rose
No changes
Nothing
Chalky white
Sour white
Off white
Like a John doe
White face
Stuck on a slab
Awaiting final end
Daytime blank
Nothing here
Nothing there
Empty skys
Empty white trance
Everything's locked
Iced out
Iced in
Everything cold
Cold circle
Cold as ice
White rose
Icey rose
Skullrose
Nothing to look forward to
Noway to go back
Backing up everyday
Going back around
Looking out at silence
Looking out at empty
No sun
No moon
No stars
No rain
No life
No sound
Subsisting
Substitutes
Silencing
Sentencing
Underneath a sheet
Underneath a life
Underneath a lie
Worm hidden in an apple
Water hidden in a puddle
Worrys hid behind a mask
Waters frozen into icey strips
Wireless bringing messages
Mentions of deaths
Maybe we knew
Maybe we didn't
World spins too fast
Nothing worldly ever lasts
Only winter ever lasts
Deadly winter
Difficult tasks
Winter White
Pure & cold
Pure & deadly
Mask of white
Winter daytime's
Winter sky's
Winter whites
Daily fates
Daily lives
Daily fights
Fraught with frosts
Frosty fingers
Frozen lakes
Fortune factors
Future is fickle
Furtive endevours
Frozen hearts
She holds the hands
She holds the cards
She knows the wheel
Her skeleton handhold
She is the white rose
She has the white veil
Beauty in life
She is our rose
Beauty in death
Holding us in
Keeping us in grim
Righteous grin
Of the everlasting.....💀🌹

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RAINY VEILS
Keeps on raining
Raining every day
Deluge never denied
Downpours around this mind
Depressive sense of self
Drumming of constant rains
Relentless waters
Water goddess wash it through
Winter gods wash it through
Wash it clean
Overflowing cup
Cup of endless life
Waters of life & death
Water veils of the soul
Human neglects
Wash it all away
Neglected daughters
Veils of rain over some life
Private disasters
Rigours of rain
Raining every day
Wash it all away
Been weeks now
Same every day
Day every same
Only feel any life
Know I'm still alive
Not inside
Just all echoes
But outside still
Because I can hear
Because I can hear the rains
Because I feel knawing hungers
Belly empty
Baring pains
Blind shots of once living desires
Designs gods made long ago
Not fulfilled through me
Life of previous faiths
Slowly wasting away
Previous gains slipping away
Longing for clean pains
But too far away now
Battered will now
Bastard whore now
Bettered by the self
Beggared by societys
Blurred by the darkness
Darkness surrounds
Depression abounds
Seat of powers
All seen in blacks
Every day is blunted
Every day is blurred
Every day is blurring into a blob
Everyday it's raining again
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MINIMALISMS
Everyday is minimal
Minimal reality
Minimal intentions
Minimal inventions
Minimal interventions
Not fighting for life
Not going for it
Not looking for it
Not sure about anything
Was last week's rain
Recycled again
Wash away the shit
Wash away time itself
Feels eXactly the same
Sounds the same
Sheets of constant rains
Sheets of consistent pains
Daughters of slaves
Sons of a vain life
Signs of a wasted life
Heavy rains
Lighter rains
Constant tapping streams
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DRUMMING RAINS
Was last week's pain recycled again?!?
Just endless strains
So much rains
So much waters from the sky
Water gods
Clean & true
Been weeks of rain
Don't know why?!?
Cold water strains
Coming back down again
Same shit day again
Same cold night again
Same brain drain
Same unsure identity again
Slip shod reality
Battering rains
Spattering rains
Splitting off pains
Splintering strains of the soul
Sputtering words could've been said
Drumming rain covers up the words
Spurt all out from raindrops
Drumming rain covers up the world
Raingods
Racks at your face
Splashing on your place
Winds driving the rains
Driving into your face
Blowing you away
Water crawling down your face
Washing through your hair
Slapping on your feet
Slapping away your grace
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BLOOD HUNGERS
Go & face society
Go for a goal
Go for a hunger
Go for a thirst
Go for a memory
Something on a list
Something you wanted
Picture of a packet
Taste on your tongue
Memory of good tastes
Food hunter
Hunger inside your stomach
Gods will be done
Here on earth
As well as in heaven
Sisters to a better God
Denied a life by culture
Culture of dominance blind
Blind to the greed
Bad seeds on earth
Bad signs on earth
Gods will be done
Here on earth
Even with a body on earth
And a brain in hell
Will it get done
Do stuff
Don't know why?!?
Surely planned to die?!?
Sure not long left
Shot list to be done
Shots at survival
Short list to be down
Maybe try to put on a mask
Push away time
Play at being neutralist
Pretend at being okay
Play at being competant
Try going outside?!?
