Tonight I stepped out of my apartment to let my dog out. Its nice weather out. I've been struggling on what to do with my life from this point on. I have a few options open to me but I cant help but wonder if its the path that I want to take. Its not really what I had in mind for my life right now but I'm content and happy with what I have and who I surround my self with. I'm just tired of this place, I want something new and something I can adventure into. I have always wanted to travel and since I was small I wanted to explore and see things people haven't from where I come from. There is no one I can truly relate to other than my spouse and my best friend. We have always been odd, truly odd to the people to this town. I just feel we don't belong in this place. In this realm of existence. There has to be something i was meant to do and meant to be but I'm so limited with what I have. It seems like this world is fake some times like I'm seeing it on TV. Like its all been set up to test what everyone's capable of. But, at least I see some light at the end of the tunnel where I can be who I want and be where I want.
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