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Kind of shook up

08:26 Feb 20 2013
Times Read: 452


There has been so much killing in the US of late. The one in Connecticut was heartbreaking. People are accusing residents of some hair brained conspiracy and they are getting death threats like the man down the street who helped some of the kids that got away from the school. How could anyone think something like that was a conspiracy and especially a Professor who started it all? Our society is increasingly losing their minds. I don't know yet all the details because they are going to piece things together and whether they are right or wrong is debatable. I learned how few have a clue between mental illness and developmental disabilities though.



I saw a movie tonight because I haven't been here that much lately or doing much online except in FB where my relatives are because I've been sick and its dreary out. It has been raining and its cold. The cold I like but the rest, eh. Anyway I watched a movie called Beautiful Boy starring Michael Sheen and Maria Bello. I think it is from 2010. Anyway their son had gone to college and he went on a killing spree and then killed himself. This is a very familiar scenario lately but it is from the parents perspective and it was pathetic how people were treating the parents. Parents are blamed for everything but he came from a good family in the movie and parents who loved him. I only saw the last half but am thinking he got bullied. He was a shy kid and liked to write.



I can almost bet every family that has had someone connected that did such things has been treated as these people were. People make their own decisions and whether they are abused or anything else can decide to kill others for various reasons. Anyone can snap. I just find it sad that people would be so low toward the surviving family that were most likely as shocked as anyone else. This was their baby. It was absolutely heartbreaking to watch even though fictional it was close to things that have really happened. People should watch the movie and maybe their perspective would change a bit. These people actually needed to be comforted too because even though their son did something terrible they lost their son and couldn't figure out why he did what he did. They didn't need anyone else to blame them because they went the gamut of self incrimination to total breakdown.



Then there was the young man at the movies who was asphyxiated due to rough treatment by security when he wouldn't leave after a movie and wanted to watch it a second time. His aide had gone for the car. The manager or whoever was in charge that day called for security who were off duty law enforcement from the Sheriff's department there working at the theater part time. It was accidental homicide and they explain why it happens. The thing is they didn't know anything it would seem about handling people with Down Syndrome and because of that he died. All of this is close to home for me because I worked for ten years with those who had developmental disabilities and terminal disease, both children and adults. Something has to be done in places where people work with a lot of public. Even the average person can be very cruel to those who are disabled. I took a young lady to Sea World and the people walking around and others were rude and thoughtless. It opened my eyes. Anyway this movie I watched would be a good eye opener for anyone.


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AnaliethiaThionoeSangita
AnaliethiaThionoeSangita
08:40 Feb 20 2013

This is a consultation with a colleague...



A young man kills 20 children and 6 adults in a town in Connecticut. But why? I have worked with many of my colleagues and listens to killers as an expert psychological witness in murder cases, I have spent a lot of my time over the last few years trying to understand how and why young men and women kill, maim, and attack others.



The mass murders like those in Connecticut, Colorado, Virginia are followed by shock, anger, and sadness. These are understandable first- hand reactions, but in the long run they accomplish nothing.



As long as the discussion does not move beyond labeling these events "senseless violence," horrors like these, we will never move us closer to a place of deeper understanding. A greater understanding is crucial here, because understanding leads to more peace and less violence through preventive action. All the crime scene investigations in the world will not do this.



Although all our instincts urge us to dissociate from the killer, achieving better understanding requires us to put ourselves in his or her shoes no matter how frightening and distasteful that may be, that my friends is why I did what I did with that unsavory woman. I have done this over the past few years, and I have learned that it is the only way we can understand a fundamental truth: Although to the rest of us, the observers and the victims, extreme acts of violence seem "senseless," these murderous acts make sense to the shooters.



This is true whether it be Adam Lanza in Newtown, Connecticut; James Holmes in Aurora, Colorado; Seung-Hui at Virginia Tech; Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris in Columbine, Colorado, and the thousands of others who wage war against their society, either in the form of high-profile massacres, or the daily grind of shootings around the country that barely make the local news.



