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💀⚰️. HUNGER DREAMS🔏} ❤️ KV/M/T. WIP 💀 PARTS 1/2/3 & 4/5/6

03:42 Aug 29 2022
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💀PART-1
SOCIAL THEORYS
Atmosphere
Imagination
Culture
Courses
Cognition
Creativity
Root gravitys
Dark circulation
Dark creations
Brain correlation
Is linked to memory
Darkness is linked to memory
Older survival memory bank
Come back again
Start around again
Primeordial society
Primative echoes
Permissive soul
Permenant shadows
Shadow banking
Dark endevours
Soul sculpting
Shadow building
Social lurking
Persistance of shadows
Resistance to co-morbiditys
Regressive revivals
Societys sanitising mechanics
Society's stale old circles
Society's short circuits
Society's fearfull panics
Society's half forgotten fears
Half buried
Cloaked in superstitious notions
Always to return
Of an older memory of survival
A bitter game of survival
Survival skills
Survival banks
Survival drills
Human history goes from dark to darker
From dark to starker
From weird to weirder
From bloody to murderous
To twisted
To bizzare
To redemptions
Evil empires
Odd Emporers
Back to
Downright horrors
Dinosaur brain
Culturist brain
Primative brain
Shadow mind
Shadow arts
Elastic shadows
Ghostly souls
Elastic ghosts
Soul vapours escaping
Elastic souls spreading
Shadow clouds
Shaped by the makers mind
Shaped by the God drives
Marked by the makers style
Artistic kind
Artistical
Satirical
Sarcastical
Practical
Social
Races
Race of survivors
Survalist brain
Shadows of the past
Shadows of the future
Bedrock of human realitys
Keys to all nightmares
Keys to all behaviours
Keys to all dreams
Vampirism is linked to memory
Root memory's
Hunger dreams
Keys to conciousness
Cups of potions
Make you unconscious
Floating souls
Deeper mind stain
Shade memory bank
The darkest roots
The redest roots of humans
Bloody offshots
Bloody life rites
Bloody life shoots
Bloody roots
Building
Beautifull roses of bitter faith 🌹🌹🌹
Blinding roots
Binding roots
Red in tooth & heart
Red in crown & claw
Souls you cannot shake
Characters you cannot forget
Injury's not healed up yet
Shit you cannot shake
Evils make you quake
Survival of the godbanks
Survival of some older tribes
Survival of the bloodlines
Some older kind
Dynamics of another life
Oldest memorys
A darker past
A deeper reality
A driven survival
A deeper connection with Deitys
Social theory's
Of a darker type of study
A stronger grip on survival
A stronger hand on the wheel
Strange gods at the turning wheel
Older Gods
Society's lying to the last
Made useless religions
Lying religious theory's
Keeping many blinded
Righteous
Right off track
Rigourous rejection
Of root theologys
Right off dignitys
Scarring of minoritys
Fearfull religious theologys
Trying to the last
Struggles with their past
Dying to the last
Surprising sciences
Surprising what the mind can do
Surprising super impose
Surprising abilitys
Surprising talents
Constant suprises
Vampire brain
God's super machine
Darker gods superior dreams
Vampire soul
Source of new society
Sucking on refundant society
Scorned from future realitys
Reshaping the arts
Freaking mad neurobiologys
Neuro dynamic nightmares
Creative shadow soul
Shadow driver
Deep dream diver
Survivalist hyper drive
Artistic shadow souls
Survive beyond all
Animal shadow souls
Survive
Revive
Repeat
Always
Makes the walkers super mean
Makes the walkers super queer
Makes the walkers super keen
You wouldn't ever know it
Better ways don't show it
Bitter days gonna grow it
Arty fuckery
Helps to conceal it
Stretchy soul nightmares
eXtension of the character
Soul reshaped by habits
Creative soul shaper
Covenant with unknown gods
Creatures of the keeper
Subconscious brain
Concious will
Some kinda arts
Twisted for the thrill
Shadow surfer
Shadow twister
Soul shaper
Soul stretcher
Soul worker
Strange habits creature
Artistic creature
Animalistic avatars
Artistical creator
God's super self as man
God's super man
Sculptures of the soul
Darker shapers
Shadow souls
As calculated acts of self
As creations of super self🤍

💀PART-2
THE MIND HOOK
Brain hook
Got caught
By my own brain
Caught by my own mind
Caught by my own eyemind
Mind's eye
Hungry eyes
Supermind
Eye of the mind
Heart of the storm
My own fish hook
Determined cycles
Self induced vitals
Get some kick from the bitter angles
Get some knock downs from the sagas struggles
Memorys cycling
Mind cycling
Mind bending
Soul brewing
Knawing on that hard-ass bone
Chewing through mysterys
Knawing through what rankles
Intellectual fervours
Intellectual aggressions
Rooted-in desires
Unwanted desires
Chained up to cycles
Claws of the Empire
Plug-ins
Residual nightmares
Enemy's against the wheel
Hunger dreams
Bleeding on the seams
Bloody from living-on nightmares
Bleeding on the themes
Grinding on problems
Marrowbone sucker
My God's got some will
Like a rat on a dead man's hand
Determined
Got not so much fear
Eyes of a rodent
Super smart
Didn't need to fear men mostly
Just stays out the way
Just gets bits of dead men sometimes
Just dead meat
Driven by hungers
Got strong teeth
Gonna make short work of a big hand deal
Gonna chew down to the bone
Eventually
Day by day
Going on a knaw down
In this shit life
Or some other
💀 WAR OF WORDS
Born stubborn
Can't just forget it
Can't just leave it
Wish I could
Needs human calculator
Rob myself of respect
Strong strain of intelligence
Bloody minded
Hard headed
Natural skeptic
Without proof
It's nothing certain
Not a fold down
Not an easy target
Born hard to convince
Gonna make you suck on it
If you get up on it
Nothing to you
You don't have to care
Not born marked out
Genetic freak in me
Intellectual manias
Super freak in me
Genetical anomalys
Everything to me
Very desirable
Very animating
Very admirable
Helps with survival
Put that in your pencil
Stick that in your cap
Put a dick on your statue
Father figures had it
Father gods showed it
Brutalists just want to destroy it
Core of my Gods
Going to war with mentalitys
Mentalist
Intellectual aggrevator
Accuracys
Approvals
Ain't gonna let it die
Going to get a grind on it
Gonna light a fire on it
Thorn in your flesh
Gonna make a style of it
Core of the skeptic
Waiting in the wings
Rats knawing through wood bricks & steel
Smarter rodents in on the deal
Tear down your house in time
Beleive in collecting up proof
Before I serve it up morbid
Better served up colder
Hidden aspects of earth
Stubborn character traits
A clever kind of character
Secret diabolisms
Social critic
Intellectuals
First ones to get taken out & shot
Know about that
Regimes don't favour
Such as us
Ain't one to knock it
Some get hard from it
Other ones got it
Made into targets
Ones who made me
Yeah they gave me it
Never let me use it
Had to preserve it
Stuck on that
Aggregating capacitys
They tried to supress on mine
Now go hate it
Forefathers
Genetic traits
Could hang or heal me
Fight for life
Fighter for life
Words play
Out all around me
Words surround me
Words help me to fight
💀
ROUND THE BEND
Fighting for life
Mind over matter
Swordplays
Wordplays
By concious self
By unconcious self
Morbid curiositys
Morbid-ositys
Thinking of him again
Having to return
Unresolved realitys
Key to the issues
Twisted up sagas
Key to the keys
Startling cycle of history's
Brutaly painfull storys
Storys of the vampire
The one who went before me
Interactions
Enemy actions
Enemy's strategys
Never at an end
Never relaX again
Now wary to the bitter end
Fears just round the bend
Fears becoming fertile
Fears becoming fruitfull
Fears as foundations
Only future as new fears
Frightfull turns
Aware of new realitys
Wary
Worried
Survival
Retrieval
Deeper memories
Revival
More aware of enemys
Made more wary
Made more wiry
Made more wordy
Made more worldly
Made more obcessive
No longer sleeping much
Seen it all before
History repeating itself
Snake just eating its own tail
Now this soldiers
Getting targeted
Now the neXt generations
Getting ground on it
Emporers world of hell
Not a fan of it
Other side likes it
Other propoganda
Going to rework it
And then return it
Weapons of a war
Some of it comes from words
Enemy
Enemy of my enemys
Just around the bend
Struggling to adapt
Struggling to sustain
Self beleif
Systems under strain
Older vampires
Other systems
Other ways
Having an impact
💀
RECALCULATE
Reality
Super realitys
Got me beat
Everything
About being beat
About being fucked around
About being beaten right down
Lifetime mind fuckery
Shit mind machinerys
And rising back up
Dark mind recoil
Regroup
Retrial
Revive
Repeat
Restyle
Snakes & ladders of a living nightmare
Everything about a mind fucker
Everything about an enemy faction
Enemy race
Haters of my type of face
Other side of the fence
Vessel of curiositys
Shockingly sworded
Never been drained
Well of weirdness
Not yet drained
Fascination still sustained
Shockingly vivid
Shockingly evil
Shockingly livid
Weirdly enabled
Strangely sustained
Need to be re-labled
Need to be re-eXamined
A better calculation
Of a colder enemy
Ruthless situations
Ruthless societys
Restless mind
Self ruminations
Darker bruises
All over the self
Heart bruises purple green black
Darker strain all over the shadow
Darker bruises all over the brain
Shadows under the eyes
Pale face going colder
Evil master trys to control my brain
Just memorys from the strains before
Try to triumph over the strains
Re-train the lazy brain
Rewire social knowledge
Replace dead heart
Start on again
Much older enemy
Much older flame
Male rivals
What the hell
Deathrippers
Using heads like footballs
Older godheads
Richochets like a bullet
Drowned out in chains
So many complications
Need to reframe
💀
SHAPERS
Dark streams
Dark seams
Dark swirls
Dark shapes
Before me
Start shaping up
Imaginings
Slowly shaping up
Super brain starts waking up
Super eye starts up
Greedy eye gets going up
Night brain starts working up
Scenes
Dreams
Horror dreams
Horror schemes
Horror seams
Dark daydreams
When awake
From somewhere
Anywhere & everywhere
Intrusive pop ups
Damned visions
And suprises
Middle of routine shocks
Crystal ball type eye
Hunger dreams
Interrupts the daily grind
Hunger games
Aggregation to daily lifestyle
Night style in the daytime
Shocking visions
Horrible images
Horror story images
Shocking distortions
Cognition super benders
Perception suprises
Creative overload
Creative delays
Creative overlay
Dark river
Dark houses
Dark matriX
💀
DEATH CURVE
Sudden horror road bends
Sudden mind benders
Sudden visions
Death curve
Sudden mind bend
Someone else's hell
Someone else's life
Lifestyle imagines
Stranger mind twists
A strangers mind
Death curve
Sudden
Stranger life
Deeply driven
Deeply riven
Deeply riveted
Some other soul
Out there
Hammers & nails
Darkworks
FiXated
On revenge
A whole life of vengeance
Totall hatred of society
Totall hated of religion
Totall hatred of reality
Cult of creations
Close to horror overshow
Reality overspill
Never know what's gonna show
Brain stretching to elastics
Brain stretching to new limits
Brain stretching to bombastics
Soul twisters
Soul winders
Soul loopers
Soul coilers
Soul twirlers
💀
SPIT ROAST
Which way to turn
Which way to capture him
Which character gets the head hunt
Which character bares the brunt
Which feature gets the pump
Which way to turn him
Which way to write him
Which way to yearn him
Which way to scorn him
Which way to showcase him
Showcase of arts
Sideshow on culture
Human type of vultures
Main portion of human disasters
Side serving of the bizzare
Heaped spoonfuls of death
Wanna taste the style
Wanna take the test?!?
