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frigid and cold left to a world on my own

hungry and tired no place for a shower

i run in circles from the time i get up

i stare at the mcdonalds with pop in the cup

im thirsty and starved alone and abused

the place i was at i had so much abused

i thought i was happy here before things got hard

i thought i could make it i didnt think id starve

i try my hardest to find a safe place to sleep

but still the demons find me and rape me in dreams

i wake up in blood i wake up in pain

i wake up in agony with holes in my vain

monsters they were a monster i am alone and undead im sorry i fled

my family was mean but they loved me still

they never really hurt me but i blamed them still

darkness surrounds me im more awake now

the light gave me headaches the dark calmed me down

im hungry again but i already ate

this sickness is coming this sickness i hate

im staring at children playing at the park

the suns coming down i leave before dark

i dont want to hurt them i dont want to kill

i dont want to drink blood but the urge is still there

dying i am but only because im not living

a life in the open a life with the living

i hide away still and sit in the darkness i hide away still and rot into ashes