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It's just some bad-man again
It's just some bad strains-coming in
It's just an airwave streaming-in
It's just a distraction-from somewhere
It's just a death-rap from somewhere
It's someone's death strike-going down
It's just bad vibrations-getting in
Sad directors-playing with hell
Some scenes from hell here on earth
Some dream killer here from hell
Some bad schemes
Pin-points in hell📍📍
Pictures from a soldier in hell
Personalitys who don't live well
Profiles-in the dark gutters they dwell
Blood dripping in your dreams
Going nowhere around sick hells
Killing dreams
Evil seams 📍📍
Hear snatches of evil
Pin points-located in hell's deep
Bad ear worm-can drive you insane
Bad ear worm-can make you feel ill
Bad ear worm-can make you hear things
Parts of jigsaws been broken up
Parts of story's with most of it-missing
Images of hell-but you don't know what your seeing
Not our hell life-dont want to know it
Not our hell dreams-dont want to hear it
Not our hell schemes-bad dreams to us
Not our dark hells-we don't create it
But the ghetto never changes
Dark evils dripping sin
Bad dreams-disturbing 💔
Bad man creating more hells
Bad ear scars
Bad ear worms
Bad ear dreams
Bad magicks on the airwaves
Bad sounds splitting the airwaves
Bad intentions-getting inside♥️
But the ghetto goes in phases
Keeps on getting-in
Keeps on creeping back-in
Keeps on coming back-in
Bad ear worm swimming around
Things never resolved
Things coming through in the dim
Things being heard again-best forgotten
But the ghetto has these crazes
Perpetrators pulling strings
Negative & nasty-best forgotten
Bad master I used to know
Bad mojos from the past
Bad magicks-set to last
Bad radio
Bad story's
Bad history's
Bad feelings
Bitching shit
But the ghetto eats you alive
Going around again
Its just an ear-worm
It's just an aggrevation
It's just conciousness
It's just an energy feild
It's just a mentalism
It's just a mistake
It's just a mentalists mistake🧠
It's just a mental-thing
It's not something you can explain
But the ghetto wants your life
It's just a heartless place
It's just a pointless stance
It's just a misers place
It's just a miserable take
It's just an ear-worm
It's a bad echoe
Bad ghetto lives-never changes
It's just a bad-voice
It's just a bad circuit in your head
It's just a bad voice
It's a liar-inside your head
It's just the enemy-getting in again
It's just a stupid mistake
It's just a bad turning again💀
It's just a sadness trap
It's a sickness tap
The ghetto feeds off hate
It's just a bad man-with a bad heart❤️
It's just someone taking everything
It's just a bad ear worm-evil playing
It's just an evil master-lies inside your head
It's just a sad controller-repeating again
It's just a sick ear worm-devils playing God
It's just a jealous bastard-stealing again
It's just devil worship-evils playing with fear
It's just a naked nasty-ear worm
In the ghetto-trys to seal your fate
All the lies-told from fear
When they don't even need it
When they don't even want it
When they don't even care
Just to take it away from the world
Just to hold me back
Just to stop me getting on
Just to take me back again
Just because he can ❤️
Not because he cares
Not like he ever can
Morbid jealousys-is as far as it goes
Morbid stealing-greedy to his bones
Morbid breeding-greedy as he goes
In the ghetto-lies are told like the truth
Trapped in a shit hell scheme
Trapped with guys who feed off your dream
Trapped in a nightmare-clogged up from bad dreams
With guys who look like hells
Inside they look like hollow shells
Trapped in a mindless hell
How I'll ever get out-nobody knows💀
How I'll ever get free-nobody knows
The ghetto eats away your dreams📍📍
Just because of greed
It's just a master-theif 🗝️
A bastard from the darkness
Hatreds across the black
Hell's-angel speaking lies
Bad times in a dark place
Blackened deceptions
Black book of doom
Bastard lying from depressions
Bad candles in the night
Bad hearts at a wicked hour
Bad star-inverted
Bad religion-all perverted💀
Bad conventions-all converted
Bastard evils from afar
Bad attitudes-in everything
Bastard roadblocks-with noone
Nowhere to go-when you can't see me
Nothing-when the guys rule over hell
Nothing but pain-its a one way system
Nothing but blind patience-wasted in this life
Don't wait around for the wicked man to change
In the ghetto they waste you away
Your life is all in chains 🔗
Wanted a lover-not a liar
Wanted a boyfriend-not a player
Wanted a friend-but you can't see that
Wanted a better deal-but you don't care for that
Wanted to chose but you took over everything
That's all over now
Everything's all over now
But I forget that it's over
You don't see people atall really
You just see pawns in your hands