Wanna walk the endless mile
Which way to dream him
Which way to drain him
Which way to know him
Which way to hang him
Which way to peel him
Which way to sink in
Which way to slip in
Which angle to dig in
Which aspect to learn from
Which candle to burn down
Which circus to burn from
💀
COMPREHENSION
Triggered by leanings inside him
God comes between us
Angels serving with understanding
Triggered by learnings inside my stems
Master keys to realitys
Myriad ways to rethink him
Fascination with morbid lifestyles
Fantasys of possible realitys
Morbid characters
Head hunting on the styles
Head hunting
Inner characters
Obcessive on the details
Morbid on character
Canny with characters profiles
Breath life into some dead
People are like onions
Turnings on perceptions
Turning on spinning wheels
Like old norns
Wheel of emotions
Tactical mis-calculations
Tortured revelations
Trials & tribulations
Learning from my deadly mistakes
Learning from your past mistakes
Learning from my stupid mistakes
Word taps
Word ways
Working on walk ways
Threads leading us onwards
Stop my brain from rattling around
Stop my lust from dying at the roots
Stop my teeth from being ground down
Learning more pathways
Paying back to God
Clawing back to god
Praying back to God
Coming back to God
From some longer paths
The hidden aspects
Time for a payback
Family's been too slack
Avatars need the sack
Depts in my lifetime
Keeping me awake at night
Keeping me concerned in the daytime
LEANINGS💀
Bad memorys
Call to alert
Call to relearn
God starting to hurt
For my mistakes
For my leanings
For my Sins
For the lifetime I blotted with ink stains
For the lifespan greived away
Always learning from him
Always staying back from him
Always leaning towards him
Always leaning back from him
Left wandering always
Left aggregated always
Left fascinated always
Disqusted
Thrilled
Enthralled
And absorbed
Master enemy
Enemy master
Worst kind of father figure
Father of all hells
Having influence
Heavy influence
Like big truck
Can't even lift it
Spheres of dominance
In this life
So enthralling
So sickening
So disturbing
Endless fascination
Endless absorbtion
Endless dynamics
Endless studys
Endlessly deadly
Lifetime study
Lively student
Long-term studys

💀 PART-3
STUDENT
Master of Souls
Master vampire
Master of many hells
Servant of evil circles
Too many ways to hell on earth
He's gained some keys
But he's keeping all the locks
Could write some books
Working it for so long
Hellbound
Stubborn worker
Marrow worker
Diehard creator
Diehard caretaker
Won't be found slacking
Barely can perceive it
Struggle to conceive it
Notions of reality
Hard to relive it
Mind wants to close it
Soul struggles with conflicts
Scary ass shit
Don't want to know it
But coming around to it
Respect for souls knowledge
Heavy side of relations
Relations of life enemy's
Strangers to the senses
Mighty amount of books
Sagas of sinister
Hidden inside a character
Hell world's
Diehard solider
Without remorse
Born to burn it
Can hardly even touch it
Life not long enough to know it
Time has deeper roots
Faith has bloody shades
Begining to show it
Power of death
Coming to know it
Like the rodent of the world tree
Underneath
Keeping on knawing through
Growing gray trying to hone it
Growing paler
Trying to collect it
Turning to correct it
Memory is a blinder
Deep instincts
Dark instincts
Deep & deadly
Deep & pervasive
Dominant
Heavy
Saturated
Learn every day
Studys
Drip by drip
Death by death
Drop by drop
Blood from blood
Learn every night
Dastardly dynamics
Deadly reigns
Bastardly empires
Emporers of hells domains
Employers of soldiers
Made from the lifetimes
Served from the bloodlines
Plenty of soldiers
Kept on the frontlines
💀
BAD DICK
Hatred cannot road block me
Hate fires haven't killed me yet
Unruly mobs
Sickened souls
Bad corners
Bad lifers
Bad dicks
Light the diablous flames
Dissaprove highly
Envy me morbidly
Mock me horribly
Hate me massively
Really bad father figure
Backwards role model
Father from hell figure
Don't do as I do
Down to hell with you
Down on you Emporer
Who hates on gals so much
Who keeps track on that
Who lives like that
Stereotype morbid dick
Lust with obscenitys
Get hauled into the next reality
Aspects of society
Backtrack to reality
Hold me up to hell
Hate figure
Mirror from the other side
Just born to conform
Try to haul me onto contracts
And all highways
Fuck up all on that
Long to destroy me
War of the world's
Way of the warlords
Wordsmith hyperload
War of words
Hugging my soul
Poetrys hung in streams
Dreams run along tracks
Flow in streams
Burn in daydreams
Morbid injections of fantasy
Fantastic multiplicitys
Morbid daydreams
Slipstreams
Poetic realitys
Courses of conception
Hookload of perceptions
Get hooked into the next ream
Get looped into the next realm
💀
SHOP SOILED
Streamload of distortions
Slipstream of realitys
Wide awake nightmares
Storm of story's
Storm of calculations
Storm of frustrations
When friendship evaporates
And root lust is poisoned
When communication goes haywire
When cooperation gets thrown off
When humans become a burden
When a spoiled brat becomes a toy mouth
When obscene is just talking
When I ask for some sense
And just nasty shit comes out
Some kind of immature soul
When a moth burns on a flame
The writer
The fighter
The detective
Takes over the story's
True life thrillers
Keeper dusts off the files
💀
CIRCLE OF PINS
Now reality is in eXhile
Now comprehension wavers
Now context is a nightmare
Now conciouness slips
Prioritys change
Emotives slip
Take a step back
Can't touch anymore
To prove that your real
Can't see you any more
To know that's it's real
Can't smell you anymore
To know that's it you
Not somebody else
Your not laughing anymore
You've turned to stone
Take a step back
I'm not laughing anymore
Just feel sick
Stepping stones
Weaken bones
Stopping points
Moments slipped away
Memorys cannot stay
Friendship slipped away
Left the room
Take a step back
Soldiers a stranger
Enemy's a returner
Business takes the crown
Other lives taken over
Other styles make it colder
Can't control the scenes anymore
Back to the start
Circle of bad starts
Which is the end
You've slipped off tracks
Darkness swallowed up
Come back to me
Convert
Revert
Back to sane communications
The middle place
Won't return
Won't come back
Won't turn around
Points been made
Blades been stuck in
Dead hands been layed out
Points been pulled
Angles been turned
Games been pulled
Take a step back
This time is done
This hurt is begun
This game of 100 pins
This game is gonna burn
This pains gonna sting
This flames
This pains turning
Gonna burn on some
This sick string of fingers
Necklace fill of pointers
Is all strung up now
💀
MURDER BOARD
But I'm still hung up on you
But I'm still stuck with a spade
But I'm still digesting newer reality's
But I'm still tasting bitter pills
But I'm still fearing for my sanitys
But I'm still digging up aspects
Still wrestling conflicts
Lot to absorb it
Of no concern outside it
Old news to the wide world
Changes in our world
Jigsaw peices ain't quite fitting
Some old bits
Some crazy bits yet
Some new bits
The sagas are bubbling
The sagas are burnt into memory
The sagas are fat ass files
Evil isn't just in fiction anymore
Can't turn back the clock
Can't take back dramas
Facts & fictions
Innocence & illusions
Realitys at war with sanitys
Brain kept pickled
Crown belongs to the older ways
Not just to my seat
Positions kept frozen in
Not kept glued to the illusions
That others prefer to maintain
Wall of propogations
Sea of promotions
Tower of propogandas
Different Emporers
Differing powers
Different agendas
Conflicting interests
Managing new information(s)
Muscle of the underworld
Myths & legends
Monsters walk our streets
Masters tap the beat
Messages come in many guises
Realitys
Hooks back in
To what's been left out
Sometimes come painfully
Slowly to life
Slowly memory's work back to the surface
Like a swimmer coming back up for air
Your mystical aura
Your constant sinister strains
Your well of hidden horrors
Your portrait of purchase
Sure gotten me hooked
Your long gone sagas
Strange situations
Gonna write you up
Gonna capture your character
Gonna spit roast your bastard soul
Turning on all angles
Looking around all corners
Like a book
Partworks on passions
Artworks on agony's
Partworks from conflicts
Aspects of emnitys
Never ending reels
Detective jigsaws
Murder board of motives
Angles on suspicous arts
Aspects of betrayals
Angers on intrusions
Morbid files of influence
Building blocks of sanitys
Foundations to fears
Facts from fantasy's
World of mirrors
World of mystic mists
World of mind bending
Slowly working out what makes sense
Gods gotta hurt me some
Hurt me lots more
Before the end
Knowledge in reds
Hidden in blacks
Jewels of red in crown
Burn to our God
Not just in blind faith
Questions
Calling out God
God recalculate in me
Kinda among the curious souls
Bold as red
White as a ghost
Black hearted as death
I'm clawing my way back
Been backtrackin slowly
Like dragging a dead guy along
Dead weight of doomed sagas
Can only go slowley
Don't mind some pain
To get shit said
Don't mind some pain
To see what's been done
Don't work without pain
History hurts
The truth kills
The story's thrills
That's some kinda adventure
Books hurtling off the shelves
History getting angry at itself
Story's shaking on the shelves
Liars all sucking out on worms
Dead heads playing with themselves
Jar of eyes left pickled on the shelf
Hooks full of fingers
Left hanging on the shelves
Pick a dried finger off a hook
And point to a book
History recorded
Take a brave look
Darker mysterys
💀
DEATH HOOKS
Mind hook put on blinders
