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Proficient feelings of guilt,

swimming around in me.

I can't erase the memory of you

as it clings to my skin.

So long after when you were real

like dirt underneath my fingernails

after planting something new.

I hope to grow up too

so that I can look down on you

the way you did to me.

What a tangled web I wove

full of crazy feelings and memories.

I wish I had known the outcome

then I could have seen the bitter end

of you and me.

Now I'm cleaning off the dirt

and I'll start clean again.