Quick shot of the world outside
Back inside with bags
Bag of assorted snacks
Torn apart packets
Sucked out cans
Eyes on targets
Eat for the blood sugars
Eat for the bloodline
Eat for the blood type
Eat for the brain
Eat for safety's
Easy target
If your too hungry
Then your too weak
Then your not steady
Then they'll eat you alive
Easy target
Might not survive
Might try to try
Might trial
Might of silence again
Again💀
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CIRCLE OF CHAINS
Driven out of the rat's nest
By hunger & thirst
Thirst for the pain
Hunger for the strains
Just to leave the nesting place
Darker space
Nest of place
Circle of chains
Stupid rains
Bastard rains
Blindness of nature
Masking pains
Good fresh air
Fast & furious air
For the brain
Blowing through winds
Blowing around stale circles
Blowing through stale circuits
But brains too slippy
Brains too sloppy
Brains offline
It's just the same again
It's just not sane again
Cold hard rains
Cold hard pains
Cold hard society
Cold hard reality's
Cold harsh sentences
Cold hard sciences
Looking down on here
Looking in on this
Lying all of a lifetime
Losing time
Losing the clock
Losing the clock
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CLOCK WARS
Got spikes in my bloodline
Got knowledge from a long fight
Get revenge on society
Got some skills inside here
Got wars inside of inner self
Got ways to show you some hells
Blackened animal
Bastardised
Bitter when pre-voked
Bitter from hostilitys
Black ram dosn't take the yoke
Controls on contentions
Contentions on controls
Clock hates me
Clock baits me
Clock shakes me
Clock bides me
Clock bites me
Clock calls me
But I'm not awake
But I'm not aware
Dead & dumbed down
Can't see light
Don't want society
Don't need reality
Don't need life
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SENSORY OVERLOAD
Just see in Black's
Black's all fuzzy
Senses all blurry
Sounds are too hard
No way to live
No way to die
No way to tell
Eyes all blurry
Senses all slippy
Senseibilitys slipped
Slipping off course
Sloppy from source
Sciences all wasted
Senses are just battered
Dreams are just shattered
Sharp shards of glass
Make brutalist pointers
Was somebody's daughter
Want still a master
Wanted to make plans
Wanted to hold the clock
Wanted to be sharp
But the clock hates me
Time keeps waiting
Time keeps eXpecting
Society's drills of life
Social eXpectations
Society of mechanical animals
This toy don't work
This tester fails tests
This tool won't fight
This doll is dead
Lost my battery's
Lost my fights
Lost some sanitys
But it's wasted on such as me
Lights of society
Lost to me
Time is swallowed
Time is wallowed
Swallowed up in shame
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BRUTALISED
Cornered
Controlled
By black giants
Skull holders
Society's haters
Bitter erasers
Eating time
Envys of life
Enemy's of life
Enemy's of light
Banish sound
Banish space
Fill with monsters
Evil master's full of demons
Brutalist bastards
Bash all your senses
Brutalise your gods
Batter your body
Banish your reality's
Sour your sweet apples
Into rotting fruits
Soured into mouldy core
Soul core with only ants
Sore dream got sacked
Sucked up everything
There hate on my face
Their hate in my place
But never where it's wanted
Black roses grow thorns
Never giving it up
Where it could be used
Where it could be useful
Drained up
Given up
For a better purpose
And time is lost
Souls slipped off course
But been planted
With bad seeds inside
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OVERLOADS
Don't know what night
Don't know what day
Time is eating itself
Knawing
Knawing hungers
Knawing time
Hungry time
Angry time
Sensory overload
Overloads
MaXimum capacitys
No more capacitys
Now sunken inwards
Brain collapse
Brain overloads
Dark hole sunken
In on itself
Broken soul yoked to the wheel
Bitter chain
Sunken in
Praying for colder steel
Praying for pain to still
Cold steel from hell
Friend in nothing
Friend in nowhere
Feinds of the souless whore
Jackels of the night
Try to steal the circle
Fuck them all to hells frozen mouth
Fuck them all anyway
Even if I die tonight
Fuck the wars anyway
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CANT KNOW
Can't live to fight
Can fight to live
Can't decide to die
Could try to try
Don't know why?!?
Stolen life
Sour purpose
Broken promise
Bitter purchase
Butchered romance
It's a hellhold
It's a life strangler
It's like cold hard sperm
It's like cold winter hands
Steel cool me
Ice know me
Hook hook me
Pain know me
Pain blow me
Pain is not clean anymore
Pain is not clear anymore
Death is a drumbeat at the door
Death is a knuckle
Pressing in
Twisting on eXpectant nipple
Always night
Always dark
Days are dim
The day skys are white grim
Gray White cold
Storm predicted
Dead life sold
Just hear the rain
Just hear my pain
Constant patter
Constant scatter
Patterns of water
Clean out the scenes
Living with death
Constant risks
Risk factors
Factors of risk
Figured in
Portals of hell
Risk of slaughter
Someone's daughter
Nobody's son
Nobody knows
Nobody now
Awaiting bitter fates
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BLACK SEAT
Head full of constant chatter
Just know my pain is in the rain
Just know the blames all over
Feel it in my face
Feel it in my nerves
Feel it in my aura
Spreading out tentacles
Broken light beams
Broken down senses
Memorys being drained
Soul being detained
Self being retarded
Self being slowed down
Seat of powers is black
Blurred all around
Buried senses
Burned down will
The rains will is constant
Water will
Gods of water
Never ceases
Never stops
Never wonder why
Will of nature winding on
Will of water coming down
Will of winter carrying on
With the business
Business of life
That's what I missed
Daily life missing
Weather outside
Staying outside
Staying inside
Cocoon of blackness
Seperated from society
Nothing else left
But isolation
Inside cocoon
Circle of blackness
Goddess abandoned
Goddess in waiting......💀🌹