How do we go about this process of "making sense?" Do not confuse this as a way of excusing it, but rather as a path to understanding and preventing violence. We start by recognizing that many young Americans (and other young people around the world) develop and carry with them a kind of moral damage, which some have come to call "the war zone mentality."



No matter how it develops, they grow up with a damaged sense of reality. They view the world as if they are soldiers confronting a hostile environment that they perceive to be full of enemies. An example of that behavior being that they record everyone they speak with. Once they get fixated with their skewed world view, they may hatch the delusion that even teachers, and young children are their enemies. For Adam Lanza, apparently even his mother was an enemy who had to be destroyed.



There is no one cause. It is as if they are building a tower of blocks, one by one, that can get so high the blocks fall over, with innocent people dying. Some examples of these building blocks can be found in dangerous neighborhoods, or schools rife with bullying. They can be found throughout the Internet and mass media. there are many, many web sites and videos that promote paranoid views of the world, and validate violent action in retaliation. This site being one on that list.



You can find them in the pervasive and intense playing of video games, with the hands-on virtual violence that desensitizes young people to proxy killing. These games have become a psychological pathway to real killing by dampening impulses of compassion and altruism.



The blocks can also come from a culture that supports access to lethal weapons. As many states have little to no gun control the crazy availability of guns like the Bushmaster semi-automatic rifle used by Adam Lanza that are, in effect, weapons of mass destruction when turned against children at school, or moviegoers in a theater or shoppers at a mall have cost countless lives. These weapons have no place in the hands of mentally unsound civilians.



Moral damage and a misperception of reality, usually, are not enough to lead to murder. The typical killer is emotionally damaged and has developed mental health problems, perhaps exacerbated by being bullied and rejected by peers, or abused and neglected at home. He or she might be suffering from profound sadness, depression, despair, self aggrandizement and narcissism.



The mental health problems that result from emotional damage require more, not less, social support, and not just from parents, who may be overwhelmed and ashamed of their offspring. The children and young men and women can be socially isolated because their damage makes peers and the community turn away from them, and that only compounds their problems.



Couple deluded thinking and rage with the rationale of the war zone mentality, and the result can be a boy or young man ready to kill, sometimes with horribly spectacular results. This is more commonly seen in the "routine" killings that I consult on as a psychological expert witness in murder cases across the country.



The crucial point is that even "crazy" people operate in a particular culture, a particular society, a particular time and place, and within a certain world view of how to manage your rage, your hurt, and your sadness. While not uniquely American (it has happened in recent years in Europe and the Middle East), the mass murder that took place in Newtown, Connecticut, is especially an American trait.



Our increasingly socially toxic culture promotes paranoia, desensitization to violence, almost unlimited access to lethal weapons, opportunities to practice mass murder via realistic "point and shoot" video games, and games that justify violence as a legitimate form of vengeance in pursuit of an individual's or group's idea of justice.



That begs the question, what do we do? We can improve mental health services in schools and communities, and discourage bullies by supporting the ones being bullied even if you don't like them. Many parents are frustrated that there is nowhere to go with their troubled kids.



We can work harder at getting kids to share disturbing information with adults with the confident expectation that those adults will help not punish and stigmatize. We can get behind efforts to increase screening for people that wish to purchase guns.



We can step up efforts to prevent kids from having access to the point-and-shoot violent video games. We can work harder at creating emotionally safe schools where bullying and rejection are antithetical to school spirit. We can do the same for online sites as well. One part of this is teaching boys that being compassionate and emotionally expressive is part of manhood in the 21st century.



If we don't help, there will be more dead and wounded. It has become an American phenomenon, and an epidemic. Only by getting close to killers and finding out what we need to do to integrate troubled youths and young adults into society do we have any hope of preventing more carnage.



There will be a large number of mass murders in the coming months because of a predicted trend in the masses.



This coincides with a large number of people finally feeling the effects of being jobless for an extended time. The ones at most risk are the socially awkward because they are already unstable and have a feeling of rejection.



Rejection coupled with financial difficulties on them or perhaps the parents of them causes strain on the relationships and as a result they may feel like a burden, or even may be told they are a burden, and as a result they feel resentment.



