In this conception, I find myself writhing,
Playing a concerto to an audience of masks, deadly in contrast,
Beautiful yet atrocious in their ways - needing a burning,
Fire consumes their dying eyes, yet I wain with hourglass.
Justice would have me play till I am numb,
A stinging feeling over takes my fingers,
Cold touch, icing on the cake, a figure adjacent,
Telling me the opera is done, so silent I weep; I'm spent.
The last calling fades as I falter my playing, choking,
Gasping on thin air, not knowing the ending chord,
What have I done? Appraisal? Hindrance? Have I become one?
One with the music? One with the melody? Time will tell.
All I hear is the uttering of words, heart felt murmuring,
A singing of years gone by, what a masterpiece,
Sorrow felt me, could they feel me beneath their bronze?
Or shall I play a few more dreadful songs?
Eagerness to be locked in honest proposal,
I head to the door that is acclimated to despair,
Such an abomination, skewed between the forcing,
Cut of the same cloth I've seen before, I only stare.
A moment of clarity, breath iced in frosting, a bellow,
What is it I hear, such a monstrous yelping, tapping,
Could I be beneath the earth? A lair so fell,
Latched upon my arm, mysterious as tomb's wrapping.
I wander this labyrinth, shallow thoughts mystifying,
Yearning to find my place in a substandard timeline,
Could I be lost? Memories of what was once before,
Some how I find myself staring at the same door.
Opened with caution, a light beckons me forth,
Only to be awakened with reckoning,
That which I sought, freedom, is here naught,
Just another maze to be found in the heading.
Left? Right? Does it matter at this point?
I cannot count as the sands at my feet churn,
It seems as though I've met my ending,
Never did I think blackness would come to learn;
My name.
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