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09:17 Jan 31 2019
Times Read: 181


Tell me how
Would I know
Your life was tearing you apart
And you are the only one
There on your own
A million miles from anywhere
And you feel nobody cares
You could be another reason to believe
Is got to be another dream for you to dream
You could be another reason to believe
Is got to be another dream

This is not the end
I know you make it
Through the unknown
To where you belong
This is not the end
I know you make it
Finding the home
In where you belong

Sometimes when I seems alone
You've think you never gonna make it
To see the morning sun
You feel so cold
Until you look into the sky
And your heart take you by the line

This is not the end
I know you make it
Through the unknown
To where you belong
This is not the end
I know you make it
Finding the home
In where you belong

This is not the end
I know you make it
Through the unknown
To where you belong
This is not the end
I know you make it
Finding the home
In where you belong

Everything changes
When you start again
I knew beginning
Your story's rewritten

This is not the end
I know you make it
Through the unknown
To where you belong
This is not the end
I know you make it
Finding the home
In where you belong

This is not the end
I know you make it
Through the unknown
To where you belong
This is not the end
I know you make it
Finding the home
In where you belong.


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01:26 Jan 31 2019
Times Read: 192


Say what you want
Say what you mean
Moonlight on street signs are passing by me
Closed conversations
And things left unsaid
You fight with the voices
Inside of your head

'Cause I'm not the one who is crazy
You're not the one who's insane
So we'll spend our life pointing fingers
We both know you're to blame

So say what you want
Say what you want
Say what you want

Say what comes natural
Say what comes free
I'm taking fire
And can hardly breathe
There's no turning back
Once that line has been crossed

'Cause I'm not the one who is crazy
You're not the one who's insane
So we'll spend our life pointing fingers
We both know you're to blame.


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08:58 Jan 30 2019
Times Read: 200


Today is just another day
In the world you're living in
You see a king on his thrown
I see our requiems
Misery is a game you play
A game you'll never win
Your kingdom's crumbling down again
Today it's going to end

Go ahead and make your move
We'll call it suicide
Bloody knuckles busted up
It's going to end tonight
Everybody's on the run
You just can't shut your mouth
You built a house of vanity
Now watch me burn it down

You can't escape your fate
You cannot runaway
Your pain is the toll I take
It's time for you to pay
Misery is a game you play
And game you'll never win
Your kingdom's crumbling down again
Today it's going to end

Go ahead and make your move
We'll call it suicide
Bloody knuckles busted up
It's going to end tonight
Everybody's on the run
You just can't shut your mouth
You built a house of vanity
Now watch me burn it down

Step right up you're going down
Your time is running out
Step right up you're going down
Your time is running out
Step right up you're going down
Your time is running out
Step right up you're going down
Your time is running out

Misery is a game you play
A game you'll never win
Your kingdom's crumbling down again
Today it's going to end

Go ahead and make your move
We'll call it suicide
Bloody knuckles busted up
It's going to end tonight
Everybody's on the run
You just can't shut your mouth
You built a house of vanity
Now watch me burn it down

Go ahead and make your move
We'll call it suicide
Bloody knuckles busted up
It's going to end tonight
Everybody's on the run
You just can't shut your mouth
You built a house of vanity
Now watch me burn it down.


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03:18 Jan 30 2019
Times Read: 209


When you lay in a state of continuous numb
A great sin of past summer's love
In this world we are all never-ending
It's only real when we all keep pretending

How it all began, it's over now
Show you how we never tried

Maybe I'm dreaming
Maybe I'm disappearing
Fighting history
One day you'll see me
Run out of all these feelings
Lost in memories

Someone say that we're all meant to weather the storm
Close our eyes till it's safe to go home
You don't have to be running from reason
The only end is the one you'll giving

And how it all began, it's over now
I'll show you how we never tried

Maybe I'm dreaming
Maybe I'm disappearing
Fighting history
One day you'll see me
Run out of all these feelings
Lost in memories

After the storm
In a new light
There is a bridge
Not far away
Where all this was born
And out of the night
Every soul has come to life

Maybe I'm dreaming
Maybe I'm disappearing
Fighting history
One day you'll see me
Run out of all these feelings
Lost in memories
Lost in memories
Lost in memories.