You can never be that
You never know me ever
You just use-me whenever
That's all over now🗝️🌹
Till the next time
Till the next trial
That's all over now
Till it's now all over
Till your heart trys to turn over❤️
Can't kick start-it anymore
Gals kept as trophys-thats all that you know
Not like you care-not like your here
You just pull the strings-from afar
You just tell lies-straight into my ear
You just use everything-that you know
Where you go-nobody knows
What you are-where all evil grows
You have bad blood all over the world
Evil dripping into my ear
Curses & hate from afar
Blood far away-drip dripping
Brains far away rotting
Betray every living thing
Barstardise even the dead
Baste even your comrades in hell
Batter even your lovers down
Betray everything that crawls
Better yourself from every kind of hate
Barter death from others crippled fate
Bad star falling-cryptic fate
Bad black heart-crippling life
Battering at the walls of fate💀
Battering at the bars of hate
Lying hates campaigns
Living lies-always the same
Living lies-always in my ear
Big blackened Bible
Bad-end days beleiver
Bad times-receiver
Bad days-deceiver💀
Never was my ways
Never will be either
Never want your evil ways
Never wanted you anywayz
Was forced-on all along
The love all wasted
The hell's are all real
The vampire monster
When will it end?!?
Bad ear-worms
Bad world of hell's
Can't stand it
Horrors & hates
Always in my ear
Always when your near
Bad ear worm
Unsacred lifetime
Vicious evil-plans
It's just a vicious evil vampire
It's just a brutal cold part of empire
An evil social-retardation
Lowest standards possible
Gutter-trawling
Coachroach society crawling 💀
No standards atall
No care for anyone
No comprehension of society
Noone will ever beleive me
Sees everything that you do
Can't understand others
Can use everything
Can end up with noone
Limited-spectrums
No comprehension
No compassion
No capacitys
No reasoning
No realitys
To grab hold-off
Blind willpowers
Blind & naked greeds
Just blind naked-will
Blinded willpowers
Will-powers of evils
Blinded all evils
Blinded by all greeds
Turn everything into blind darkness
Darkness naked & raw
Death ugly & naked
Evil blind & forsaken
Ugly as all-sins
Lower-regoins
Lawless hells
Lifeless hell's
Blinded monsters
Blinded masters
Blind greeds of society
Bad seeds growing in society
Totally self-consumed
Total-animal
Total-bastard
Total lack of self-mastery
Total animal-tainted
Total tyrant-created
Total stranger-dominating
Mindless-evils
Filthy-animal
Rampant-reactor
On the loose
Dangerous vampire
Can't ever know you in this life
Don't want to know you
Always been there
Forcing on-this life
Pusher-nobody really cares
Dominating blindly
Just a lower-animal
Suffocating-influence
Secret-loser
Shit influences
Intruder-on a life
Intruder-unwelcome
Intruder-forcing on the space
Just going through the motions
Nothing means anything now
Lost meaning lifetimes ago
All the motions are empty
All the energy's are just flaunting
Because you can't be trusted
With anything-anywhere
Deeply-disqusting
Sinister-motivations
Sad & sinister
Underneath-deeply unwanted
Worn out the welcome
Long ago
Sinister invitations
Not respected-anymore
Lost the plot-long ago
Lost archives of horrors & brutalitys
No friend of ours-anymore
Nothing is sacred

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Today was a trial
Trying to try
Today was already full
From the start-off
Full-up of fluff
Where fluff shouldn't be
Where clarity's should be
Decisions just draining away
Head-case
Trial of myself
Full of trials
Trying to try
Was the 1st trial
Was the 1st challenge
It's a fight against bullshit
Uphill all the way
Bullshit from my own head
Life style draining away
Life is just wasted
Time is just melting
Things we wanted to do
Will-power just melting away
No central-point
Focus has gone astray
Brain has gone offline
Like a whiteout page
Nothing you can see👁️
Time is just trashed
Clock is just melting
Trying to get going
Trying to get anywhere
Life is not groovy
Life is not gravy
Life is not brainy
Life is just a depression
A depression on the brain
An impression of fog in the brain
Lack of substance
Trying to hold-on to reality
But it's just slipping away🧠
Trying to hold onto myself
But my self is just running away
Trying to find reason
But it's gone out to play
It's a trial-just to try
Trying-just to try
While times just lurching away
It's a trial-just to keep trying
Just to get up & running👁️
Adversitys
Adversary's
Attitudes
Shit spinning in my head
Like a bad wheel
Shit times
Shit head space
Shit realitys
Shit times-up ahead
Compromised from my cranium
Bad brain-day 🧠
It's not my happy-day
It's not a better-day
It's a cloudy-brain day
Cloudy crystal ball
Who put crap in my head?!?