This resentment can cause a large number of chain reactions most of which are relatively harmless, but an alarmingly large percent of them will attempt or succeed at suicide, 10-15% which is enough to take notice.



But the number that worries me the most is the percentage of people that will lash out before killing themselves as a result. That number is less then the first but anything more then 1% is a dramatic increase. And the number is 4-6% this is alarmingly high!



1) It is as close as you can get to a scientific fact in this field, that is still in its infant stages, with many supporting studies that include everything from conditioned responses, to behavioral and social interaction, that seeing violence on a daily basis will cause you to become desensitized to it; the more you see it's the less you care.



In psychology, desensitization or inurement is defined as the diminished emotional responsiveness to a negative or aversive stimulus after repeated exposure to it. It also occurs when an emotional response is repeatedly evoked in situations in which the action tendency that is associated with the emotion proves irrelevant or unnecessary. Thank you Wikipedia... XD



I know that the rare time that I play these games, and believe me it is rare, I nearly jump out of my seat when I am killed and that little controller vibrates, but the more I play the less that happens.



An example of the opposite of this would be Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. PTSD can occur after you've seen or experienced a traumatic event that involved the threat of injury or death.



I work on cases that I would say would make you sick if you saw some of the things I have seen. But over time I have become desensitized to it. And to be honest, unless you were at the crime scene and saw it first hand most people would associate it with as much care as say "Law and Order" victim photos.



These things should be horrific to us, but they are not because of desensitization. Now that same desensitizing can be used for treating people with PTSD or phobias. But uncontrolled subjection to this kind of mentality produces that very thing.



This is only a supporting factor anyway, and I am not implying that if you play point and shoot video games for an extended period of time that you will be automatically subconsciously obliged to climb up a clock tower and begin picking people off one by one.



This is merely saying that in cases like these it is a contributing factor. One of the blocks so to speak. As such parents should be more discriminative of what there child is exposed to on a regular basis.



2) The encouraging of young boys and men to open up about their feelings is so that if some one that is an "at risk" youth are having fantasies of murdering people they will feel more comfortable opening up about it. Then we can address the issue more closely and get them the help they need before we have another violent out burst.



It may not always work but it will help in diminishing the feelings they have of isolation. Open disclosure met with understanding and proper tools to combat the urge to act on delusions or violent fantasies.



3) The true source of this is mental illness. However lets not forget there are many mental illnesses that are caused by external and social factors.



For the purchase of weapons I believe that increasing screening, and background checks to include psychological histories and screenings as a requirement might help.



Then to also have everyone that buys a gun be required by law to register it and again every year after, if the gun can not be produced at the end of the year, they be brought up with federal charges of distributing firearms illegally. Of course these ideas are just that, ideas, and would need refinement before implication, but it isn't entirely out of the question.



I didn't "count the countless" as you said. I merely gave recent examples of these incidents. These incidents should not be put into the same category as gang violence, because these are a different type of violence all together.



There are plenty of occasions where innocent lives were lost where no gun was involved, but add a gun to the equation and the overall carnage would increase. It becomes more difficult to stop someone with a gun and 20+ rounds on him then a man with a knife or just his fists.



You seem to be under the mentality that the issue is too big to deal with, so why care. Apathetic attitudes like that are part of the problem. Breaking it down and doing what you can in your community is the first step. There are more community activist then you may think out there.



First off I want to say thanks for all of the interest in this subject and there are so many great points in here it is hard to pick out just one to address. I will simply attempt to give a blanket rebuttal for now and focus on the details a little later.



I believe that many of you have taken a few of my suggestions to the extreme here. I am a gun owner myself and I own many semi- automatic rifles. I believe more "average Americans" not less should own guns.



I was merely stating that there should be a registration of these weapons, and reregistration of them every year. It would help in tracing weapons used in crimes and help to identify criminals. If the serial number is filed off the make and model is still easy to see and can be cross referenced with ones that are failed to be reregistered, for what ever reason. There are already plenty out there unregistered, I am aware, but within a decade or so that number will decrease rapidly.