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20:03 Jan 29 2019
Times Read: 224


You could think that I'm a freak
When I'm talking to myself
But it's like I was to weak to be someone else

You can tell that I'm a creep
When I'm singing all alone
But it's like I couldn't see straight
On my own

When I fall it start again
When I fell like I'm just dead
When I go, it comes again
And now I see, see

In my head
there's something that saves me all the time
In myself
It appears when I'm breaking down

Like whisper in my head coming from I don't know where
Like whisper in my head, when I've got something to share
Like a whisper in my head

When I'm unable to speak
It's coming from somebody else
Now I know it is just stronger than myself

That's the way I have to live
Not to fall down every night
In the end I'm not alone
And that's my light

When I fall it start again
When I fell like I'm just dead
When I go, it comes again
And now I see, see

My Head
There's something that saves me all the time
In myself
It appears when I'm breaking down
Like whisper in my head coming from I don't know where
Like whisper in my head, when I've got something to share

You could think that I'm a freak
When I'm talking to myself
But it's like I was too weak to be someone else

You could think that I'm a creep
When I'm singing all alone
But it's like I couldn't see straight
On my own

My Head
There's something that saves me all the time
In myself
It appears when I'm breaking down

Like a whisper in my head
Coming from I don't know where
Like a whisper in my head
When I've got something to share.


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20:42 Jan 20 2019
Times Read: 244


Ghostbusters 3 official trailer


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06:48 Jan 18 2019
Times Read: 258


How can I feel this way?
When I know its right
To chase your demons away
And it’s so hard but it its right
Inside to feel the fight
To keep you far away


Why do I need?
To make it bleed
Can you help me kill the sounds inside my head?
Why do I burst?
For all that’s worst
Can you help me kill the sounds inside my head?

Now that I call you friend
Feelings return and I
Long see you again
And it’s so hard but its right
Inside to feel the fight
I want you back again


Why do I need?
To make it bleed
Can you help me kill the sounds inside my head?
Why do I burst?
For all that’s worst
Can you help me kill the sounds inside my head?

Rip my will
Crush my soul
Lost inside in deep dark hole
Sink my ship
Drown my pain
Like a phoenix, I will rise again


Why do I need?
To make it bleed
Can you help me kill the sounds inside my head?
Why do I burst?
For all that’s worst
Can you help me kill the sounds inside my head?
Can you help me kill the sounds inside my head?


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15:24 Jan 17 2019
Times Read: 264


Standing in the shadow
Behind a wall
Made of fear

Cracking the foundations
Dissolve the glue
With my tears


Now I'm standing at the crossroads
And I know which way to go
But I'm not strong enough to get there on my own


I'm at an end
Losing control
Trying to mend
This Broken Soul
Give me one more chance
For me to show
How much I need you to heal my broken soul

Cannot break cycle
Rat on the wheel spinning clear
Finding such frustrations a
World undone horizons near


Now I'm standing at the crossroads
And I know which way to go
But I'm not strong enough to get there on my own


I'm at an end
Losing control
Trying to mend
This Broken Soul
Give me one more chance
For me to show
How much I need you to heal my broken soul

Now I'm living at the mercy of the hourglass
Threatened by the mysteries of the day
All I have are the memories and the photographs
Regretting things that I forgot to say

Standing in the shadow
Behind a wall
Made of fear


Now I'm standing at the crossroads
And I know which way to go
But I'm not strong enough to get there on my own


I'm at an end
Losing control
Trying to mend
This Broken Soul
Give me one more chance
For me to show
How much I need you to heal my...my broken soul.


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12:39 Jan 16 2019
Times Read: 281


I am the flames in a burning building
Evacuate (So why are you rushing in)
It's torn and frayed
This thread I'm holding
About to break.