So much chaos in the world
People with mental pain-everywhere
Brain more like scrambled-eggs
Than iron & steel
Brain more like cotton-wool
Than dangerous & sharp
Headspace is compromised
Beautiful cool weather
Should keep my brain-cooler
But my heart has no willpower
My heartlife is just weak
My will is not strong enough
To get-up & fight
Love for God has gone-somewhere
Lost somewhere in the haze
Just vaporised
Links not avalible
Adverse circumstance
Leeching away-your confidence
My get up & go-has gone & left
For what I need-to survive better
Just to throw the axe-out
Just to make a stand
Just to-try to try
God needs to get-in
Get into my heart
Go get to work
Get it back togerher
Gonna lose-it all for today
Because my will is split
Like a terrys-chocolate orange
Everything just goes splitting
Everything that should be-just goes spitting
Nothing hurts more-than being rejected
Being dejected-by my own complications
By my own intentions going astray
Split-apart on the inside
I just sit there like a punk!!!
Can't achieve my own goals
Cool weathers-but I've lost my cool
Cross wired to get-on
Sense of self-getting undermined
Undermining sense of self
Just being decisive from the start
Just being decesive regardless
Trying to try
Was that hard
Having arguments-with my self
But is that really myself?!?
Bastard-getting in the way
Some fraudulent f*cker?!?
Somebodys-someone
Some shit from somewhere
It's not helping-its all just spanners
Spanners-in the works of life
So fricking useless-im not gonna survive
I'm not gonna survive society
Because I can't face small challenges
Bad brain-day
All bloody day
Wobbling around-like a wobbly top
Who put crap in my head today?!?
My own self-dosnt wanna do stuff
Who needs a shit-self that's not helping?!?
Who needs a life of shame
Who needs questions when you don't get answers?!?
Just being told useless shit-by my own mind
Who needs that in a rat-race?!?
A face without a brain
A brain playing bullshit with itself
A brain that just ignores it's own face
A brain going-off circuit
A brain made to help-me to survive
A brain I depend on-for my fricking life
A brain-contesting my life 🧠
What a horrible load of hours
What a horrible setting for a day
Bad brain-day
Stupid struggles over nothing
Indecision-cuts you to ribbons
I'm not gonna survive-in society
With weak-will powers
I'm slipping-away
Denying myself a chance
A chance to try to do stuff
Better to struggle-with stuff
Only the focused-survive
But it's a fight-just to try & try🤪
To just decide anything
To just start-off
To try to go-try
To try to get free of the rubbish in my head
To struggle aganist-all odds
To be the fighter that god made
He wants me to carry on-carrying on)
He made me his fighter
Now I'm just getting stuck
Getting crosswired
From the start
From the early morning start
Days all uphill already
Bad brain-day
Nothing-useful coming through
To be the fighter that god made
He knew what he wanted when he made me
Where the hell was that person?!?
My head full of clouds
My thoughts full of fluff
My brain soft-like marshmallows
My will to go fight-life
Just draining away
Like mists in a forest
Feel kinda trapped in the woods
Trapped by my own brain
Slowley going around circles
My own mind-stewing on itself
Bad brain-day
My own will caving in-over nothing yet
Where are the signals?!?
