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I sit quietly in a packed well lit room

But my mood is backwards like doom

I question this harsh dark depression

It keeps buildin while I keep stressin

Hearing Tech N9ne say he feels low

I whisper queitly I feel your pain bro

I wonder why she left after all this time

Went thru so much hell it should be a crime

Livin one step above homeless in a dirty hole

Surrounded by bugs that feed on my dying soul

Gotta job that barely pays enough to get by

Can't afford to live and to strong to die

Lost in multiple levels of emotional pain

Wondering what the darkness has to gain

It tortures my heart and soul with no rest

Why should I keep going is this some kinda test

Maybe I'll wake up and feel better tomorrow

Instead of suffering thru these Shades of Sorrow

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shynne
22:20 Oct 30 2014

You have a gift for writing..So much sadness in this..

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sippa
16:24 Oct 31 2014

interesting....you have a gift with rhyming couplets

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When I lay down and I'm all alone

And the world has set it's sleepy tone

I close my eyes and patiently listen

As the night fills my head with new visions

Of vixens beautiful, dark, and twisted

Looking like angels the devil enlisted

The love me wildly driving me insane

All while torturing and destroying my brain

Then things get gruesome, dark, strange

They become evil, sickened, deranged

Not angels I see but hounds from hell

They know my weakness and manipulate it well

Why do they haunt me and tear me at the seems

I don't know if I'll ever understand my Harlequin Dreams

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shynne
01:21 Oct 29 2014

Awesome...love it!

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sippa
16:29 Oct 31 2014

the Harlequin Dreams lie behind the Harlequin mask

seek what lies behind the mask and you shall find what is true

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