You think that you can carry this affliction
Resurrect this black hole heart in me
I know that there is truth in your conviction
Are you strong enough to hold me off again.


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21:08 Jan 15 2019
Times Read: 290


Killing me one breath at a time
Caught in your web I'm paralyzed
So go on and lay me down to rest
You make it painless, painless

Do you know what it's like
To be hollow inside my life, my grave
Do you love me enough to finish me off
Don't leave me here this way.


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08:06 Jan 15 2019
Times Read: 328


My past has followed me and
I just can't get away
I'm not the same as I was
Leaving my disarray

Take me just as I am
(I'm broken down)
Pull me into your arms
(I'm hanging on, to every word)

Save me from losing myself
I'm hanging on by a thread
Can you see who I am
Underneath my scars
I'm afraid to fall
So I'm holding on to you
No I won't let go
I'm hanging on by a thread

I still can hardly believe
The person I once was
I'm trying so hard to change
Help me work through my flaws

Take me just as I am
(I'm calling out)
Pull me into your arms
(I'm holding on to every breath)

Save me from losing myself
I'm hanging on by a thread
Can you see who I am
Underneath my scars
I'm afraid to fall
So I'm holding on to you
No I won't let go
I'm hanging on by a thread

I'll never need
I'll never want
With you, with me
I'm so complete
I'll never run
I'll never hide
With you right here
I'm safe inside

Save me from losing myself
I'm afraid to fall
So I'm holding on to you
No I won't let go

Save me from losing myself
I'm hanging on by a thread
Can you see who I am
Underneath my scars
I'm afraid to fall
So I'm holding on to you
No I won't let go
I'm hanging on by a thread.


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19:02 Jan 13 2019
Times Read: 342


Your no angel.

You paint yourself a picture.

How perfect that you appear.

But your only human when the spotlight disappears.

Your no angel.

Your halos tainted.

Your temptations flawed.


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09:33 Jan 13 2019
Times Read: 357


Is this really it
Is this the end of this?

I feel a rush.

Here it comes.

Have I been married to sickness?


The bliss.

And the ignorance.




Is there a crack in my reality
Cause I refuse to accept this
Oh, it's like a tidal wave
Tidal wave crashing in to me

Could I just find a way
Find a way to break the cycle and finally be free
Breathe in, breathe out

Breathe in, breathe out

This will take a eternity to navigate.


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20:40 Jan 12 2019
Times Read: 367


Back in the day when nothing really mattered to me
I only showed my eyes what they wanted to see
And everything around me seemed to never change
Looking for an easy way out someone to blame
Why does it work this way still today
You want to take somebody down along the way
But I won't let that one be me
Cause I don't want the drama it brings
See today isn't back in the day anymore
I know a little more than I did before
So don't forget before you start bringing me down
What goes around always comes back around

You can't bring me down
Till you hear what I'm trying to say
You can't bring me down
I'll never turn the other way
You can't bring me down
What is it you're trying to say
You can't bring me down
It's not like I'm running away

So you think you can see inside my mind
You probably could if you just took a little time
I know exactly what you're trying to say
He's sittin' there saying Satan thinks i'm playing a game
So i can't comprehend in my mind
Just why we can't leave it all behind
So come on and stand beside the border line
Cause tonight is the night we climb

You can't bring me down
Till you hear what I'm trying to say
You can't bring me down
I'll never turn the other way
You can't bring me down
What is it you're trying to say
You can't bring me down
It's not like I'm running away

Why can't we feel what it's saying for us to be real
Why can't we see what it's saying for us to believe
Why do we say all of these things that bring us down

You can't bring me down
Till you hear what I'm trying to say
You can't bring me down
I'll never turn the other way
You can't bring me down
What is it you're trying to say
You can't bring me down
It's not like I'm running away

It's not like I'm running away

You can't bring me down.