Where are the chemicals?!?
Where is the will-power?!?
That give me a life
Not much of a chance today
Bad brain-day
Bad brain-life
Bad brain-liking-it
Bad brains-not helping
Brain life-going off course
Brain has its own ideas
Brains plans-ruin my life
Brain-malfunction
Better life-is not coming
I can't see shit
I can't think for fogs
I can't see anything but brain-fog
Fear of basic goals
Fear of the future
Fear of the outside world
Fears here there & everywhere
But so fed-up of waiting
Sick to the back-teeth of going without
Going without basic necessity's
Dreaming every day-of invisible foods
Even outcasts-have a food preference
Still have money
Still have choices
It's just getting-out
Deciding that it matters
Being decided-regardless
Doing shit-anwayz
Even with logistical-tangles
Even with snarling-from dogs of hell
Even with sourness from society
Life must get sweeter
Life must go on
Life must get a circle again
Even if its-way slower
Being knocked-off course
When your about to go into the big bad world
I know I'm my own best-friend
World all alone
When I go out
World full of strangers
Well that's too bad
Way outside-their ranges
I know I'm my own best-friend
World full of strangers
Who most likely don't care
Way outside their ranges
Way outside their realitys
Well that's too bad
Could cry wolf so easy
Could end up conflicted
Could end socialy-dejected
World like a mystic-maze
Logistical-jumble
Everything feels-hanging out
Much too-loose
Logistical-jumble
Like a bumbling-bee
Buzzing into stuff
And I just wanted bread & cheese
Find the milk-find the cheese
Simple goals-difficult choices
Difficult choices-simple goals
Short goals-seem so long
World of food-outside for a change
Foods from a supermarket shelf
For a change
For picking it up yourself
Food from a shelf
For doing it yourself
And not from a box
Brought in-from outside
Trying to find my way around
So many shelves
Forgotten-what is what
Take yourself-out somewhere
And see how far you get
Fear here there & everywhere
But I had reasons for going-outside
Outside-the compound of my mind
Outside the small-circle
All my life-i survived better
Because of my brains 🧠
My own-mind was always helping me
To do the right-stuff
To know the right things
There just in time-to save me from shit
Instincts of survival
Internal-logistics
Instincts of survival
Surviving-internal conflicts
Turning yourself-back around
Getting stuff-done
To have some memorys
Nothing has changed
Just backlogs of shit
Just shit getting in the way
Just distractions every which-way
Brain full of fogs
Brain feels like a log
No signals-no life
No will to survive
No will to fight
Just brain fog & stupid lies
My own brain-on the wrong channels
No signals-no life
Worse than useless
Bad brain-day
Nothings gonna happen without my actions
Sit in a void-empty all your life
Die from starvation
Die from dead society
Die from thoughts inside-your head
Why should i fall out the circle of life?!?
Just from lying-spirits
Just from a brain full of fogs
Mist in my eyes
I'll be damned-if I die
Be punished by shit avatars
Who think they know me
Suspect-reality
Suspect they don't know me
They don't know-shit 💀
Trials are life
Today was a trial
Struggle for life
Bad brain-day 🧠
Fight for your rights
Fight the good fight
Interupted
By avatars
Strangers in my head
Enemy's in my headspace
Today was a trial
Someone-turn on the light💡
My own mind-up aganist it
My own brains-not starting right
My own brain-miscalculating
Up aganist all living lies
Right from the early start
A chance to struggle-through
A chance to triumph-aganist all odds
Depression edged on-in
To make the choices
To control my life
To tell me downright-lies
But my mind was not my friend
My mind was not even mine today
My mind was not helping me
Mindless-mind
My brain is not my friend today
My brain-acting like a liar
Excuses & problems & blocks
My own brain-creating the barriers
Society is the barriers
My brain like steel-cutting through it
Society as the intruder
Society is the barrier
Society is the mindless-factor
Need a will made of iron
And cut from inner-steel
Born with a super-brain
But no life-to go match that fact
Got a crazy-mania brain
And a complicated life
To match all the chaos
Know everything gets compromised
Stupid bastards control everything 👁️
But you've got to carry on
Carry on-regardless
Not unaware of the facts
Not unaware of the future
Not unaware of adverse situation
Bad brain-day
Butt-out
F*ck off
Leave me alone
Wake-up sleepy head
Wake-up sleepy brain
Wake-up sleepy life
Bad-brain day 🧠
It's bad enough with society
Outside world
Uptight agendas
Constraining influence
Controlling spheres of reality
With social conditioning
Bloody bollocks
Lying miracles
And blind eXpectations
Trying to interfere-with my personal goals
Going astray
Inner-calculations
Going-off the grid
Going-off the map
Brain pins falling out
Goals being delayed
Confused & controlled
Shit prognosis
Shit day ahead
All uphill-again
Bad-brain day again......💀🧠

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Better rain-away the summer
Better wane away-the summer sun
Better wipe away-the holiday sky's
Better wash-away the seasons glamour
Better forget about seeing blue-skys
Better change-your expectations
Better realise-now your sunlife is gone
Better realise-its too late now
Been waiting for traditional summer
Been waiting on-too long
But the sun is drowned-out
But the scene is set-for whited sky's
Better-but most folks wanted the blue!!