In regards to the issue with gun free neighborhoods. I will have to respectfully disagree if criminals were to get wind of a whole neighborhood of people without guns wouldn't it become an easy target?



When it comes to mental health background checks and screening, I was referring to the more extreme cases. I doubt anyone wants a schizophrenic to own a gun. As even the heavily medicated ones are know for abruptly discontinuing their medication with desatorous results.



I am not suggesting that someone that has to take a Xanex at the end of a stressful day be considered mentally unsound. I am merely, suggesting those individuals that would be unfit to stand trial, be unfit to carry, own, or have access to firearms. Fact is a large portion of these people are already on disability and most likely can not afford them anyway.



On the issue of protection against a tyranical government, I agree with both Caekwalk and Ikea, you both have extremely good points. I think if the government were to attempt to take me down I seriously doubt me owning a gun would stop them. But that raises up the point I made about apathy. If it is just me, no one would care, if it was a small group, same thing. Although there may be a few protesting onlookers, within a week it would be old news.



The desensitization of the general public is an issue, people not only are turning a blind eye to bulling and injustices, but condoning them. Some even taking pleasure in the pain it causes another, for whatever reason. Do you really believe that a nation so divided could stand up to a government force with tactical nuclear weapons at their disposal? Yet that is an entirely different issue.



And again Masigno the terrorists are in a different category as they are often planned out in extreme advance, and are highly likely to be organized by more then one individual making a political statement. These are no such thing, they are the acts of people feeling alone and backed into a corner with no way out.



That is why increasing sensitivity training for school teachers. Just as teaching them how best to approach with discretion when addressing someone that shows the symptoms of being "at risk" is a good idea. So as to not further single them out and contribute to their feelings of isolation.



Providing a larger support system decreases the chance of people feeling like there is nowhere to turn. More mental healthcare providers such as school counselors, can help as well. The lower the counselor/student ratio the lower the chance of someone falling through the cracks.



Parents and education providers impressing upon all age groups, starting very at a young age, of the importance of treating others with compation and understanding can go along way in prevention also.



As I am starting to get tired I will wrap this up by saying. I do not support gun banning, just more tracking, training, and education. My main concern has been and always will be the state of the public mental health system, as well as the inadequate number of mental health workers available.



~Ana





 

17:07 Feb 08 2013
Times Read: 465


Still a scary situation in the Southwestern part of the US. No one knows exactly where this man is.



BIG BEAR LAKE, Calif. (AP) — Police spent all night searching the snowy mountains of Southern California but were unable to find the former Los Angeles police officer accused of carrying out a killing spree because he felt he was unfairly fired from his job.



Authorities planned a midmorning Friday news conference about 80 miles east of LA at Big Bear Lake, where Christopher Dorner's torched pickup was found Thursday. The area was under a winter storm warning, with snow falling and temperatures well below freezing.



Local ski areas were open, but Bear Valley schoolchildren had the day off because of the manhunt.



About 150 miles to the south, up to 16 San Diego County sheriff's deputies spent the night surrounding and searching a rural home after a hoaxer reported Dorner was there. There were people at home but Dorner wasn't one of them, said Lt. Jason Rothlein. Investigators have a pretty good idea who made the call and will seek criminal charges, he said.



Though the focus is on the resort area, the search for Dorner, 33, stretches across California, Nevada, Arizona and northern Mexico. LAPD officers are especially on edge because Dorner, who was fired from the force in 2008 after three years on the job, promised in rambling writings to bring "warfare" to police and their families.



"We don't know what he's going to do," said Cindy Bachman, spokeswoman for the San Bernardino County Sheriff's Department, one of many law enforcement agencies whose primary purpose has become finding Dorner. "We know what he's capable of doing. And we need to find him."



Tracks that surrounded the truck and hours of door-to-door searching around Bear Mountain Ski Resort turned up nothing, and authorities conceded that the whereabouts of Dorner, also a former Naval reservist and onetime college running back, remained a mystery.



"He could be anywhere at this point," said San Bernardino County Sheriff John McMahon, who had 125 deputies and police officers and two helicopters searching the community of Big Bear Lake, where light snow fell early Friday morning.