Mind hooks put onto bleeders
Mind hooks stuck on binders
Boy does it look gleaming
And super smooth
That beautifull weapon
Metalic doom
Shiny steel of death
Potential
Barberous
Intentions
Fish hooks
Barbed so it catches
Sharp so it latches on
Like your magicks
Generous
Generic
Ghastly
Gravid
Stubborn
Horrendous
From age to age
From stage to stage
Deadly hooks
Lust hooks
Death defiant
Lust hooks
Bloody violent
Lust hooks
Almost struck me dumb
Gone right through my tongue
When lust has no more place
But lust refuses to just die
When the root is crossed
And the roots are so long
Guess it's meant to go turn
Guess it's meant to go twist
Axe of tradition
Fight for redemption
Last house of resistance
Last books still leading
Enemy's persistance
Bleeding off the sidelines
Tripping off the timelines
Lust hooks bleeding off the dreams
💀
A BLACK EYE
Seeking for an eye
An eye for an eye
Eyeline trying to triumph
Black to black
Going to stomp on you
Circles of rejection
Female arts as the target
Looking to get a rip on you
Righteous folks better go run
Vampire wars
Ancient frameworks
Older shit
This is gonna hurt
An eye for a soul
A soul for an eye
Displaced
Replaced
A life for a life
A fight for a fight
A sick covenant
A cowardly convergance
A sick time
A sick stage
Blinding fear as a framework
Trying to snap the stitches
Trying to force the circled
Trying to leech off the seams
Trying to beat down your dreams
Trying to bash on the bitches
Leave it all out
Everything you do
Comes back around
💀
SUCKER TRAPS
Hunger dreams
Bitter seams
Stranger history's
Weirder victorys
Hidden aspects
Harder wiring
Older secrets
Making me morbid
Marking me down
Marketing me on hungers
Playing me on angers
Playing me on angles
Pushing in on me
As a convieniant sucker
As another stranger
As another threat to domain
Status is a relative value
Memory is convience
In a world of ego traps
Game of frames
Bait your sucker-traps
Like some horrible mouse trap
Fat black cat
Greedy brat
Sick on that
Bad arts
Go push off
Go fuck that
As a push/pull sap
Missplaced lover
Trap-tunnel-spider
Going to find just the bits left after
Cause he's been sneaking out at night
To grab on a bite
Caught as some other
Stuck in scenes from a nightmare
Couldn't see the highway
From the sidewalk
We all have to fuck on up
To see the lights
💀
GODSLAVER
Got stars in my wavelengths
Got all high
Got all ready
Got him all wrong
Got a book full of downers
Godforsaken
Got marked down
Got stars in my eyes
The red star
The lawfull hell
He's got Satan's marks
Likes the human slavery race
I like the Godrace
Dosnt feel the same way
Can't see the sane way
Really likes the snare ways
Fair is the new f-word
Just wanted the stairways
Dosnt want to share
Just wants his share
Of some kill
Hunters of the animal ways
Dosnt seek Dark delights
Can't feel
Without hurting
Someone else
Godbraker
Godtaker
Seeks a slave
Seeks a servant
Seeks a submissive
Being more realistic
A tagged gal
Human suckers
But couldn't even name it
Maybe if he named it
It could've got done
But not brave enough
Can't even name it
You don't deserve it
Covertly trying to frame it
Hands up
Or just fuck off
Spill some beans
Or just walk away
No more stages left
Well has gone dried up
Without honesty
Nothing means shit
Didn't want it when he can get it
Not honest enough to know it
Going to despise it
Whatever your showing him
Never gonna be good enough
Don't like honest
Don't know that way
Don't even know it
Likes the deceptives
Like he's even able
To know honesty from a shit pit
Now he's gonna miss it all
Someone else will get it all
Then he'll be a loser
Already was a loser
Should be on my hooks
One day your gonna taste it
Pain so bad
Red so bright & lovely
Be on ice with me
Pain is gonna sing then
But he's not that educated
Not that dedicated
Not looking to just share
Genetical supremacy
Made to turn you over
God's got nothing to spare
Godslaver
Godshaper
Godtaker
Taking all access
Access all areas
All arenas of hell
Hyenas on the bell
He'll try to remake you
He's there to take you over
But I'm gods already
Hunger dreams
Hunger seams
Have a long history
Been there before
Web of weird
Made wired some way
Still with divine
I'm good as he made me
You can't brake me
I'm like elastic
I just snap back on yah
Cause my mind's in a circle
Cause there are other hellish ways
The morbid made Divine
This is Gods circle
Spirit braker
Punishments
Tortures
All contempts
No consents
Sick joker
Sick lust
Sinister rush
Sick circle
Sick fun
Go trip on a bitch
Go bait on a sucker trap
Bad trip
Fat black cat
Got more cream
Fuck up on that
One day you'll trip in a ditch
Got a spade
Could dig you out
Or dig you in
Hyena hellhound
Not gods helper
Your leader
Has got Hunters
Linked to the Golden crown
Nature don't be liking on evil
Queen of the jungle
Got good night vision
Got good provenance
Laughing hyenas
Leader of the pack
Dead on its back
Dead by the morning
Lying to your face
Lip service
If your lucky
Trying to turn you over
Trying to trap on a bitch

💀PART-4
TROPHY HUNTERS
Trophy hunter
Born to hunt you
Dosnt want you
Does want them belt notches
Just wants sick fun
Just wants to get you
See if you can
That's a can full of worms
Working through the liar
Then
Turns back on you
Born to hate on you
Trophy hunter
Turns to hate on you
Looks like a lover
Acts like an-other
Feels like a hate crime
Dead heads on the wall
Dead girlfriends can't walk
Devil worship trophys
Tripped enemy's cannot talk
Sick ego junkies
Big ego boosters
Your character
Given out
Linked to a fiX
Making out it's much more
Lying through the floor
Some dumb bitch
Has been a believer
Now your just licking on floorboards
Jar full of pickled tongues
Cans full of eyes hidden up high
Tyre tracks on the roadways
Pin drops on the runways
Blood drops from the pin pricks
Notches on the belt
💀
BLACK BOOKS
One God betrays them all
One God portrays us all
One God to market us all
One lying old fiX
Black bible basher
Black looks
Black books
Stupid lying hate
God hates us all
Godhater
Baddater
Tripledater
Hates gals
Hates dolls
Hates on females
Anything feminine
Anything smarter
Smaller
Beauty
Faster
Born to just hate you
Bad father
Bad preacher
Bad cloth
Everything through the liar
💀
BLACK LOOKS
Leave the other sex alone
Disapproves of everything
Dosnt like others
Doing what he does
Down on everything
Dissaproves of lifestyle
Just history repeating itself
Another guy
Same hypocrite
Another life
Didn't like others enjoying music
Didn't like others enjoying life
Spreads on Misery's
Like butter on toast
Expects to get paid
Just for doing life
Dosn't like passion
Dosn't like life
Expects others to emulate him
Hates independence
Getting depressed
Seen it all before
Another life
Some other guy
Dominant
Dominate to subdigate
Dominate to own you
Dominate with intent
To destroy
Dosnt even know you
Just like you
Been through hell
Done my time
💀
BAD HOOKS
Laughing from a nightmare
Stuck with a stranger man
Thought you were a stronger man
Got you mixed up
Just another tough guy
Got yourself a dead eye
Fuck on that shit
More fat cats
Black fat cat
Get off my circle side
That's not a lover
That's living off a lie
That's not honest sex
That's selling off a lie
Looking like a stud
Gonna sell you out
But trust busts
Bad seed
Bad spells
Sick potions
💀
BAD SELLING
That guys
Selling on a lie
Selling on an image
Trading on a mirage
No goods for sale
No hot times
No cool lover
Loves to hate on you
Loves to bait on you
Just evil web of lies
Wanna trade in hell
Chess player
All hot pockers
All bad jokers
All sick jesters
Just to test yah
Never worth shit
Don't think you should
That's guys just a leech
Soul reaper
Soul missleader
Seam ripper
Bad feeder
Bad salesman
Bad tradesman
Can't be a lover
Can't be trusted
Can't like anyone
Got another life elsewhere
Gain trust on the outside
Use it all against you
Fuel hate on the inside
Use what you got
Gals all mind bended
Gals be hoping
Trust bender
Trust buster
Trust burner
Waits till you get Qs
Then off in the night
Never to return
💀
HOT TAP/COLD TAP
Nasty messages
Saying all bad stuff
Threats on me
Hurting on me
Hating on me
What the hell
Love one day
NeXt follow up is hate
Just ain't right
Bad faker
HeaRt braker
Harvest of hate
Hate crimes
On everyone
Wolf in sheep's clothing
Handsome devil
Handsome suitor
Leaves you with a tale to tell
More like a grave digger
Than a real life suitor
Than a genuine partner
Than an actual boyfriend
Not friend to any man
Mankind's oldest deceiver
Circle of traitors
Crown of the liar
Born not made
Born into bad acts
Born handsome to this life
Tall
Dark
Handsome
Pale
Gruesome
Grave
Gravid
Sensual
Long time supporter
Life long supporter
Looks like a brother
Long black hair
Plush sweet
Black as velvet
Dark as night
Makes you want to bite
Looks all cool
Handsome suitor
Think it's in a frame
Hunger dreams
Are the fuel
Funnel of the loins
Funeral of your righteous dreams
Desires be damned
Makes you want to drool
Twisting on your stool
Romance on your mind
Mind on a roll
Reality on a loop
Pantys in a twist
Thinking him so hot
Thinking everything be cool
But he's going dead on cold
Going cold on you
Like the dead
Going to turn you over
All books have good covers
But at night even the hottest deserts
go onto freezing cold
💀
SNAP TRAP
But the coins about to roll
Games about to go cold
Hearts going over to ice
Spirit lamps really burning on up
Lustfull eye
Working on up
The heads about to roll
Ice cold hand
Plans all in hand
Eye stalks rolling on the floor
About to get squelched
Your pawns about to turn
Your pantys getting torn
Your pictures about to change
Fat worm inside this apple