Better for those-on spectrums
Too bad for the regular-folks
Been waiting-for the sun
Been wondering where it's gone
But the weather god-dosnt care
And the rains still come-down
Every week-for months
Weird-unexpected summer
As the rest of the world has a crisis
Scary stuff on the news
Europe heatwave-scary-ass temperatures
Chaos scenes unsuses
They can't beat the fearsome heats 🔥
Were weirdly-protected from the beat
As they push-back the terrible fires
Holiday makers-gone into eXhile 🔥
But our long-awaited summer is gone now
But the weather is weirdly determined
Better realise-the true summers been rained all away
Rain all over me-im trapped inside
Trapped inside-my goldfish bowel
Rain all over me-true hippy at heart ❤️
I'll just sit on the porch-watching the weather change
Smaller city-life
Hermits-small circles
Never could've forseen-it
Learned over years-to like it
Going back to my roots-suprise undertaking
Ending up-somewhere mostly unknown
After a lifetime-of one city
Didn't really get a choice about-it
Difficult life to choose
Different from everything I'd ever known
Big-city life now gone
Big gray-smoke was days before
Lost in a cold hearted-stew
Lost in the city-of arty stuff
Leaving everything I'd known
To end-up in a dirty city full of smoke
Escaping capital-city traps
And coming back home-west
Rain it all away-wash it all out
Rain-away the summer
Dosnt matter to me
I'm not missing-anything
Last year's heat was a horror
Lived in fear-of heatwave again💀
Living in fear-of heat sickness
Lurking-behind the scary-ass sun
Rain away the summer
Wash-out our crazy hopes
I'm living like a ghost-writer
Living like an invisible-rodent
Focus of fears from society🐀
It's a rats-life anywayz
I'd rather see-a rats ass
Who has the better values?!?
Build a bed nest & scrape a crust
Don't dangle your tail-or people show disqust
Escape the rat-race
Envys breed on social-phobias
Copy the rats life
Live mostly hidden away
Escape the dog eat dog life
It's a rats-nest life anywayz 💀🐀
Live invisible
Low on the radar
For the social-outcasts
Noone gives a lovely-rats arse!! 🤍
Better-off outside their evil-farce
Those deemed-not good enough
All these specalists-can prove it
It's just from social-origins
They can analyse your socials
Record-you have issues
It's all just psychosocial
But nobody-cares anywayz
The past-is someone else's problem
Don't see how circles-short circuit
And all of society-pays in the end
The dept cycle just spins around
Crueltys-are a culture
Neglect-is a social vulture💀
Not trapped-in a cage life
Not trapped in a vague life
Not trapped in a fear-circle
It's a dog eat dog society 💀
And their cannibals so easily
Their constant social whirl
Their the social-dogs
They drool to rise up
They live-off a choke-chain
Their guts-full of prime 🥩
Their shit stinks
They eat stake-meats
And wear diamond collars
They pull on chains
Born for the pain
Bred for the patch
Brutes on the leash
Bastards without a soul
Waiting to be unleashed
To sink in their teeth
It's a dog eat dog world
They turn cannibals-so easy
Easy come & easy go 🍖
I'm just the pack-rat 🐀
Building a nest-pile from odd-finds
Collecting instincts
Staying active inside-my brain
From unstable life time
You never know what you'll find
You'll never know what you'll need
I'll chew through anything
I'll chew through your mind
Lurking in the shadows
I'll chew through your life 🐀
If you try to-trap me
And leave you shit-droppings
Everywhere-ive got beady rats eyes
If you try to thwart-me
I'll know you-ill smell you
That you've been about
Can't flush me-out
Can smell evils-when I'm about
I'll chew you out-if you try to thwart me 💀🐀
Whisk of a tail & I'm gone
Back into the sewer-slums
Back where nobody goes
You think you know me
You don't know shit 🐀
You are treading waters
Grim-grind of povertys wheels
Rain-away our summer
Trapped in the grim old bedroom
Walls made of books
Stuck by the kitchen sink
Bloody leaking-tap
Like my leaky-mindtraps
Keep on losing my-own mind
Keep on finding-it again
Looking for peppermint tea again
Wondering why the world is blind?!?