The saga began Sunday night, when Monica Quan, the daughter of a former Los Angeles police captain, and fiance Keith Lawrence were found shot in their car at a parking structure at their condominium in Irvine. Quan was an assistant women's basketball coach at Cal State Fullerton.



The following morning in National City, near San Diego, some of Dorner's belongings, including police equipment and paperwork with names related to the LAPD, were found in a trash bin.



The LAPD was notified of the find, and two days later informed Irvine police of an angry manifesto written by a former officer and posted on Facebook. Among those named as targets was Quan's father, Randal Quan, the former LAPD captain who became an attorney who represented Dorner in his unsuccessful attempts to keep the police job he lost in 2008 for making false statements.



"Bing bing bing, the dots were connecting," Irvine police Lt. Julia Engen said. "These names are somehow associated to Mr. Quan, who just lost his daughter the prior day. The dots connected. OK, now we've got a name of somebody to look at. That's when the discovery was connected."



On Wednesday night, Irvine and Los Angeles police announced they were searching for Dorner, declaring him armed and "extremely dangerous." Hours later, they learned they were all too correct.



Two LAPD officers en route to provide security to one of Dorner's possible targets were flagged down by a resident who reported seeing the suspect early Thursday at a gas station in Corona. The officers then followed a pickup truck until it stopped. The driver, believed to be Dorner, got out and fired a rifle, police said. A bullet grazed an officer's head.



Later, two officers on routine patrol in neighboring Riverside were ambushed at a stoplight by a motorist who drove up next to them and opened fire with a rifle. One died and the other was seriously wounded but was expected to survive, said Riverside police Chief Sergio Diaz.



Thousands of heavily armed officers patrolled highways throughout Southern California, while some stood guard outside the homes of people police said Dorner vowed to attack. Electronic billboards, which usually alert motorists about the commute, urged them to call 911 if they saw him.



At a news conference held amid heightened security in an underground room at police headquarters, Los Angeles Police Chief Charlie Beck urged Dorner to surrender.



"Of course he knows what he's doing; we trained him. He was also a member of the Armed Forces," he said. "It is extremely worrisome and scary."



While in the Naval Reserves, Dorner earned a rifle marksman ribbon and pistol expert medal. He was assigned to a naval undersea warfare unit and various aviation training units, according to military records, taking a leave from the LAPD to be deployed to Bahrain in 2006 and 2007.



He wrote that he would "utilize every bit of small arms training, demolition, ordinance and survival training I've been given," the manifesto read.



The hunt led to two errant shootings in the pre-dawn darkness Thursday.



LAPD officers guarding a target named in the manifesto shot and wounded two women in suburban Torrance who were in a pickup truck delivering newspapers. Investigators said Maggie Carranza, 47, and her mother, Emma Hernandez, 71, were in a Toyota Tundra, similar to Dorner's Nissan Titan. Carranza had minor hand injuries. Hernandez was hospitalized with a gunshot wound in the back. A lawyer said they had no warning.



Minutes later, Torrance officers responding to a report of gunshots encountered a dark pickup matching the description of Dorner's, police said. A collision occurred and the officers fired on the pickup. The unidentified driver was not hit and it turned out not to be the suspect vehicle, they said.



In San Diego, where police said Dorner tied up an elderly man and unsuccessfully tried to steal his boat Wednesday night, Naval Base Point Loma was locked down Thursday after a Navy worker reported seeing someone who resembled Dorner.



Navy Cmdr. Brad Fagan said officials believe Dorner had checked into a base hotel on Tuesday and left the next day without checking out. Numerous agencies guarded the base on Thursday. Fagan said Dorner was honorably discharged and that his last day in the Navy was last Friday.



Nevada authorities also joined the search, because Dorner owns a house nine miles from the Las Vegas Strip.



And agents were inspecting a package sent to CNN's Anderson Cooper that arrived in New York on Feb. 1, days before the first two killings. It contained a note on it that read, in part, "I never lied." A coin typically given out as a souvenir by the police chief was also in the package, riddled with bullet holes.



