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So had one hell of a night/day yesterday, we had tonrado warnings out the... ya know and severe thunderstorm warnings.



Let me just Start out with Oh no severe thunderstorm warnings?! its armageddon were all gonna die! yeah ummmm that was my theory on it as ive been all over the country and never met a thunderstorm i didnt like....



untill yesterday.







So in between taking my son and the dog in the bathtub while silly daddy was holding the door open just ASKING for a tornado to sweep him away well it started hailing... cool hail its fun hurts a little but eh no biggie... oh wait...... its as big as a egg? as big as a baseball?! wtfeth!!!



oh no...... my 6 month old car i just got...(used but still)



so its the aftermath(sorta just a lull in between warnings really) and my neighboorhood looks like a freaking refugee camp with people all wandering around awestruck and dumb just looking at houses, cars, each other and the sky.



People are wandering all over the damn neighborhood telling there specific horror story blah blah my kitchen window is broke oh no theres grass all over my house..... meanwhile in REALITY here i am....



hurling curses at the sky stamping my feet and looking at my car......



i counted 16 thats right 16 different HUGE holes/cracks in my windshield and my car? hahahaha!!!! it looks like someoen took one of the golf ball shooters and had one hell of a good time.so yeah my opninion 0n thunderstorms in cganged, but just for missouri i swear this state is possesed when it comes to weather never seen the like of it ever... insurance company is going to say my cars totaled and once again i will be on the boring hassling mindfuck of a time getting another car, while driving around the crushed windshield car(just in town i aint crazy no highway for me) that i had such good paintinmg and tinting and all my fucking stickers are attached already..... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! ok sorry im done.

A passage in a book struck me today and so i thought id write about it.

the passage was from a dean koontz book of all things but was a good one with a good point and i wanna validate it!



" No one can be truly alive if they do not have hope".





damn good point i mean really even at my worst if i look down deep i can spot that little glimmer of hope, wheither it be for revnge, love, transendence, or even death... there is always hope.



i have to say that many people have told me they have no hope. this i cannot belive as without hope they would cease to exsist!

even if they deny it to themselves they hope for something.... im not saying its for something good, it could be for something horrible, but hope good or bad is still hope.

and yes i do belive that is one of the many things we would cease to be if we didnt have.



there i was philisophical now i feel better even misspelling half of what i wrote!