Social-orders so unkind
Rain-away the rest of summer
My mind goes roaming
To where I'd rather be
Spirit gone roaming-away
From the small goldfish bowel 🔮
Brain swimming around & around
Rain away-the summer
Next year will be better
My mind is going flying
To where I'd rather be
Big city-lights
Other different-sights
I sit on my favourite bench
The only bench-kept out there
Smoke Chinese cigarettes
Kept inside my pocket
Leather waistcoat
Keeps my room card-blue card wallet
Keys to the kingdom
Outsider to the world
But I don't have to care now
I'm inside-of the best rooms
Outsider to the world
But they help keep me-comfy enough
Better-goldfish bowl
Bigger goldfish bowl
Better-rooms
New-suites
Got no windows-view
Can't see through them
So you gotta go outside
So I don't care
Gotta go outside-to smoke
Outsider to the world
Keys to the kingdom
Paying back-for a life been stolen 🤍
Controls-from before
I've taken them back
Restrictions-they imposed
Cold as strangers
Given myself-a choice
From money-that is life
Life is money-pay for a chance
Money is life-or have nothing
To defy the bastards
Who didn't want to pay
For their own-kind to live
Life & death their closed privilege
Life of education their silent sanction
Life of insular stations
Life of lies their primary functions
Private-enclosure
Escape the bubble-room
Go outside-to smoke
Herbs from China
Wafting away on the airs
Blessings from the gods
And I watch the world
Spinning around
Spinning through-rat race wheels
Those who held-onto to life
Those who were born inside the circle
The rat-race climbers speeding away
A noone-going nowhere slower
Nobody who gets around slower
Stop to be smelling the roses 🌻
Irritating the angry anthills of society
Not going faster just for you
In my mind-it goes there
Hawks eye-point
Outside hotel-i stayed
Best bench-viewing point
Borrowing-from the other hotel
Hotel-Inns hotspot
Communal stopping-point
Where the lost-souls sit
Till they shuffle-back off again
Dissipate back into city-hovels
City view-right Infront 🌃
Huge stores-otherside
Sit & watch
And dream
DreaM-i can see the roundabout
During the day-traffic all floating by
City lights-keeping silent watch
Cityscape-from the hotel bench
City-skyscrapers towering up-high
City nightview-alone at night
With the nightlights-suspended
Meanwhile-back by the kitchen hotplate
Meanwhile back by the kitchen counter
Tin-opener in a tangle
I'm stuck-trapped back at home
Dreaming of my favourite-city
The capital of giants 💎
South-west showcase
Giant capital-towers over
Giant second life-overwhelms
My giant-goldfish bowel
My golden-goldfish life
To a heavenly-secound life
Can't jump the bowels this year
From smaller to giant
And back around again
Can't escape-this black goldfish
Can't touch my second life 🌃
Big black fintail-fish
Big googley eyes-longing to see big city
Big city-lights
Can't touch my second life
Got years of good memory's
Months & months of escape
Evading my realitys
Escaping legalities
Evading my responsibilities
Escaping from povertys
Fleeing from my home life
Tensions-of the traps
Domestical-fears
Old buildings
Sad-old life running out of time
Wheel of time-too loose
Into hotel-life
My second-life
My secret-twilight zone
Living in nowhere land
Living like a ghost-gal
Living-as a room no
Living as a breakfast-style
Metal keys-plastic keys
Narrow stairs
Towering-stairs
Weird twilight-zone
Swallowed by a giant-fortress
My castli life-sepersted from the world
All those holidays stuck in a tent
In the middle of a cows-feild
Rain on the tent-drummi g down
Steel plate-burnt pancake
Got cheated-all along
Holidays I never had
Rooms I could never see