Dorner's writings suggested he did not expect to live through the ordeal.



"Unfortunately, I will not be alive to see my name cleared," he wrote at one point in his manifesto, later saying, "Self-preservation is no longer important to me. I do not fear death as I died long ago."



http://news.yahoo.com/calif-schools-closed-where-ex-cops-truck-found-160720470.html



This is really sad all the way around. It isn't like this man can disguise himself. His looks are very recognizable and he is so young, only 33.


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LA Times

01:03 Feb 08 2013
Times Read: 471


For those who don't know what I am talking about concerning a shooter you can read about it here:



http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/lanow/2013/02/ex-lapd-cop-manhunt.html



Put the link in your browser because I never can remember how to do the click here stuff, lol. There is a major manhunt going on in Southern California.


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Dorner

20:40 Feb 07 2013
Times Read: 481


I am totally freaked out at what is going on with the Christopher Dorner case. I woke up to the news on the TV. I have been watching it all day. I grew up in Corona and was living there just a few years ago for the umpteenth time. I have lived in Riverside and my brother lives there now. I am only a very few miles up the freeway. He has been down in San Diego which is where one of the people I live with works. They say they found his truck burned out in Big Bear. He is going up and down all the freeways surrounding where I live and he could be anywhere.



The police have shot at two pickup trucks because they thought it was him. The police are out of control. He may be up in the San Bernardino forest now. They are near Snow Summit where I use to hang out a number of years ago. My daughters truck is like his. Thank goodness it is a secondary vehicle she doesn't drive much now except when she wants to haul something.



He is most likely going to get himself in a shootout. If he is captured the police will go to town on him not only because he is black but he has killed and injured numerous people and one of those killed was a police officer. The guy has gone over the hill mentally. I don't see that any of this will solve what he is complaining about. It looks that from what the news station has found out he got a bad decision in court over reporting abuse by a fellow officer. Evidence came out that wasn't used and it looks like he lost his job through no fault of his own. How sad people think they have to go on killing sprees to be heard.



There are so many false reports going on who knows where he really is. But he has been up and down the freeways near where I live. I am just off the freeway. Yikes.


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Time

16:55 Feb 02 2013
Times Read: 490


Wow, here it is February already. When I was a kid I was waiting to grow up like every other kid thinking it meant FREEDOM. What it meant was responsibility and a lot of mistakes in life. Well for most of us I think. Maybe that is a very pessimistic attitude but I am being truthful as I see it. Time seemed to move so slowly then and now it seems to fly by.



When I was very small, even before kindergarten I was thinking I was different but come on, I didn't know what it was. I loved Vampira but not sure now how I managed to see her show since she was on late at night but I did watch it. We had a TV around 1954 give or take. I watched Howdy Doody (don't remember correct spelling) Most shows were actually live so I would suspect the TV actors were much better than they are nowadays. I wanted to be just like Vampira. Seriously! I don't consider interests dark...just interests. Some like crocheting and others like tattoos. Actually when I was younger and even in the 60s it wasn't common for anyone to have a tattoo except gangs the few I knew of back then, bikers and sailors. Girls didn't have pierced ears or tattoos for the most part until mid 60s except Catholic girls who were mostly Latino where I lived. Just a cultural difference. I got my ears pierced by a friend when I was 17 or 18. I actually can't remember now but at the end of High School which was 1965.



Now we talk about tattoos. What people did back then and it was a fad for awhile to put the stick on tattoos. Some of them were really nice and like my profile, I liked Roses and butterflies and things like that. No I didn't put on skulls or spiders or things some think of as dark although I don't think that way. It is just a difference in taste and for some a "look at me I'm so cool" affectation.



Each decade I passed through was so different. Kids had manners and now well, I don't notice manners as being something people aspire to. It bothers me all the violence and bullying that is going on and profanity coming out of their mouths. Shady activities in general.



Seems war never stops. I lived through the Vietnam war and so many died and then some came back and were treated like the whole thing was their idea and forgotten. Then there were others like the government and the military doesn't know what to do with themselves without all this fighting. Maybe the men of the world will grow up soon. One can only hope.



