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Well, I'm having a bad day/morning/afternoon.

I woke up at 300 am. Could not sleep. Went out and ran errands early (at least I avoided the brunt of the daystar's force).



I want to not exist. I want to hide. I want to. . .



I don't want to die, strangely, just not exist. I want to talk to poeple that don't want to talk to me so I don't see the point in. . . .being.



I want to take a nap. But then I'll not sleep tonight (again), and I'd probly miss hanging out with a friend I haven't seen in awhile.



Oh well. What do I do?



Be bored. Write in here.



Be emo. It's odd being one of the few vamps on this now mainstreamed sight. I don't like that fact in the least. I wish VR was still a small, little known, nook in the wall.



~Sharne

I wish I were insightful. Or looked it in here.



Instead I just whine about blood cravings. I only seem to come on here when that urge comes to the fore.



So that's all I seem to be, I think.



Very uninteresting. Very 'common'. Maybe.



I have only seen one person on here who might be a real vamp. Or she's just very adept in the things she does know about and does do.



I have yet to pledge my alleigence to any coven or do a mentorship. How do I know what I'm getting into? How do I know I won't end up surrounded by kindergoths?



I feel like. . .



I'm even out of place on here.



Isn't that terrible? Being out of place on a site designed for those like me?



~Sharne