Places I'd never see
Making up-for lost times
Got glutted-to the core
Living-invisible
Looking-rootless
In my capital-city
Big hippy-green zone
Big hippy-life suspensed
Miss it-all the time
So much shit has flooded past
Need that brake-my touchdown
My touchstones-to calm my life
Life is not organised
Important papers lost in all the stuff
Letters & calls I can't answer
Things I started-stuck to get finished
Life going-off tracks after so long
Had a routine-now it's getting all lost
Places so regular-tyrning into memorys
No holiday-this year
No escape-from druggerys
Dreaming of my favourite city
My mind roams & goes there anyway
Favourite spaces-im looking over
Feeling of freedom
Time out from all-hells
Time out from struggles
Where I was from-before life all changed
Miss my big city life-in here I must stay
Waiting to reorder-for time to change
Try to get organised-so that I can return
Time to dream & roam away
Time for my best city life-my bubble world
Home from home
Sit in my my favourite rooms-in my mind
I sit on the beds-feel the bedding
Remember the colours of the bedding
Gold over blankets-heavy & embossed
Dark brown-fleece kept in the wardrobe
Best rooms-ive loved & lived in
Best rooms-ive stayed in
Better rooms-than mine
Haven't got correct papers
Haven't got the monies
Rainfall over me-while I sit on the porch
Reach out my hands-while the rain spatters
Never gets old
Writers-pleasure
Private-nothings
Got nowhere to go this year
No summer holiday-got problems
Rain all over me-just got stuck at home
Got nowhere to go
Rotating around
Small-circles
Rain all summer-only makes it better
Got nowhere better to go
Only the kitchen sink
Bedroom cool & grim
Only the bathroom sink
Chores & drawers
Got a baD old toliet-needs replacing
Bane of my life
Bad & sad in the bathroom
A black cooking wok
A cold steel-cooking pot
All by my lonesome
Independence takes its price
Writer's old life-gone outta style
Being comforted by the rains
Sit outside-until I have to go in
Wanna just sit in the rain & get wet
But I got my kettle calling me
Got myself poems in my head
Got breifs & bandanas for the empty sink
Got me my Amazon treasures
Mystery parcels
Life is a guessing game
Which is which?!?
What will I find?!?
What did I order-that I've gone & forgot?!?
Life is all crumbly
Like is all chaos
Life is old old & forgotten
Life needs some effort
Lifestyle-needs some assembly
Life is a rackety-construction
Rains & waters pouring it away
Rains & wetness pouring down the drains
Floods of cool waters-pouring surging
Along the way
All these months-this year has changed
This year is the one-May June July
Summer sun for a few hours
Summer yellows coming through the window
Yellow sunlight-for half a day
Then the rains come back-in again
While the world burns & crisps
Waters sloshing along the streets
Were constantly cushioned by rains & cool sky's
Were controlled constantly by sheets of rain & waters
Spitting in the mornings-early dawn
Pouring down at night
Days kinda cool& whited
Expensive holidays-going the wrong way
Coating the roads in slick wetness
As the slower cars-crawl away
Weather cannot be controlled
Rainy summer saves my soul
It's only cold white & smudgey grays
Rains whited-skys
Coming & cold
Better rain away the summer
Sweep away the summer heats
Sash-away the summer beats
No summer sun
Sit & watch the rains
Week after week
While Europe burns
And scorches
Fearful heats
Fearful burns
Fearful fires
Scary-ass heatwaves
Signs of mankind's sins
Neglect from the leaders
Now the world overheats
Sign of the times
Pay for your sins
Utopic dreams
Were not real-its not realitys.........💀