Nightmare dreams
Revolving doors about to push
Trip up in this life
Get pushed
To trip up
Get pushed
To tap the beat
Get pushed
To mark his circle
Get pushed to dance the lying trance
Get pushed around afrerwards
Get paid to forget the time you spent

💀 PART-5
RESISTANCE
Fuck his deadborn hype
Fuck his deadborn life
Fuck his deadborn circles
Fuck his deadwhored soul
His bastard agendas
His bad wired revenges
His coffin of worms
Satanical propogandas
Depressive sentence
Sick depression
Self-defeat
Sworded darknes
Self serving eXcuses
Soured revenge plots
Blacker bibles
Evil assed preist
Bad influences
Used as eXcuses
Found out house of bad cards
Everything the hard way
Everything from a bedrock of lies
Emnitys were being kept concealed
Enemy's for life
Ended in confusions
Ended in nasty directions
Deception sufferings & death
Darkness deception & disease
Denial & misuse
Power struggles in darkness
Psyched under duress
Psyche under stress
Veil is lifted
Underneath
Sickened love cynic
Hates all on Venus
Hates all on gals
Hardened hell hound
Blind sucking death
Beneath the pale mask
Under the bad moon light
Cold wall of rejections
Vicious stream of accusations
Underneath the handsome mask
Cowardly sickness
Cold vengeance
Cold walls of death
Closing in on fake romance
Don't even know you
Dared to dream
Didn't need this
Death fighting off death
Cold mask of death
Black mask of madness
Red mask of bad bloods
Handsome suitor
Sudden stranger
Seemed genuine
At first
At a distance
All pretences
Vicious traitor
Hate line maker
Fake romance
Was nasty ass shit
Never wanted this shit
Really wanted romance
Blinded by lust
Sick sucker trap
Saw what I wanted to see
Just wasn't checking
Calculating out too fast
Put it in my face
Promises of lust
Like it's there for me
Lying to my face
Like your there for me
But your lying through your teeth
Switching over
Twisting on tricks
It's been weaponised
Your kiss is poisoned
Your heart is blackened
Full of burnt cinders
All crispy
That's just your pitch
Using your charms
About to get pulled
That's your key
Using your tool as a push on
Looks used as a push in
Situation used as a piss take
Contrive to control
Contempt as a key
Control is empty passes
No true desire left in you
Lusting for revenge
Never filled
Using up pawns
Crueltys like a waterfall
Corrupted by deeper hatreds
Conspire to a life of cons
Controlled by baser emotives
Lying all your life
What's the truth anymore?!?
You aint getting your shirt off
Push it in the grill
Flirt it in your face
But it ain't for sale
In reality stakes too high
Nobody's able to pay for it
Nobodys getting it
Noones getting any
Noones had anything for years
Noone like me hitting that
Noone else living or dead gets some either
Weird kind of impotence
Only revenge can get you hard
No human desire anymore
Designs on humans
Driven by superioritys
Everything corrupted
Just mind games
Just sick circus
Just sick circle of evil kicks
Just dangerous fantasys
Just useless mirages
Just yard full of bull crap
Vampire fishhooks
Militant rehtorics
Hated filled antics
Sadistical tendencys
See the barbs on that fucker
Got myself suckered
Mired in the mind games
Mirages of lost desire
Manipulation of lost designs
Problems buried in time
Coming back around
This salesman
All mouth no trousers
Ain't got no goods
Won't get your parcel
Cause he don't deliver
Get left with an empty box
Get left with a bill
Get left with just bad dreams
Not a beleiver anymore
Don't need you anymore
Life's some bitter ass pill
Tastes so bad
Your poison kiss
Looks so good
Black spell to make you mad
Deceptive how looks can be
Funny how useless words can be
How dreams paint a picture
That can never be
It's all bullshit
It's how you hook
It's how you pull
Like lust on a chain
Life full of pain
For the more pious
Mistaken beleivers
Hopefull acheivers
Who got stuck
With a bad dick
Now we know about it
Won't be so quick
Shit we learn from enemy's
Never gets forgot
Always bad in his books
Not on the menu
What I thought I'd read
Not on the menu
What I thought it was
Being made with tits
Makes you a target
Sure sucks bigtime
Forgot about the war
Just for a while
Cycles of hate
Spikes of bitchyness
Vampire wars
Soul of persecution
From one Hell to another
Spirit lamp is lit now
Hawkeye over you
Crows eyes on you
Your Deadend heart
Has met it's match
Flaming heart of the Lord
Going to put you right
Flaming sword of righteous
Behead you in his sight
💀
DEATH MARCH
Dead heads march to the beat
Destruction of the bloodlines
Designs of the destroyers
Denial of other aspects
Bestial to the pervayors
Perception of realitys
Switch control on sanitys
Negative protrayals
Army's of the bloodlines
Social equality annihilators
Social control convayers
Social supress highways
One way systems
Bitter appetite survayors
Piety annilators
Cruel conquerers
Divide & conquere
Control & dominate
Vampire death traps
Supremacy urges
Satanical control lines
Bastard landmines
Bastardised mindtraps
Bastard mindwebs
Overlying alliances
Kept under raps
Vampire vengeance traps
💀
STUD TRAP
Vampire stud trap
Next in line for that
Just another social knock
Just another death rapp
History back on a death march
Role models from hell
Had enough for 10 lifetimes
Shit cycle
Sticky death trap
Been misslead
Been mocked out
Been marked out
Bad magick sap
Vampire sex trap
To lure
To lie
To lie in wait
To bait the hooks
Act like you care
Carefull with the snares
Carefull with the manners
Pay for the tables
Everything on cue
Act like you want to be there
💀
SNAG TAGS
To look so handsome
To look so potent
Potent was promising
Potency was just a tag
Potency was just a weapon
Distracted by desires
It was kept disquised
As an opening
As an oppertunity
As an offering
But it was poisoned
Didn't see the shadow
Was all twisted
Didn't see the shadow was all sick
Didn't see the depression coming
Didn't see the deceptions coming
Didn't see the downers coming
The death wish huming
Can't unlike what I see
Can't unsee what I want
Didn't hide what I like
When I saw what I want
When I know what I like
Never been like that
Always held on back
Forgot about price tags
Price snags
Price drags
Drags you down
What a downer
Can't afford you
Can't play that dice
Can't pay that price
Now that's too bad
Already over
No way through
Look before you leap
Like being me
Like being sane
Need to be safe
Always kept quiet
Kept at a distance
Straight laced
Hands off
Kinda gal
Bit of a dreamer
Not a hot dater
Head stuck inside books
Always been a looker
Got a strong eye
Private admirer
But not a taker
Certain styles
Hot under the collar
Culture vulture
That's a given
God knows I'm carefull
Keep my cards off the table
Dodge being trapped
💀
PEIRCED
So promising
So handsome
So blind sided
Such a sharp pointed hook
So much poison underneath
Fishhook bait colder steel
Hurts like hell
Ain't one you can keep
So much of nothing doing
About anything much
Man traps
Death raps
Sucker baited
Badly fated
Future faking
Bad undertaking
Making some mistake
Won't forget in a hurry
Human nature's
Downright nasty
Liking some dick
Liking somebody's body
Liking some guy
Shot myself in the foot
Now I look like a fool
Feel like a dick
Should've took ice cold shower
Should've been a non beleiver
Should have gone slower
So many promises
Promotions
Just there to punish
Just there to play you
Just there to harness it
Just there to use it
Just a tool
Just a sexy lure
With a line in poisons
Just a handsome dick
A vampire trick
With a nasty side track
Verbal abuse
Mental confusion
Poison kisses
Bad tasting
Poison sickness
Accusations
Realisations
Lovebait
Loves others suffering
Love on a hook
Love on a line
Love on a timer
Gonna turn over to hate
Gonna go switch
Real quick
Hatebait
Ain't made to last on yah
Get left with a deadbeat
To a dead-end trap
A dead coffin rap
Then ghost dropped
💀
LOVE BAIT
False leads
False faith
Fake flirting
Act like your welcome
Then act like a stranger
Then act dissapointed
Then act like your dead
Cunning traps
Cruel ass apps
Fake trust
Fake dating
Fake honesty
Fake desire
Fake actor
Thought you could feel it
Thought you could see it
But you just stealed it
Thought you wanted company
But your just a good actor
But you just like to lead
To lure
💀
MAN TRAP
Lead me on
To tease
To hurt
To lead on traps
More like a man trap
Walk backwards
Lose a foot
Don't walk backwards
Going to lose a limb
Blood trail
Blood trap
Bad hand tap
Human steel trap
Snap trap
Poison snake trap
Bad trap
More like hate
Social hate
Seasoned hate
Society as an eXcuse
Lust used as a tool
Used as an excuse
Than any romance
But social hatreds
Act poison on your capacitys
Mark you as infertile
After all that
Dominate just to mark down
Date just to hate on
Date just to fake on
Date just to take down
Date just to lead you on
Not welcome
Living on to learn
Forgetting my history lessons
Hostile territory
Cold calling
Concealed as dating
Death tapping
Hot & cold taps
Egotistical stance
Stupid ass trap
So futile
So frustrating
So vicious
Enemy's influence
💀
COFFIN TRAP
Not for the bedroom
Not headed for the bed
Not wanted atall
Not marked out for that
Just been marked down
That's just deadbait
That's just deathbait
That's just an evil laugh
Heading for a coffin brake
That I never booked in
Gone is just gone
None is just none
Shit is just shit
Cold mask of death
Been used to maXimal effect
Messages from hell
Been duly served
Psychotic slanders
Satan always hates on us
Persecution never ends
Hell alone is just cold
Revenge has been served out cold now
Pathetic condemnations
Stupid vengeance encounters
Vicious controls
So all vamps are psychos?!?
