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Sometimes I wonder if some of the closest people to me even care.



I have a feeling that my boyfriend is not what he says he is. I am afraid thats what he is. I really don't know what to do.



We had an arguement today about my personal trust issues. He thinks that I don't trust him. Well, we haven't been dating for that long so, no I don't trust him yet. Especially since I have been hurt a lot in the past.



Don't you hate that ONE GUY that ruins your future relationships. I never even dated this guy but I loved him like a brother. Well, he screwed me over and now I dont trust anyone like I used to.



Well... now my bf is having problems with my trust issues. He's always been impatient and now I really am afraid he's going to dump me because he can't be patient.



I'm always afraid.



Oh and another thing, his lack of respect for my personal space, especially in public or at my moms house is starting to irritate me. Thats something that needs to be adressed in the near future.



I don't know what I am going to do if I get disappointed again. Get ready world for the return of SUPER EMO ABBY! Someone get the pain pills and angsty poetry ready! This is gonna suck I never should have agreed to this.



If things like this keep happening to me I am seriously afraid of what it may drive me to do.