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The End

I cannot breathe through all the strange thoughts that swim never ending through my brain. I'm terrified of being consumed by my own mind. Somtimes I cannot turn my brain off. I am so used to analyzing everything that i cannot stop doing it. There are moments when all I desire is the ability to sit in perfect silence and think absolutely nothing. But I cannot. I am always thinking and I must be thinking something or I become even more frantic then when I am thinking too much at once.

For some reason history for me is somehow automatically connected to autumn. The smell of crips air - time worn pages. If only there were a place where it was always fall. The glow of warm sunlight, the crunchy noise that leaves make when you step on the. Autumn makes me want to go to Salem.

Ever asked, "Why me?"...



I woke up late, I was late for class, I failed the quiz in the aforementioned class, the pens in my bag exploded getting ink on me and my books and to top it off I walk outside and it begins pouring rain and I of course have no umbrella. I desired nothing more than to be shot in the face all day... Now I'm all sniffly which is a bit irritating.



Blah.

At this very moment I am confused. I have that irrational "what did I do?" feeling in relation to some people. It's probably one of the less pleasant feelings to have. What I probably need is a swift smack and then to be sent on my merry way. I should not be allowed to overanalyze. I simply should not be allowed to do such things. The end.



~Fie

Autumn is finally approaching and I couldn't be more glad. I can smell it in the air late in the evening. That smell of burning leaves and crisp air. It's wonderful. Autumn is my absolute favorite time of year. I love being able to slip into a sweater and walk around during the late evening. I love being able to sleep w/ the window open and have to use a light blanket. I'm so pleased that fall is finally here. Anyone care to join me in a walk?



~Fie

Here I am... again and more pleased than I was the first time that I landed upon this site. (and that is saying quite a bit considering I was near a collapse from joy when I found this site.)



I'm just getting the journal started. Hopefully there will be many more entries to come. Actually I'm sure there will be since I have a rather annoying tendency to say precisely what I think and feel on almost all subjects. So if you want my opinioin on something, you may most certainly come here to find it.



~Fie