So all vamps are secret haters?!?
Don't really need that
Trashbound circle
But I know now
Better off bitter now
Been waylayed
Stops it happening again
Better a non beleiver
Back into the shadows
Bitter to the core now
Loved the wrong God now
Like I got a taste
Tasted bad
Poisoned by contempt
What's the point?!?
Been baited
Been suckered out
Been tagged
Stuck on a hook
Pain on a look
I've been hunted
To be hated on
That hooks got barbs
Makes you bleed
If you try this one
Don't get turned on
Don't get turned over fast
By the dead
Dosnt regenerate you
Wants to just finish you
Can't give you life
Hasn't got it himself
Stay at a safe distance
Got a lifetime of learning
Beautifull soul killers
Handsome soul stealers
Cold mask chillers
Now it's turned out nasty
All gotta die
Bad enough
Getting way out of hand now
Dead man's hand on the helm now
Propped up on the wheel now
Keeping a steady course
On through the night now
Where is it going now

💀PART-6
HATE BAIT
Blinding prejudices
Lead you to immoralitys
Weaken up your sanitys
Marr all your lines
Illusion of fertilitys
Illusion of equalitys
Illusion of humanitys
Human fantasys
Human understanding
Human expectations
Not near enough
Too far off
Too way off target
Leads to futilitys
Dead end realitys
Dead end romances
Dead end roads
Dead end street
Could be your last
Dissipear
Nothing but broken glass
Sack of shit brutalitys
Sell on others
Sell gals via their hearts
Sell gals via their pants
Sell gals on via romance
Sell gals on book full of lies
Dating hot guy
Ice cold heart
Can't see behind the scenes
Stupid fuck ups
With a hate club
Waiting behind the scenes
Put pin holes in your dreams
Put spikes in your heart
Funky kind of romance
Being blind in slow motion
Going cold in slow motion
Going down in slow motion
Beleiving in words
Words are like water
Melt like butter
But the works
Are shown by the fruits
Sell them to their enemy's
Like they sold you on
You don't want me
Don't ever like me
Cold calling me
With bad cards
But didn't feel like that
Don't even know me
Just there to show me
Worm in an apple
Boy I'm a good learner
Wasn't about that
Wasn't about romance
So many good intentions
So many stronger instincts
Older imprints
Can mark the roads to hell
If you check the roadsigns
Get out & look
Take a breather
Seeing through the fog
Sometimes get a shock
Sometimes your steering on wrong
Gotta reel on back
Laughed with sickness at me
Won't ever know me
Caught me
And I escaped
The hooks hurt
Managed to stop the clock
But it's cost me
Back time dearly
Human trophy
Started to worry
Destroy potential allies
Destroy lovers
Present & past
Hurt everyone
From begining
To last
Deceive the dependents
Who touch on your circle
Cunning deceptions
Destructive solutions
Illusionary romance
Blinded lust
A sucker trap
Vampire mind games
💀
SPIKED ROMANCE
Difficult gambles
Marking me down
Using faith
Against the faithfull
Being a vampire leech
A godsucker
A godblocker
A godbleeder
A godseeker
Being too keen
Trying to hook a bleeder
Hook a good bleeder
Too much a beleiver
Too much a trier
Too much a retriever
Gods working on us
Gonna make it that much easier
Beleived you too much
Trusted too soon
Didn't want to lose my chance
Not seeing who he was with
Supremacy values
Deeply sadistic
Hate groups
Sick soup
Sick shit
Black end bible
Dead end psalms
Blacker bible he would bring
Bad markers behind the screens
Bad knocker behind the dreams
Making me down
Knocking me down
Marking me down
Knocking me back
Sadistic kicks outta that
Vengeance sacks make you sick
The arts are all ripped
Your arts are all crippled
Society of sickness
Marked out by who gets killed off
Killed off your favours
Made bad your flavours
Some dates are marked with poison darts
Some dates are memorys of broken hearts
Some dates are marked with pointless hearts
💀
GRAVE MISTAKE
Some love is a mistake
Some love is a sick-rap
Some ideas just born from sickness
Some mistake is a love forsaken
A grave mistake
A death trap mistake
A gonna die mistake
Marked out for a coffin mistake
Not made by the maker mistake
Something diehard missplaced
Mistake from the start
Enemy markers there from the start
Mistaken identity
String of heartless hearts
A victimless crime
A persecution seam
An ideology with weakness
A continuation on of schemes
An ugly hearted dream
A need to play hardball
A pointless deceit
Makes up the numbers
The psychology's of hate crime
Compulsive identity
No capacity to chose
Feeling bound to abuse
To prove manlyness
Mind pain
Becomes a bodywound
Like a heart wound
Becomes a real bleeder
Needs a strong bodyguard with needles & ice
Needs a bucket of salt
Make the godless scream
Like a hook becomes a real sinker
Sometimes it's a wasted life
Sometimes it's a trial to carry on
Sometimes it's the righteous who are truly strong

💀 PART-7
REWIND
Broken record
Bad record
Bad mood
Bad music
Heart bruises
Relapse
Recoil
Eclipse
Vivid setback
Vivid dropdown
Vivid ebyss
Fricking mentalist disease
Strange mentalist release
Wrong person
Person all wrong
Persona non Grata
Invisible Man
Now he's gone
Shockwaves
Ricochet
Slowed down
Profile
Potent
Pointless
Painfull
Pervasive
Poison
Now ive slipped up
Now I've sinned
Now I've been binned
Now I've been bruised
Bloody purple
Purples roses
Goddess roses
Purple was the colour of faith
Not of ill fate
💀
REGRESS
Invasive
Interloper
Intrusive daily habits
Hunger dreams
Staying stuck on morbid
Dangerous daily habits
Difficult daily hungers
Difficult regressions
Stuck onto the past
Stuck like a limpet to a rock
Afraid the current will tare it off
Stuck onto older mistakes
Something that couldn't last
Something stuck in the brain
Something in rotation
Like a worm in an apple
Sickening rotate
Sucking up the pain
Something up in the brain
Something down in the drain
Get caught in the machinery
My arts full of rips now
My knees full of trips now
My mind having a relapse now
My hopes in tatters now
Heart was on a platter
Can't have that now
Can't have it
Can't sacrifice for love
Can know it's not ever worth it
Can't ignore the cruX in it
Can't be having it
Can't be having him
Can't let him in
Can't be his +Sin
Can't be his fan
Can't mind his din
Can't mind his crown
Can't match his crown
Can watch him drown
Can watch outside the scenes
Can't let him win
Can't entertain any mercys
Constant psycho dramas
Constant mental stress
Constant fricking wheel
Brain on a loop
Enemy's gotten in
Memorys on a recoil
Just won't stop
Hypnotic interest in a soul
Insurance plan
Gods intervention in historys
Brain off on its own
Seperated from my will
Can't call it back home
Can't roll it back in
Bit freaky
💀 SPLITTING
Seeking him
Seeking connection
Seeking him back
Know if I play the song it'll get stuck
Unanswered questions
Mistaken missions
Wandering off track
Logical fell off track
Logical got hyjacked
Logical got the sack
Crazy mind backtrack
Brain getting seperated from my body
Body splitting from my brain
Soul seeping from my skin
Don't want him back
Need him like I need a bullet in my brain
Bullet in the brain has better odds
Need him like to need to board a train to hell
He's a Trainwreck
Here's me as a shipwreck
Dosnt care who's neck
Seeking the better gods
Makes me wanna die
Need a restart
Need a God part
Need an anchor
Don't need him back
Won't have him back
Can't have him back
💀 PAWN BRAKER
He belongs to others
He hates on romantics
He hates on God
He hurts on artists
Generic trash
Stereotype hash
Macho monster
Stereotype roles
Only wants what he cannot have
Only has what he cannot want
Only wants to sharpen up the score
Only wants me when I don't care anymore
Depression takes a wack
Getting free of old scores
Weighed down with heavy chains
Starved of the light
Regression drains my soul
Depression takes me back
Centre off side
Side off centre
He's not the one
Never was the one
Thought he was the one
Never could be the one
Never wanted this house
He keeps the enemy's house
We gave him far too much
We let him touch too much
We let him have us on a peg
Too much too soon
Gone too far
Too fast
Just someone
Someone vampire
Someone handsome on the outside
Someone that I borrowed
Borrowed for my dreams
Like worms burrowed in my dreams
💀

💀PART-7
PERFECT STRANGERS
Nobody known of now
Out there
Anywhere
Where ever
What ever
Doing whatever
For the canny
Being cunning
Gets you remembered
To find of writing
To get evil deeds forgotten
Isn't clever
Being cruel
Being calculated
Being callous
To gals
Not clever
Only cunning
Now I'm canny
Now I'm shrewd
Dirty
Low down cunning
Now I'm canny
Only killing heart now
Not handsome now
He killed off his reason
He spoiled himself rotten
Looks dirty ugly
Looks damned nasty
Looks rotten
Bad apple
One bite makes you sick
Dirty magicks
When running on lies
Looping on spy's
Seeking for my heart to suffer
Living off of crueltys
Power drives of sadism
