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battered

guilty

disgusted

disgusting

ashamed

frightened

devastated

drained

masochistic



I can't stop this from happening

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Isis101
06:17 Apr 24 2009

Nice video. The song is beautiful and masochistic.

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BLOODLIFE
12:47 Apr 24 2009

Superb track ...

Emotive ... indeed!

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Pounding away.

The drumming of my heart beats with the thundering of the ache of a brain in pain.



I try.

To forget that it's there but it never seems to completely hide in my shadow.



Where's forgiveness?

I can see it like I can see the wilting flowers in God's new swealtering heat during the summer.



I can't.

Stop these thoughts that are ravaging my mind and burrowing their heavy heads in my stomachs pit.



Believe Me.

I want this to end like I wanted to live. I wanted it to be unconditional.



Your heart

Is not black but does not sputter normal human instincts out of its every changing aortas.



Remaining beatings.

Will hopefully kill me inside like that which you've done over and over and over again.



I would have loved you until the earth swallowed me down into its loving embrace

In mystery, lies, the hearts heathen call

Some treasure is found deep within

Unravel these, ties, that cradle my fall

And together with blood, we both shall begin

Fore nature hears nothing, nor does the meek

when you call out the name of the shallow and weak



So lift up your voices

and cry for the blood

that was once in our hearts

but now lay with the mud

for the only thing nourished,

lies outside of the skin

and your choking morals

leads us to inevitable sin