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I dream of the day they'll let me be

Idream of the day that I can expres myself

Be who I want to be

To be able to do whatever the fuck I want

I dream of not having to hide my true self

I dream of the day that all of my desires will come true

Have you ever felt alone

When you have nobody to hold you tight and never let go

When you feel scared, backstabbed and hurt

Do you want to run away

Do you want to scream

Maybe even disappear

Have you felt alone

When no one is there to grab on to

When they make you feel less

When they make you feel nothing

When they make you feel trapped

When the world falls on you

Have you ever felt so alone that suicide is the only answer

Do you really know what a soul is?

Can you feel it?

Can you touch it?

How do you know it's there?

What does it look like?

Is it your twin?

Is it what make you feel?

Is it what makes you wonder?

Or is it the devil inside you?

I've been holding on way too long

Holding on, trying to not burst out

To contain myself and think clearly

Thinking not with my head but wuth my heart

Holding my thoughts and emotions

I feel tiered of holding on to my pain and misery

I feel like I rather die than keep holding on

Can you hear me?

Are you near me?

Can you hear my inner thoughts?

Can yoyu see my scard and scared heart?

Can you understand me?

Can you feel what I feel?

Can you understand my desiers?

Can you hear what my soul whispers in your ear?

Some wonder what death would be like

I wonder what death would be like

Why?

Because it's something you will not know

Until the last few hours of your life

That's when you think of where you'll end up

Either heave or down below