Sick vat of wickedness
Blinded by lust for power
Depressive destroyed
Going too far
Lying to my face
Pushing in my space
Lying to my face
Just another
Some other
Wants to be a stranger
Not a brother
Heart shaped glasses had me running
Lust shaped heart got me stunned
Wrong memorys
Wrong guy
Kept me trusting
Wrong memorys
Wrong life
Wrong guy
Wrong try
Thought it meant something
Just a trophy
Dosnt remember
Predator unaware
Doesn't care
Just someone
Vivid
Heavy
Heavy on the memorys
He's hung up on heavys
Who helped open up the door
To perceptions
So tired off his shit
Survivalist mistake
So tired of myself
Self preservation mistakes
Strategy earthquake
Too bitchy in his blacks
Sick humour mounts the racks
Sadistic lust counts the hooks
The born beleiver
With the born deceiver
Stretched myself out too far
Constant fucking rewind
Bad habits of the psycosocial kind
Bad tracking of the mind
Bad kinda guys
Difficult kind of life
Instinct to get dominate
Bad for my kind
Trying in life for the stop button
Put it into background mode
Didn't even remember doing it
Intrusive factor
Elusive factor
Inclusive factor
Controlling factor
Psycological factors
Human trappers
Hard to believe it ever happened
Made everything id beleived possible
Come shockingly alive
💀 BAD SHADE
Bad vampire
Bad old soul
Bad influence
Bad shade
Bad minded
Bad sided
Bad side of the tracks
Wrong side of my tracks
Other side of my wall
This great divide
Great pain in my life
Conquered all the nations
Bad tempter
He could set you free
He could make you sick
He chose his tricks
Thinks he's slick
Makes everyone sick
Makes everyone lie
Makes everyone stick
Stupid mistakes made before
Get repeat again
Get reloaded
Get beat again
Get reloaded
Get beat again
If I just stayed down
I'd be better off again
Predatory overloads
Brain failing to modulate
Brain out of wack
Brain off of auto regulate
Overrule it
Overused
Override it
Overcome it
Brain drain
Brain ghost
Brain pain
Brain shame
Shadow on the brain
Stain on the memorys
Shade over the eyes
Depressive shade
Cruel illusions
Marked intrusions
Territorial attacks
Can bring on suiside
Knows what he wants
And now I want nothing
Brings me down
It's not romance
It's just bad sex
It's just undead army
It's just bad soldier
It's just dreadfull deadness
He's just dead
To me & my life
Way too off culture to capture it right
He's a love killer
He's a romance killer
He's a romantic waner
He's a romance drainer
Roles we play
Games we play
Traps we lay
Wanting
What isn't mine
An easy blamer
It's not romance
It's not harmonics
It's just bad dreams
Too like a real killer
Drains me slowly
Shame from the past
Blame from the past
Stained black from the start
Evil houses of birth
💀 MIND BENDER
In daily life
Got vampire inside my brain
Wrong vampire again
Life I missed out on for years
Getting wasted again
Now that I'm outside again
Just a perception overlap
Just a roadblock
Just memorys
Just a mistake
Brain synaps on a missfire
Memorys on a stupid loop
Memorys acting like a contract
Memorys on a control loop
Braintrack
Brainstack
Brainstock
Braindrain
Some kind of brain hack
Can't unplug myself
Like head fucking myself
Like brain blocking myself
Madness of a cycling brain
Brain tapped by a vampire
Brain trapped by malevolent shade
Been altered inside
Perception alterations
Instinct template
Cosmic complications
Driven half insane
Pain pain pain
Stupid
Stupified instinct
And then more pain
Trying to delink
Trying to seperate
To move on
To move away
Not made welcome at the end
I didn't realise
I was linking back in
Hunger dreams
Morbid seams
Thinking so hard
I didn't realise
Wasn't concious
Concentrate
Concentration mind
Concentrate on him
Imagine things
Think of him
Things start moving
Feels like a drug
Desirable
Painfull
Compelling
Controlled
Compulsive
Everything starts moving in on me
💀 SPIRIT BENDER
There's a feeling of oppression
There's a stifling stagnation
There's a darkness swirling
There's a disturbing seperation
With sanity & reason
Comprehension wobbles around
Levels are dropping
Nearly gone unconcious
As the spirits slip about
Obcessive compulsion to stare
Dangerous compulsion to spy
Intense compulsion to track
Instinct overcomes reason
Instinct replaces fear
Hunger
Anger
Lonleyness
Lust
All buried just below
Everything is changed
Hunger is too much to stay settled
Curiosity just knaws back in
Anger at the oppression
Trying to stay back
Trying to stay away
Wanna know why?!?
Like time doesn't matter
Doesn't make sense
How time just evaporates
Distorts
Back & forth
When he's around
Wanna know why he came
Wanna know why he left
Wanna know what he is
Wanna know what he hid
Wanna know how I changed
He brought changes in me
He wrought changes in me
He fought changes in me
Feels like he drugged me sometimes
Maybe he is a kinda drug sometimes)
💀 MAINLINE
Bad magick
Been the best & worst of times
Everything has changed
Part turned over
Made amplified
Clarified
Deja vu is unreal
Everything is vibrating back inline
Feel right again
Now I can see him
Everything's gone back again
All the time squares are filled in again
Time is back
Everything is back online
But it's mostly illusions
Tell what's real & unreal?!?
Not concious of reasons
Not got good excuses
Not making sense
Bad hang of oppression
Bad sense of reality
Beyond all comprehension
Great globs of blackness
Wish I could beg him to stop
Pain of the darkness pushing inwards
Can't make him care so I keep on pushing
I want to get in
And I will get in
I want to see him again
Instinct pushing on
Super-mind pushing in
Aura of bad dreams
Dreamer maker
Dream shaper
Dream turner
Turn your nightmare into dreams
Turn your dreams into nightmares
Aura of bad spells spreading out
Stuck my head in spells
Trying to feel them
Trying to see them
Now my world spins
Now my head spins
Everywhere he goes is recorded
Stuck my head in his mind & now I've got stuck
Wanted to get in
Just to view
One more time
Never thought to get back out
Surround him
Slippy black sea of sickness covers the floor
Cornering the room
Making us cower back
Evil saturates the night
Evil saturates the gloom
Evil saturates the sight
Oppression squeezes in tight
Darkness drags the atmosphere
Sickness covers the night
Stifling darkness sucks out the air
Wish I could breath
Wish I could think
Wish my head didn't bob
Desperate creatures prowl the night
Not looking concious anymore
Cold predators measure the bait
Cold eyes in the darkness
Colder hearts inside
Hidden by the gates
💀 EYELINE
Stare out at deadness
Stares back at me
Stare out at blackness
Stare out at death
Stares back at me
Stare out at vampire
Stares back at me
Stare out at killer
Stares back at me
Stare out at enemy
Know I shouldn't look
Enemy knows I'm there
Brain waves register prescence
Brain waves barely acknowledge me
Slight tracking
Slight ticking
No alarm bells
Know I've gone tricking
Know I've gone ticking
Know I've gone tracking
Know my spirit has escaped
Gone out in the nights
Vampire hunting
Just memorys of someone
Someone who gluts out my soul
Someone who dug out my heart
Someone who glued open my eyes
Someone I don't understand
Someone who I've absorbed
Trying to glut on his spirit
Like a thirsty runner
Spirit aura leaking out
Spirit evils flowing out
Turned over & over
My mind turning like a spit
Someone who opened up my mind
Someone who opened up my spirit
Someone who opened up my body
Someone who opened up the doorway
Now I perceive more
Now I feel more
Now I want more
But he's just gone
Never finished anything he starts
Only arrived and he already departs
Been there before
In his revolving door
Key to a life less understood
Key to another type of mind
Key to a meaner kind of style
Key to another style of sin
Key to another type of religion
Key to another life of dreams
Key to a life of nightmares
Blackness & light
DNA twirling
A life of recall
A life of nightmares
A life of dreams
Someone ruled by the moon
Met someone ruled by mercury
Ruled by cooler instincts
Power of super-mind
eXpanded conciouness
Super-mind
eXtra mind
Super strong mind
Primative powers
Never saw before
Stronger darkness at the root
Super concious self
Super mind through the creative self
Power of genius
Creation of self
Ideation of self
Power of fertility
Through the roots of darkness
Power of the self
Made super strong
Fed by the roots
Super spirit
Spirit walker
Spirit talker
Spirit tamer
Spirit framer
Spiritualist
Medium
Spirit walker
Vampire myth maker
Spirit bender
Spirit blender
Vampire spirit taker
Power of the shadow self
Power of the living lie
Power of the paradoxical life
Taking over the living life.....💀


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05:25 Aug 07 2022
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Gotta wonder what's god's all about
Strange eyes of the gods
Spying eyes
Given to human spawn
Work that one out!!!
