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Depressed little girl with a happy frown.

Lives her life upside down.

Tormented by her peers at school.

Taunting her raggedy clothes, being cruel.

She walks in front of everyone with false pride.

Grown used to the anger, the depression, forced to hide.

Lonely inside, had no friend.

Labeled freak, outsider until the end.

Went home to a drunken dad

Beat her stiff when he was mad.

The booze bottles litter the floor.

She always thought of walking out that door.

Her mother worked until late at night.

When mom came home, the parents would fight.

When the parents weren't at each other's throat

Something else rocked the boat.

She beat herself down, everyday.

SICK and TIRED of living that way!



Paulina M. Frost



Copyright ©2005 Paulina M. Frost

How can I love something

I'll never get to touch?

Looking at your picture,

fills me so much.

Reading your letters,

brings me joy you'll never know.

Hearing your voice,

brings me sorrow I cannot show.

I`m drowning here,

just dreaming of you.

You bring me to life,

by the things that you do.

You drive me crazy,

because I cant be by your side.

It's all in the same,

I don't want to hide.



Paulina M Frost



Copyright ©2005 Paulina M. Frost

Hold nothing dear to heart,

For when it is gone, your soul depart.

Your mind wander, far away,

Your worst fears are here to stay.

Confused your brain will come to be,

Your eyes blinded you cannot see.

You'll take a chance for all its worth,

You've lived it safe since birth.

So many years gone down the drain,

Your life you pause, to refrain.

Different from the rest, yet really the same,

Wild, and fun, but actually tame.

Part of you is gone, and killed,

If your hearts desires are not fulfilled.

You may live life by but a day;

From your true self never stray.

Let the fire in your soul burn,

And in your life you will always learn.

Stick to your opinions, keep them your own,

And with this you'll never be alone.



Paulina M. Frost



Copyright ©2005 Paulina M. Frost