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I have been led here...
To this place, to this reality, and it feels so right, deep down within me. I have always known I was different, never one of the "in crowd" and now, looking back, I'm grateful for that. For I might have not been led to this reality, the reality that only a few find. A chosen few? Something to ponder isn't it? Do you feel as if you were led to this reality, the reality of becoming, by choosing to become a "living Vampyre"?
This has been described in one of the preliminary books written by Father Sebastian as a "Psycho Drama", and frankly, that term fascinates me. I want to google the term, but I won't, because I want to hear it from the other Strigoi Vii. How did you accept and begin living this wonderful new reality? I'm eager to meet new friends and learn from the people who are serious about this lifestyle, this reality.