I'm working with God
Still working with God
He's still working me out
About to get Gobsmacked
About to get Godhacked
About to get headsmacked
Nearly give me a headache
Trying to give me a new headcount?!?
Got a few profiles already knocked out
Been tempted by some demons
I've been about
Had me some struggles
I'm still free roundabout
But my heart's weighed down in chains
All the ghosts of the past
Echoing the pain
All the ghosts of the past
Keeping on the strain
💀❤️
How long can God make me fight it out?!?
Now I'm gettin on older
Time to work it on out
Them damned ghosts
Can't be standing it
Closet control
Closet ghosts
Some be strangers
Some be closer
Crazy characters
Crazy charades
Crazy challenges
Crazy ass circus
Found a way to live with it
Live around it
Tripping over skeletons
Kept recorded
Kept reliving
Kept reloaded
Till my time is done
Already given my own greifs some kinda workout
Feeling good cause my work is done
Soul peeking
Soul speaking
Soul feeling
All my spying works
Getting my Sinfull tendencies being worked out
Imaginings getting down on papers
Gotten me down
Gotten me done
Getting it done
💀🍎
Now I got my regular chores
My not very organised regular life
Sporadic & in bursts
Interfering with my practised arts
No more hallowed arts
These grounded out moments
Keeping me alive
That practised life
That potential life
That practical life
That lonely assed sight
Religion of the homestead
100 small jobs piled up to the sky
Never ending practise
Of the time damning arts
Castle in my mind
Castle rooms in the sky
Getting away from this life
Getting locked out in time
Not much mod cons right now
No glamour in the older style
Not great work ethic
Everything is resented
Too much Sin not repented
For the everyday life
Kinda like a switch
On & off in my life
Ball & chain in my life
Lurking all around
Making me look like a fool
Time management
Needs a watching clock
Need a waking clock
Helping me watch the days & nights
Got that alarm
Or ain't got a clue
Slip through the gaps
Too fast
Like a travesty
Not so hot on reality
Not polished
Not too organised
But I'm still holding on
But I can still make a stand
Not to be a tramp
Like some others I've known
Too fall too far
But I can stumble on back in
I can do a runaround
Pull all my shit back together
Make sure that the lights don't cut out
At the wrong time
While my life is so cut out
Getting separated from sanitys
Other worlds pulling like strings
On my own realitys
💀🎃
Chores piling up
An improvised reality
Unmade living styles
Undergrade life
House full of mystery cans
5 different can openers
Cause some of them go bust on you
Kept back just in case
When your on the case
Some steel ain't what it used to be
Bloods getting down lower
Steel just splits apart
Always been a provider
Just in case of manias
Makes you starve to eat
Makes you eat to starve
Makes you live off spirits
Cause of greif notching off hunger
Greif from living the other lives
Kept full of boxes
Boxes of cans
Neglected life style
Some chaos as a lifestyle
But living with a spirit toucher
Is tough on this life
Can opener just kept in waiting
Belly gets on rumbling up
But my body's gone cold to this life
Hunger for writing
Stronger than eating sometimes
Hunger for wandering
Neglected realitys
Kept tethered to the other side
Stronger than eating
Keeping on with ginger & coffee
Don't like to be fainting
Walls getting on wobbly
Cramps my style
Got my mind on another pot
Each character has a pot
Pot full of memorys
My stomach staying empty
Beans sitting on the worktop
But my mystic eye is getting full
While I'm pulling towards another life
My innocent eyes
Not looking at this life
My mystic eye has this power
It's keeping me fed
Keeping me alive
Spirits who wanna get inside
💀❤️
Mind gets stokeing up
God come calls
Wants me as a wandering eye
Wants me as a tool
Wonder does he understand
The sacrifice
The pain I'm giving on up
Parts of me have paid the price
All down the line
My confession works are reeling out
Got them out there finally!!!
I'm down to be judged whereabout
Without a doupht
Records of my daydreams
Wishing on +Sins
💀📍📍
Trying to push me all about
Words & letters turning causing a mess all about
Letters inside words
Words inside letters
Streams of consciousness
Words and letters twisting all about
Trying to twist & fix my mind
Invading while I'm in struggle
Trying to prevail
Which way to focus
What to forgo
To re-visit a soul
Or lock in on life
Catch up on everyday styles
For a bit
💀🌹
Trying about my boring business
Trying to get done what I know is eXpected
Cause I'm so slow to fiX up right
My brain is like a jumping frog
I sit and ponder and then I'm leaping off somewhere
Nothing ever done in a straight line
Most of society's roles been gone
Ejected
Don't like to care what's eXpected
Didn't like being rejected
It's turned me all on out
My time line like my lovely drunken spider
Like her crazy ass web
She's got a crazy paving web
Not like the other types made
Forget why I've gone in a room
Or what I'm doing next up
💀🤍
But I know it's outside my door
All around me
Inside me too
Ghetto of circumstances
Humans trying
Humans living
Humans dying
Humans trying to have house lives
Hours all unseen
Secret nabiours plotting on mean
Trapped in their mundane hours
Lives just dripping away
Like their taps
Hot brews just sipping away
Dreams just flying away
💀📍📍
Takes a lotta sugar to sweeten this life
Goggle boxes just blaring away
Some peeps getting on far behind
Some folks are falling behind with payments
Lagging behind with life
Kinda slipping outta life
Hanging outside time
💀📍📍
Trying to think of practical nightmares
Not being in dream like spaces
Spatula kept turning on the wok
Noodles & beans taking so long
While my brain goes onto debates
Debating
Problems & solutions
Options
Institutions
Kettle kept on a constant rotate
Caffeine is a Godsend
Caffeine is Godsgift
Caffeine is nature's gift to the working mind
Want to be walking & talking straight
Those that wants cognitive liners
To get my brain straight
Now inline
While someone has their foot on the spindle
And daily logistics
And God keeps on at the door
💀🦉
Godbox full of secrets
What's in the Godbox today?!?
Who's living inside me today
He keeps on at the knocking
Knocking at the door of my mind
God wants to own me
God wants me on command
God wants to own my roving eye
God wants to charge my roving loins
Shouldn't strangers stay as strangers
Shouldn't dangers stay as strangers
Kept at a distance
💀🌹
Test me with temptations
Torture trying to ignore it
Trials to restore it
Like half a dream life
When I'm awake
Like half the colours from a picture
Like to make it look right
Likes it's half made
Half undone
Like that can't be right
Like ropes on my loins
Like his puppet coming back to life
Sewing me with threads of morbid visions
Destroying me with unrealised desires
Unrealistic desires
Dangerous & deadly to this world
A bond that can never be
A bond that would kill me
A bond created to destroy
The other side of the tracks
Hidden in strange visions
Forbidden fruits in this life
Just wishing it was love
And not just blacker hate
No love for this female
Just kill me on sight
No mistake
No repreive
No light
💀❤️
Making imagination sing
Distanced from reality
Distanced from facts
Snared into fantasy
Drawing on my desires
Teasing me with the eye
Fiddling with the facts
Drawing me back
Into another life
Making me test my sanity's in this life
Tracking back over the spindel
💀🌹
All the life I pushed aside
All the Sins kept locked inside
For good reasons
Born to survive
Better to be (somewhat) somewhere alive
Born to die from art?!?
Makes you real high
Next day you wanna die
See people known turn into spirits
See the dead gone walking
Seen skulls be talking
Eats up your time
Eats away at your life
Some given time gone lost
Some time given greif
Was already lost
Can't place love over being alive
Can't place connection over staying sane
Can't place lust over staying intact
Stupid God's getting in my eyes
God's get to be like liars
Burning up characters
Buying up profiles
Building up characters
Getting in my eyes
Trying to work
Trying to work it
Trying to work with it
Trying to obey
So tireing to obey
Strings of the soul taring all apart
Or claws of the hawk come tare me apart
Eyes of the hawk good at seeking
Can see right through me
Like I'm made of glass
💀🍎
And he comes in again to knock me out
Freaking God eye
Eye in the sky
Passing on through me
Seeing others through me
One look at others
And I'm all knocked out
Guess I was a wonderin?!?