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15:08 Jan 12 2019
Times Read: 390


Idk
Idk anymore

I Thought I had
Thought I had it under control

Feel so worthless

So fucking useless

Am I worth it?
Worth anything
Worth anything at all?
Is it over?
Is it fucking over?

I scream out and fall
Shattered dead on the floor.


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10:50 Jan 12 2019
Times Read: 397


Every time I close my eyes
The fire still burns
With screaming voices
Will it ever be my turn?

What ever have I become
As I write this Insomnomicon?

The madness everlasting
Faces in shadow
Dead eyes stare at me
Dragging me deep down below

I feel so dead
Dead in my heart
Dead to the world

My heart seems to be beating way too hard
And nerves seems severed by your shards
Things aren’t ever quite what they seem
My demons won’t stop clawing at me
Every night I wait with bated breath
I am beating myself to death
What ever have I become
As I write this Insomnomicon?

I see your ghost standing there
Maiden in the dark
Whispering my name
Before night dies to the spark

What ever have I become
As I write this Insomnomicon?

The sky seems to be graying
And birds start to scream
I can’t find my way
Back to my darkest dreams

I feel so dead
Dead in my heart
Dead to the world

My heart seems to be beating way too hard
And nerves seems severed by your shards
Things aren’t ever quite what they seem
My demons won’t stop clawing at me
Every night I wait with bated breath
I am beating myself to death
What ever have I become
As I write this Insomnomicon?

THE STRESS IS OVERBEARING
AND I CANNOT SHAKE THESE CHAINS
CRUSHING ME INTO THE GROUND
AND I CANNOT BREAK THESE CHAINS
I AM BURDENED BY THIS WEIGHT
AND I CANNOT MOVE THESE CHAINS
DRAGGING ME INTO MY GRAVE
AND I CANNOT BREAK THESE CHAINS

CHAINS

C H A I N S

C H A I N S

C H A I N S

I feel so dead
Dead in my heart
Dead to the world

My heart seems to be beating way too hard
And nerves seems severed by your shards
Things aren’t ever quite what they seem
My demons won’t stop clawing at me
Every night I wait with bated breath
I am beating myself to death
What ever have I become
As I write this Insomnomicon?


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17:48 Jan 11 2019
Times Read: 415


The devil feeds on my thoughts
Even when I pray
A broken promise that I'll
Never lose it again?
The darkness sucks on my soul
And keeps the sun away
I can't stop it so now
Let the madness begin.


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16:56 Jan 11 2019
Times Read: 421


Nothing seems to faze me anymore
Indurate, senseless, dead soul to the core
This lift has left me cold, unfeeling
I find pity so unappealing


I'm callous, remorseless
Sympathy just seems so useless
Black-hearted and worthless
Desensitized and ruthless
Compassion vacated
I'm so disassociated
I'm sick of what I've become
But this world has rendered me
So fucking numb

Dead body on the street
Won't give it a second glance
Famine, poverty, just victims of circumstance
So bored by all killing and the thieving
I just don't have the time for the grieving



I don't care that I don't care
That I don't feel a thing
I don't give a shit that I don't give a fuck
Not a single tear it brings
When oh so many horrors
Are lined up on parade
Chaos and disorder
Are the tools of our trade
I'm fucking numb

Was a time when it all was shocking
Now I yawn when death comes knocking
I feel no sorrow that I feel this way
Now watch it all rot and waste away.


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15:38 Jan 11 2019
Times Read: 427


Hollow moons illuminate the skies
The end is here now begins the cries

The battle begins on a stormy night
The devil orders his latest strike

It’s time for a sacrificial moment
The stench of death becoming so potent

Hell hounds released and leap across rivers
Hypnotic serpent eyes follow with bodies that slither

They breed with the witches to release their seed
Filling the belly for Satan's greed

Cutting through bones they greedily feast
Showing their loyalty to their one true beast

They see no evil and feel no pain
Sucking juice from another fallen angel slain

Gambling with souls for one true winner
Seducing the lives of every last sinner

As the corpses lay silent the locusts swarm
Apocalyptic world has now been born.


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