Then the vampire community (somewhat organized) popped up and people were drawn into it. It wasn't like people weren't vampirics before but they didn't exactly put a name to it. Those that did ended up in the fetish underground or in a mental health facility. So here comes a few people who decided to make what I think of as clubs for people of like minds. They called them households or Houses. A few created Covens which is not exactly the right word for the vampires but is used in a minor level. It just means a gathering and it doesn't have to be 13 which is a silly superstition related to witch persecution. When I use the term witch I do not mean Wicca. That is something else and a 20th Century movement of many types. To me, Wiccans are Wiccans and Witches are Witches but most modern Witches don't generally use that term in Europe and they don't have the Books of Shadows which is a modern invention as well. But I am not interested in Wicca at all but for those who are it is fine with me. It wasn't well known if at all by most in the 50s and 60s even though it existed. Maybe in San Francisco.



Anyway my interests went toward the unknown and I got involved with Spiritualistic groups but after awhile I got disenchanted because I became skeptical of those involved. It was hard to weed them out. Also I didn't like the religious part that permeated it all. Being spiritual doesn't mean religious to me. I have always been really curious so I was interested in Eastern things as well like Djinn and I couldn't understand how some could believe in Demons and not believe in Djinn. I didn't get it. I don't believe in demons at all. I am not so sure about Djinn but most of this stuff to me are man made ideas and superstition until proven otherwise and so far even though I have done ghost hunting and a lot of other things I have made no decisions except on organized religion and nothing further. I try to keep an open mind. There are also many subjects around all of these things that I don't know about or have never heard about because there aren't enough hours in a day. No one can know everything.



People talk on religious topics all the time here. It's OK but there are many sides to beliefs if you are open to them. We do exorcisms in the west for demons and the Arab countries do them for Djinn yet they are not the same idea as demons. I have watched some and the people supposedly possessed act the same way. This is why I think different cultures are so interesting in their viewpoints.



Cool is one of the longest used slang words I know of. Usually they come and go but this one hasn't. I don't know who says the word the most, beatniks from the 50s or now. It was a different time in the 50s and 60s. Most girls didn't smoke nor did they wear pants to school. Most girls did not get into fights except the Latino girls. That word Latino and Hispanic was not used then that I remember nor was black. We had one family in town and he dated white girls and no one said white then either. It was Caucasian which for some reason was dropped. I never wasted my time being prejudiced. It always seemed silly to me. I always liked the diversity of people in the country and was curious as to how they lived. I should have continued with Sociology and Cultural Anthropology but I didn't.



This is probably why I got involved with taking care of the developmentally disabled, mostly children. Autistic children from my experience can recognized vampirics. I met a Mom who could as well but she was originally from Sicily. I have always felt that some of the reason most wear the darker or blander clothing (not the style) is due to color frequencies. I like all colors and black is one of my favorites but red is the one that resonates the best with me now although I have found out that I naturally buy black and grey the most...go figure.



Back to the community. In the US, there are what I call as factions. I am in the VVC which is a group of people who have been in the community for awhile in various areas of the world. We don't all think alike about vampirism. Of course it is led by Merticus. He came out of the woodwork after I became very active. He is very intelligent and has very actively organizing all sorts of things and got well known but hasn't really been around as long as some other people. It's just a matter of how much you want to be involved in the groups that are now existing. Still even though they like to say they are opened minded they do in their own way shun others if their views are different without much proof for doing so. I'm speaking about differences in philosophies. If you bring in religion or a spiritual side to it you will be laughed at and talked about in a derogatory manner. If you believe other things well the same thing can happen. If you are not a blood drinker you are a poser to some even though they are a minority in the community. Neither Michelle Belanger or Father Sebastiaan drink blood although he has in the past. My only grievance is the buzz words people make up and expect everyone to use. Most groups also don't use the caste system, ie; calmae and kitra etc. Only a certain segment use all of that. The ones that are more heirarchal and into a more labeled grouping of people. You can be part of something and be entirely different than some other group like the stand alone TOV and others. Ramblings done for today.


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