But did it so fast
Thoughts like shooting stars in the sky
Blink and you'll miss it
Whatever it was
💀📍📍
Trying to keep my sore old body alive
And Art just gets shoved aside
And I didn't catch it
Whatever I was a wondering at
Micro second thoughts
too soon to realise
Bits of others lives get in my eyes
Hurts like grit
Now I'm in a fiX
Wish I' didn't see shit
Cats get killed & all of that shit
Can't be none of my business
Bits of others souls gets stuck in my miX
Hurts like arrows stuck in the flesh
Seen a skeleton stuck like that
A guy who had arrows in him
They died with him
There still in him now
He died like that
Gonna stay in their stuck
Till I can work it on through
Gonna be real pain
Somewhere inside
💀🧨
But it's already gone on in
Like shards of metal
From others +Sins
Poison arrows drown out the silence
Can't imagine the pain
What it was all about
Temptation to start it out
Words on pages
Scratching like an itch
Creeping like a spider
Don't want to go nowhere neither
Leave me out
I got my own place
Got my own chaotic driven space
Got my own place in time burning down
Skull candle dripping away
As my own tide comes in
My own time burning on through
My own face hurting in time here
My own dreams are dying slow
Just passing on through
Like shooting stars
💀📍📍
Hoping it'll pass
Just an itch of a feeling
Bit of a Bitch of a feeling
Faces looking like bits of feelings
Faces start turning up with colours
Looks like their mouths might be saying words
Making choices
Thoughts on their thoughts
Heart on their hearts
Hoping it'll pass
A bastard kind of curse
Curse of having the arts
💀
Memorys of this & that
Bits of imagine
start looking like facts
Like my mind's a web
And everyone's a fly
Gonna get tangled
Everyone who comes on passing by
💀📍📍
Getting stuck in places in my mind
Corridors
Corners of my imaginings
Catching on the corners of my eye
I see figures moving
My own imagineings turning
I'm the spider inside the centre peice
My web is looking on the world
My mind always seeking on a word
Like a spider seekin on a juicy ass fly
Like a spider turning in a web
I'm looking on a line
That sets me on fire
Keeps me alive
Feeding that bastard eye
💀🕯️
I catch you with a wandering eye
Pages are turning in my mind
Letters are all flowing
Grapevine full of juices
Grapevine full of links
Generations of odd-shit passing
Others history's all passing by
All go competing
My head is like all bells going ringing
Blood is all circulating about
Trying to get the words all out
Rushing when the words are coming in too fast
to all write it out
💀🕯️
Trying not to lose the flow
The mind is faster than the eye
Trying to churn it out
See the needle of the eye
See the eye of the needle
Never faster than the spindel
And stitch up some old soul
Got my life on hold
All tied up in knots
While I work out what's what
💀🕯️
Guess God knows my eyes be wandering
And my mind more logical be trying to wander about shit
You'll never feel the same till you've tasted on a Soul
And drained it all out
It's the chains I'm in
To not be able to just leave it out
To struggle with blocking it out
💀🕯️
(Can't understand why
Can't even understand why you
Turning always on a spit
In my freaking mind
Always getting in my eye
Like a black spot got in there
Can't see shit in this life
Die gonna die now
Each time you steal a frame
Fragments of my Soul
Gonna die of slow hunger in my own house now
Just wanted to work you out
Kinda like a poison in the veins
You need spitting out
Now I've wasted myself
All pasted out
Paled all out
Forgetting to eat
To live in my body
Rather eat you
Live in your web
The mindweb
Part of my life
Hours & hours getting lost sucked up into a black hole)
Hours & hours on the clock DK/T
💀
Just spinning all out
Keep on trying to stop
Just a few more words I'm starting to spot
Some more gaps to fill
Got me on the spot
Best meal never made
Best wash not done yet
Pills I've forgotten to go pop
Housework goes on forever
Nothing ever finished
Nothing ever done
Constant cycle
Hunger
Anger
Decay
Struggle against chaos
And then fiXin
And then trash
Mess again
Nothing ever stops
One damn chore down just leads back to another
Mental itch
Need for a mental fiX
Has gone to my tether
Images & places
Everything's in usage
Everything is possible
Need a knife in my mind to make it usible
💀🤍
Need some kinda knife
To cut through all the ties
See through some lies
See with a better eye
A crystal turnover
Got me some unfinished business
Some unshed skins
Unwritten words tasting like bitter
Sometimes looking like blood
Bloody fingertips
Still keep on tapping over
Everything is spinning
Everything is churning
Everything is turning
See the spinning wheel going steady
Words are unfurling
Words are unfeeling
Old hag queen is spinning like a spider queen
Working like a bitch
She keeps the records of everything
Never get her stuck up on a hitch
💀
My senses are all churning
The skulls are grinning at me
Like they wanna talk to me
Lives that used to be
Like they crazy talking
They used to do jobs
Wanna talk about them times
Still got them ties
Manic in me
Makes my mind bounce
Evil laughter echoing off me
Places that I shouldn't be
Pages are all turning forwards & back
Bits & peices of faces
Going forward & going back
Really wanna see what's inside some face
Wanna go feel what's in some space
💀
Why you try me God?!?
Why you turning on me God
To try to trial me God
What's gonna be left of me
My morbid dreams
Sucking me dry
The mindweb
As punishments
Punished for the +Sin of seeing
Burned for the Sin of knowing
💀
(To try to tie me my God
To strangers I've hardly even met
Trying to tag me to some soul
Trying to entangle me in lust
To some evil ass-ghoul
It's just a picture from a book
It's just a soundclip some dude took
They don't even use it anymore) DK/T
💀
Why you use me as a tool
Turn me over to fools
Dangerous in faces
Dangerous in spaces
Sometimes my blood starts running on cold
My breath getting tight
Night suddenly goes over cold
Drawing on in
Feeling kinda bad
Thinking that I'm not wanted here
Like some kinda spy ass like some kinda spy glass
Hanging in the ether
Left haunting in the never
💀📍
Imagine some older school of life
Bitter places
When I'm so devoted
Try to be the one who's wanted
In a better place than this
Left alone in this world of Sin shit & death
Try to be the one who voted on leaving this world
Leaving myself out
Of this circle in life
Cutting out this life
Quitting on society
Spitting on me
Is saving on my soul
Coming back into life
When I just walked on out
Not what I planned
💀🧵
Gotta manage myself
Not be my mind all freakin on out
They want me all locked up
Getting their wishes made
In other kinda ways
Planning on quiet life anyways
So no way to get me now
💀🧵
Soul be slipping off the edges
To some other life
Seeking better on this life
Sucking bitter on this life
💀🧵
(Curiosity on evils
Some souls are just to fascinate
Some souls are just too heavy on my plate
My palate for life
Some guys just aggregate the unseen eye
Some guys just aggrevate the human eye
Some guys just drag on the loins
Torment on the soul
Is acting like some drunken potions
Getting me some ill-ass notions
Strangers hands inside my bed
Strangers might see me being there instead
Spirit will be thinking of leaving) DK/T
💀
Places faces I can't be conceiving
Evil spirits see me
See inside my head
Show me bits of stuff instead
Things showing up random looking
when I got no idea
Getting bit irritate with odd bits of images
Deadly looking secrets
Being kept collected somewhere
Bits from some other world
Land of the dead
Pokeing on through
Into this world
Bits of images
Bits of odd-ass-shit getting in my picture frame of life
Don't want the room to be moving
Stuff I know ain't here for sure
My imagines looking realer than here
Better than this life here
For sure
Ain't the best home manager
In this bastard life
Thinking of intruding
Oh my Lord what the hell am I doing in this life?!?
Trying to convert evil into some more usible shit
Trying to salvage my own broken dreams
Bits of stupid bursting at the seams
Bits of evil slicing in my dreams
Unrealised self
Ghosts of self
Been left lurking
Stop all the laughing
Stop all the teeth from grinning
Teeth are making me feel on hard
Don't want to get hard
Can't be real right
While lights get colder
The lights are too cold outside
In the dark
Even though inside it's warming
And the bulb is glaring
💀🕯️
(There are bones & knuckles in this life CC BL/WH)
Hurts so bad
Guys who fiX yah in this life
Minds of purest violence
No other intentions
No other inventions
Can't mistake the pain they will bring
Can't even touch it
Don't wanna be singing with pain
Don't wanna be ringing with the pain
Make me wanna feel like sick
Thinking of tempted to touch on evil
Should not be thinking of this kinda shit
Lust acts like a bridge
If I was straight
Without lust or desire
I'd shit myself with fear
Some guys act like potential killers
They look cold
Souls like searing ice
Don't wanna know what them be thinking
Or what it's like between their legs) DK/M/T
💀
God come help me with my head
God save my soul from some imagines
Satan helpers always try to make tangles
Demonic images just soak into the seams
Wanna stay clean
Just wanna see life from all angles
Trying to see everything
Bit like seeing nothing sometimes
Too much trying to get in
Trying to stay as me
Trying to be me & not be them
Trying to stay seperate from them
God's making out evil
God's staking out evil
God's marking me out
Putting me to trial
Don't wanna touch some souls
Get glued to the touch
Like a fish near a hook
Trying to love God
Staying behind glass
Trying not to bite down
Know that hooks gonna hurt
That hurts gonna drag
💀
My own curiositys always been outta sight
Rather over bright
A mercurial head spin
Fragments of someplace cutting in
Invasion in my head
Images of oddness
Why should I care to see what others may have seen once?!?
My mind like some kinda cinema screen
Trying not to see
Trying to not know
Stuff from the ages
Spinning through my head
Like lines unwinding from a spinning wheel
Want to forget these ages
Want to forget this stages
Get some disturbing sensual urges
Some guys start looking like reptiles
Just ain't right

Got to confess everything in sight
Better pray I've got it remembered right
God come save me
God come brave me
Don't let them brake me here tonight
Dont let them brake my bones
Keep me outta sight
Don't want these weird ass pains
Come wrack my body
Come forcing on me to study
A study of strangers
The strangest of studys
💀
Lust like a curiosity
Curiosity like a lust
Don't wanna make ink stains
All over stages
My mind getting to overspill
Already taken a bitter pill
Gonna go pour out on some pages
Don't want my ills there for the world
Don't want my chills there for the words in waxy stages
Don't want my +earthbound will to +Sin to darken up some others wages
Don't wanna steam up glasses
From some +Sins imagined
Done that now
Got my passes
Know some profiles
Done me some pains in this life
💀
Already done me some bad-ass works
Already had God hit me around the head with weirder books
Now I've got some weirder works.....💀🕯️


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